NOTHING PERFECT
marriage covenant
all day I locked up in a hotel room, I cried bitterly not expecting my married life would be like this. I felt deceived and betrayed, because my true feelings on the sun were very sincere. I loved Surya, the man who became my husband and made my life more colorful.
but after hearing Surya's statement, hatred and amusement enveloped me. I did not accept it, because the destroyer of my relationship with Surya mas is not like the actor in general, the third person among us is the man Surya loves.
the first day of my marriage was filled with tears of screams in my heart.There is no place to complain but to my Lord. For to me the present problem is a disgrace that will humiliate me and my family.
any woman does not want to marry Surya if she knows her true feelings. Currently the balcony is the only comfortable place to breathe the air of the dark day.
"do I have to die so that Surya can feel how hurt I am ?" my mind began to get carried away by the increasingly angry atmosphere, but for my little one continued to oppose all my current bad intentions
"Andita.. what are you doing. Why stay on the balcony ? " sury pulled me back into the room
"....." I just silently looked at him hatefully
" i'm sorry... Andita.please forgive me.I shouldn't have hurt your heart.I think you want to marry me because of possessions and status only.so I think..."
" what ? treasure ? status ? what is the point of marriage without love ? whoever it is. Any woman does not want to be deceived and hurt like this mas. You are evil to think I am like that..!! "
"forgive me. I'm really sorry.. "
"mas sorry ?! can you let go of ryno for me ? can't you ?"
" ..... " mas Surya was speechless
"i don't know what else to do. "my words are upset and continue to avoid eye contact with Surya mas.
the second night at the hotel, I was alone and Surya chose to sleep in another room. All night I kept thinking about many things and made a marriage contract letter.
contract content :
Andita and Surya will be divorced in one year if Andita is not pregnant with a solar child
Keep third-person problems secret from anyone
Andita will take care of the household as in general, so that their families do not suspect their relationship
Andita will serve Surya like a wife and vice versa
Surya lets Andita have an affair
Andita and Surya must keep the marriage covenant
after writing the agreement, before returning to the house of Surya, we both spoke again with four eyes.
" Andita." Surya still felt guilty and tried to apologize again.
" do you want a divorce ? "
" divorce ? how can ? we just got married.it's not good for you either Andita.. "
"Ndit.you can have an affair.I don't care.most importantly our family doesn't know it "
" wahh. alright.this is "I give a letter of agreement on the seal that must be signed Surya mas.
" what is this ? " mas Surya immediately read it and was quite surprised
"why just one year ?" tanya Surya was disappointed
"because if we get divorced right now, I don't want to put my family to shame.I don't care for any obvious reason you can take advantage of me for a year, after that I am free and can find a husband who will really love me for who I am."
" well.I'm sorry for hurting you so much ndit.. "
"The bottom line is, you should also act like a husband in front of all our families"
"alright, thank you for accepting me"
"....." I just kept quiet disregarding his constant apologies
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since long ago life was bitter, now nothing with previous times.I have to affirm myself and make myself more patient.
I will live this life with all my heart, in order to escape this attachment to Surya mas.
because one day I forgot to eat, during the trip home my stomach was really uncomfortable because my stomach acid was crumpled.
my face was sweaty and pale, my stomach was so nauseous.
"Why ndit ? "
" hmm gpp kok. oh yes mas. stop by first yes if there is a meatball, I want to eat meatballs "
" well. ready " mas Surya was excited when I started talking casually with him.
" than we are hostile the next year, better we can be more familiar like friends in general mas. I will immediately erase my current feelings for you mas.. " my mind was smiling staring at the highway that was quite jammed.
"oh yes, my... "
" why ndit.. "
" i don't want Ryno to know that you and her are in a relationship. I don't want her to know that I know"
"hmm okay then... "
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upon arrival at the residence of Surya, there was already a woman who was with Surya's sister.
"who is that woman ? " i asked Surya who immediately turned silent and cold looking at the woman who was sitting talking casually with Nabila.
"mas Surya.. y'all have arrived. How is honeymoon short ? "happy Nabila hugged her brother and helped carry my bag
" Kayla... When did you arrive in Indonesia ? "
" i just did Dateng yesterday, sorry for coming to your wedding.. "
" hello Andita. My friend Kayla Surya since childhood "
" my hello Andita. Come please come in. "let me relax.
" it's okay.I have to go again.I came just to say hello, oh yes Andita can I talk four eyes with Surya.. "
" hmm okay... "
I left them both and went inside, though curious but I didn't want to cross my line
" where is Surya mba.. ? " ask Nabila
" again speak four eyes to Kayla "
" ohhh. be careful mba.. Kayla is a former mas Surya. strange deh. after leaving Surya 10 years ago, I was shocked when she Dateng for the life of Surya mas.. "
"....." I was silent and thought about my husband who might have been hurt until he was more comfortable with men.
seriate....