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arriving at the hospital, it took about 5 hours waiting for awareness of Surya. mother and Nabila chose to go home, while I was guarding Surya mas in the inpatient room.

"ndit..how's Ryno doing ? "anya was still at home when she was very hurt

they both had an accident on the way to the airport, when I saw Ryno's condition he only had ordinary injuries

"ryno's in her room, she's resting.."

"what's the wound bad ? ndit. I want to see Ryno's condition"

"Ryno is fine ajah mas. now it's curfew, preferably tomorrow only. mas meet Ryno"

"alright.." mas Surya looks moody and anxious, I am grateful that Surya has realized instead made jealous in silence.what use are my tears and all my anxiety at this time, he said, while Surya was more worried about his lover.

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the night was quiet, I was daydreaming in front of the room mas Surya. My mind overlapped thinking about my current feelings, I did look fine in front of everyone... my heart is really hurt and suffering

I, who had longed for love from a man, had to accept the fate that my own husband did not love me.

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"patience.one year is a short time.." I rubbed my chest and tried to stay, because it felt like there was no chance for me in the heart of Surya.

"Andita.." call someone wearing a nurse's suit

"Rival ? Do you work here ?" I was surprised to see Rival (a Junior High friend) in this hospital

"yes. the cave is again an apprentice here, who is sick ?"

"husband cave val. semalem accident.. "

"so who was in an accident last night Lo's husband ? oh my goodness, who is patient, ndit..."

"thank ya val. great ya. now I've become a doctor "ledek I feel proud to see him become a medical officer.

"new prospective doctors.. hehehe prayer in the best yes. cave actually already cape really learned, but.. because the cave likes this profession, so long so can be more relaxed ajah"

"great..great." I'm sorry I can't believe my old friend can be as successful as he is now.

"oh yes. the cave must return to IGD, first yes.sorry very much.the cave actually still wants to talk"

"nothing relaxing ajah already there.your task is more important, the cave also want to check the husband cave first"

"okedeh.. bye.." The rival went quickly, while I sat back down and breathed a long breath because until this moment I could not be anything.

left with many things, unlike others who could enjoy his youth or his household life.

"Dita.. has Surya slept ? "

ryno's voice was quite surprising, he suddenly came with an infusion hose he was carrying.I was astonished and confused to answer him

"is Surya doing well ? "ask again with a pretty anxious face

"ohh yeah, he's still resting"

"i want to go in the room, I hope you can make room for both of us for a while"

"......" I did not answer and instead mute in disbelief with his attitude that was too trivialize my presence

"oh yeah.. Dita... can you buy green bean porridge for Surya ? he liked it so much" he said then walked in on his own

green bean porridge ? these nights ? who does he think he is ?

I was upset that Ryno was commanding me at will, because I was upset that I was leaving and stupidly looking for porridge for Surya mas around the front of the hospital.

it took me a long time to find a porridge for these nights, I finally got it too. I quickly returned to Surya's room.

I'm not used to all this stuff, long if I see it I'll be nauseous.

"Used.. "Ryno was quite surprised and made Surya wake up

"ndit.. Where are you from? " question mas Surya awkwardly face me who saw him alone with Ryno

"this is the green bean porridge, it's late at night. mas Ryno sorry but you should go back to your ward" I said coldly and prepare the porridge for Surya mas.

"ohh well.." ryno left us both, and it looks like Surya's not feeling good to me.

"sorry, I made you bother "

"....." I shut up because I was upset and jealous

"ndit.. are you angry with me ? "

"....." I was still silent and busied myself looking for a spoon

"ndit.. sorryin I. but that was Ryno..."

"Ryno... Ryno.... What's wrong with him mas ? I know you both love so much, but you can bear it. You are still tied to me. And your relationship is like a disgrace to my married life!! what would people say if others knew ? want to be kept where my face is ?!! "

"why are you this angry.well.I will keep the attitude.I'm sorry"

"angry ? which woman is not angry when she knows that her married life is just a falsehood, you better remember this mas.. I Nerima you so the husband is not a falsehood... and you know...? until this moment I still feel quite hurt because I have not been able to forget my feelings for you.."

"....." mas Surya was shocked and speechless

"now it's up to Surya. All these relationships will end when.my mind is deadlocked, I don't know how to deal with you anymore mas.."

because I was too upset I left Surya mas and chose to sleep in front of the nursery.

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the day changed, I woke up with a thick blanket that had enveloped me. I deserved not to be cold tonight.

"morning.." greet the rival casually and bring me coffee and bread

"ehh val.... Thanks ya... lu who use cave blankets ? "

"hmm. you end up sleeping here instead of inside. there is a sofa inside "

"temalem cave overslept."I said a little lie

"husband Lo. from earlier daydreaming tuh kayaknya. earlier abis cave check his condition, today he can go home"

"hmmm ok thank you val.. "

"....." for a moment the rival smiled wryly but his facial expression seemed to pity me

"what the hell is it ? " i wonder why the rival looks at me like that

"gua want you happy ndit. because you used to entertain cave fitting Junior High School, cave want you cheerful rich first again. and about your husband.do you know he has a relationship..."

"hmm gua tau kok... don't discuss it yes.. but how can you know ?"

"one IGD may have been aware when they were just taken to this hospital, their relationship is very unusual ndit.. Is it okay ?"

"hmm. anyways the cave marriage is just a fake. the cave is so embarrassed. "I said it felt more inferior because the rivals know the relationship of Surya and Ryno.

"tetep ajah.. cave sure this is also not easy for Lo. if you need anything... "

"ok. thanks ya val.." I went in to hold her shy and went to tidy up Surya's belongings without saying a word to her.

seriated