NOTHING PERFECT
Zinnia Flowers
one month of marriage, the seeds of flowers planted Andita began to grow. There are some that have budged but there are still many flower trees that are not ready to flower.
today I tidied up the backyard so that no weeds would disturb the eye view.
"ndit.. I want to go to the mall, you want to come ? I'm gonna find a shirt"
"want dong mas. Come on I will prepare. but later we eat meatballs well.."
"yes yes. ready Bu bakso. "the ledek is relaxed and makes me now more adaptable to chat casually with mas Surya.
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for the first time this Sunday mas Surya took the time to hang out with me. usually Sunday he will go to the house of his beloved, he said, but now I think Surya deliberately invites me to go to be able to relax and be more familiar.
not only did Surya shop, he also bought me a lot of clothes and some necessities to beautify the flower garden I was caring for.
" ..... " on the way to look around my clothes are glued to a married couple who are busy talking to their future baby in the stomach.
my little heart was crying, because I might not be able to conceive a baby while married to Surya.
"what is ndit ? " tanya mas Surya is insensitive
"engga mas. let's find ice, I have to.. "
"do you want ice cream ? "
"can... "
we both enjoyed ice cream together and while chatting casually watched the children playing in daycare.
"ndit.. actually next week I will vacation to Bali with Ryno, is it okay ? "
"why do you ask me. It is a decision mas. yaudah.. "
"just.but I'm worried that you're not getting permission"
how strange !! mas Surya is anxious but does not care about my feelings at all. Maybe mas Surya is typical of men who are not sensitive about the feelings of women.
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all day does not feel like time passes, other than shopping me and Surya watch movies too. all day like a date time secretly I enjoy it and feel very happy.
I don't know what Surya thinks of me in his life, but to feel the moment together like this makes me hesitate to leave him.
finished watching me and Surya planning to find a suitable dinner spot, but while in the parking lot we both cross paths with someone who looks coldly at us.
"mas.. where are you from ? " sweep coldly looking at me cynically
"???" I looked up and asked who he was
"ohh Ndit. know this my friend Ryno, Ryno's Andita's my wife"
"hi. I'm Ryno"
"i'm Andita.." My clothes were a little awkward
"you are so compatible.."
"thank you. mas. I got in the car first.. "
"hmm well." mas Surya looked awkwardly at Ryno's facial expression that looked jealous of him.
when I got in the car, they covered and kept a distance from the car to have a fun conversation.It was clear Ryno was very jealous and angry at Surya, I had guessed for sure they would fight because of me.
"so he's Ryno. Surya mas someone dear is the same as him. "my mind feels jealous because his appearance is quite attractive as a beautiful handsome man.
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on the way home, we were both quiet in the car. My mind was still upset because of the figure of Ryno that made me become not confident can take Surya mas from him.
"ndit.sorry, we're not having dinner outside"
"it's okay anyway I'm tired"
"but you must be a laper.. "
" quiet ajah.. later at home I cook Indomie using eggs continue to use a lot of chili deh, mas Surya want me to make it ? "
"seriously ? the richness is delicious.. "
"okedeh sipp later I make, we eat in the backyard of the house ya mas. kaya the sky tonight again bright, the stars are also again clearly visible "
"hmm... sounds cool too, you like the stars ? "
"banget... pokonya yes when it comes to nature.. "
"means you like camping dong ? "
"hmm like. but from the first never been able to camper in the mountains"
"when we were camping, I used to love camping but because there were no friends to invite, so I never camped again "
the quiet atmosphere turned into a fairly relaxed atmosphere again, for me smooth communication with mas Surya is one of the keys to staying in my current marriage.
what I was worried about was when Surya would stay away from me because Ryno. I felt Ryno was quite possessive, and Surya was a typical submissive man.
#ting!!! (message from Andita's successor )
"remember carefully!! surya Mas is mine !!"
"don't you think you can have it!!"
"i'm watching you..!! just be prepared to get hurt"
after reading the message I exhaled a long breath of annoyance at the threat of his alay.
"what's the matter..?" ask Surya to be curious
"usual.. spam." I answered not to tell Surya about the message of terror from Ryno.
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week later...
#kring!!!! (phone from Surya )
"hello mas.. What is it ? "
"good afternoon..is this really Andita's mother ?"
"yes I myself. Sorry who is this ?"
"mother Andita. Pak Surya had an accident, at this time his condition is quite critical. now he is in the ICU room at the Mahamedis hospital "
"what ?!" because of my surprise I broke the glass that I was holding, my mother-in-law and Nabila to look shocked at the broken glass
"Ta.. What's up ? " mother came and prevented me from holding the broken glass
"mba... You why mba ? " Nad when I panicked saw me who panicked
"Bu. mas Surya. mas Surya... "
mom and Nabila were very surprised, finally the three of us rushed to the hospital with anxious hearts and riled to think about the critical condition of Surya
seriate....