NOTHING PERFECT
Black van
It did not feel like a month had passed, my marriage still looked fine in the eyes of people. But the more day my heart grew bitter, I was eager to give up on this marriage.
not because in the bridle, in torment, in intimidation, but because of the attitude of Surya that increasingly makes my heart continue to pound.
at about 10 am, I was busy daydreaming while listening to Fabio-House song stop by using a headset.while staring at the flowers I planted growing in different colors.
"why is it so hard for me to have your heart
even my heart has been worth nothing to you
what's happening now is I'm just your halfway house
when you're hurt
and when it's all gone, you just disappear"
this song really reminds me of Surya, sometimes he gives me hope to survive and wait for him, but at once he clarifies himself only to Ryno
#pukpuk (someone patted my shoulder)
I turned my head and it was Surya who suddenly returned from his workplace
" uh mas.. why come back again ? " so soon I wiped off some of my tears
"flashdisk I missed.. Are you okay ? why cry ? "mas Surya was quite surprised to see me crying silently
"ohh ingga mas. it's okay.just miss the house of death" I said a little lie.
"you're home ? let me take you.. "
"do it. I'm just missing dad's ajah"
"seriously ? if you want to go home let me take you.."
" do not mas. even go home, I want to go home forever and will not come back here again mas "my mind looks at him softly
"yeah.I went back to the office first.. "
"hmm.." I nodded casually and then Surya left again.
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after a little relaxing, I again look for busyness by arranging the room to make it look neat and clean.
#ting!!! (notification )
mas Surya transferred 10 million dollars and soon there were messages coming from him
"this is your pocket money this month, use it for your needs yes ndit.. if the cost of cooking is different again.this is your personal special money "
"a lot of people don't have to do this much"
"it's okay. mending you now if bored shopping and go buy new clothes or hangout at the cafe"
"ok thank you, mas." I still feel surprised when Surya gave this much money
I immediately transferred the money to my father, then went to look for my flower garden needs which I could later sell online.
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during the day around 1 o'clock, I went to buy some more flower seeds while looking at the pretty tulips that had just arrived. because it looks so beautiful I bought a bouquet of tulips for me to decorate in the room in a flower vase.
I wrote that in a sense because he had given me pocket money and allowed myself to enjoy this boring day.
#kring!!!! (phone from Surya )
"hello mas..."
"where are you shopping ? the tulips are very pretty. May I know what a flower shop is ?" tanyanya curious and excited
"ohh florist Harum mas. the Deket market. beside the car repair shop was loh mas. on the roadside fitting zebra cross"
"ohh yes. yes.. okedeh thanks for the info"
"yes. oh yes mas." I said I want to talk before Surya hung up.
"why ndit ? "
"today I want.." I haven't finished talking, a black van was pointing at me quickly. The car was speeding towards me, even though I was still on the side of the road. so fast I could not run and finally the car grazed me until I fell far away and made me hurt until I was unconscious.
" ndit...ndit..... what happened ?!!!" my phone bounced and I only heard Surya's voice faintly
"....." I stared at the fading sky until I fainted and became unconscious
"mas... mas Surya!!!" my screams were in pain and fear
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I woke up and began to open my eyes slowly, I saw my mother-in-law and Nabila who were waiting for me to wake up from my fainting
"Mom... What is this ? " i was still dazed by the incident so quickly
"you were in the car drag Dita. you finally realized too" mother felt calm and immediately called the doctor.
"is it okay, right ? what's the headache now ? "
"hm... yes bil... everything was very fast before. oh yes.. mas Surya where ?"
"mas Surya to the police station, since mba was given the same treatment by a doctor, mas went raging in the hospital to the police who again investigated this case mba"
"....." I was silent, surprised to find that Surya was really angry when I got hurt.
the doctor came and checked my current condition, for him there were no broken bones. I only needed to be treated for one Week for the recovery of my torn leg and a slight injury.
all day mom and Nabila accompanied me, but since the day started at night I told them to go home. I was not good because mom and Nabila took care of me very well.
"yeah. mom comes home if that is so. you do not forget to take medicine yes baby.." hugging goes away feeling still anxious.
"...." I smiled and I could be a little more comfortable because I was quite awkward since my mother-in-law was very considerate.
suddenly there was a courier and brought me a bouquet of tulips exactly as I had bought them, the flowers I had bought spilled out so someone came and gave me flowers by courier.
when I checked, there was a small letter containing the message.I read it and I delegated the strange writing
"congratulations on your accident, I hope you know yourself"
the contents of the message made me realize who sent this flower to me
"how could this accident have been planned ?"my mind started to feel anxious
seriate....