My Story With The Ustad
Continuing Love

I don't know what Ayu felt. He read one letter after another that Ustad Azriel had written quietly. He looked at the letter with an empty view. There was a sense of disappointment, why he had only now read the letter. He was now struggling to bury himself in his heart. Especially now that Ayu is not alone.  Yep. Ayu is not alone now. She has received a love statement from her senior in High School. Ilham was Ayu's senior two levels above. Almost at every opportunity, Inspiration became Ayu's guide. Especially the extra Osis and Scouts. Inspiration is attracted by Ayu's simple figure. Ayu is so innocent and focused on everything. This is what makes Ayu different from the others. Although Ilham knew that many tried to take Ayu's heart, but Ilham still tried. He was very persistent in approaching Ayu. Several times the declaration of love Ilham rejected Ayu. But it is also easy to eliminate the feeling of disappointment. His extraordinary efforts to approach Ayu, make Ayu's heart empathetic.

What kind of empathy Ayu felt only she knew. Clearly, Ayu thought it was time to forget and remove the traces of Azriel in his heart. One way is to fill his heart with others. Ayu also accepted Inspiration, because she said she wanted to stop the silliness of Inspiration that kept approaching her. Pity and Shame are two fitting words for Ayu when receiving Inspiration. The most important thing is that there is no trace of Azriel anymore. Without a word, without a message without a say Azriel left just like that even up to 1 year more. Who is the woman who would wait without clarity like Ayu?

Inspiration is a jolly figure. Sometimes Ayu likes the nature of Inspiration that is good at entertaining. Ayu and Ilham's relationship lasted only a few months because Ilham did the selection of admission to the Police Academy. The busyness of Inspiration can be understood Ayu. They had only met at school. Inspiration only once comes to the cost. And that too with his friend. This is Ayu's condition. Because he didn't want his father to know. Ayu can not imagine how the attitude of her father who knows it turns out Ayu has been dating. Though the message and willi from his father is the focus of learning because he tried hard to send his children. Not for dating or relaxing. His father always advised that as a woman should be careful with men. During school, do not be like that.

In a short time, Ilham was accepted at Akpol. This inspired him to enter the dormitory and communication was broken, but in contrast to Azriel, Ilham left with various promises he made to Ayu. He said goodbye to a special message and expressed his heart, promising not to forget Ayu to give some items that can remind Ayu and Ilham relationship. He also offers communication tools for Ayu. But Ayu did not accept. He reasoned that he would soon buy his own when his scholarship came again. The correct reason was because Ayu did not want Ilham to interfere with the rules in her dorm. Dormitory where Ilham education does not allow peer to bring HP and only allows to go home after 3 months there. It was only once a month for 2 days.

During the 1 year of Ilham education in the Provincial Capital, Ayu only received 1 letter and met with Ilham twice when he was returning home. This time every time, Inspiration comes alone. Once he was accompanied by his senior in Akpol who turned out to be the brother of Ayu's friend at school. Ayu felt there was a slight change in Inspiration. Although only 2 times met, but the gaze of the eyes of Inspiration is different. In terms of words and movements, Inspiration is more active than the previous Inspiration. He began to dare to hold Ayu's hand and seduce her with poetic words. Ayu responded coldly. This is because in Ayu's heart there is still a little curious about the contents of the letter that Azriel sent to him. Azriel's language looks deep, she reveals word for word into the ink scratches by touching. There's really nothing wrong with all this. What was wrong was Ayu who was not firm with her heart. He lied to himself and his heart. He had begun to betray his principles all along. Do things differently with heart and faith. But he broke it.

Today Ayu came home with Tia. Ayu's friend in class. Tia is the same student who has an older sister studying at Akpol. Tia as usual would stop by a few hours to Ayu's boarding house before she returned home in the afternoon. Although he is not too close to Tia, but Ayu allows her school friends to just wait for extra hours to leave, or do chores together.

“ Say .. later at 2 o'clock after Friday prayers between me to school yes. “ Tia

“ Why go to school again ? Is there a book left behind ? “ Ayu

“ Gak. I have a meeting with a guy. I've had a long appointment but only this time I want to be able to

meet directly. Because he fits in this city “. Tia's.

“ Does he work? “

“ Oooohhhh .. okey “ Ayu replied without diverting her attention from the notebook. Ayu is currently working on some chemistry issues. The lesson she likes best in class.

That afternoon under the scorching sun, Ayu and Tia walked towards the school. Tia said, they agreed to meet in front of the school gate. Along the way Tia complained about the heat of the sun. She applied a few times sunscreen to protect her skin. Tia is a woman who is good at taking care of herself. At the age of 17 years, Tia can dress herself and know a lot about treatments for her beauty. Different from Ayu. Do not do maintenance, just buy a hand body to go to school Ayu will think again. Because he would choose to save his money or buy rice for him to cook at the cost. Ayu smiled looking at Tia.

A few dozen minutes they waited for the prince who had not yet appeared. During the wait, Tia tells her that her boyfriend is a roamantis type of man. Smart to seduce and lift Tia's heart. Tia loved him so much even though he had not met. Tia said that her boyfriend claimed to have a boyfriend. But he did not get happiness because the woman was stiff. Do not want to be touched even if only hands and will often refuse when given goods.

Finally the boyfriend that Tia was waiting for came. There were two big motorcycles coming towards Ayu and Tia. Each with one rider who wore a police uniform gallantly. Tia leaped excitedly at the prince who was coming. Ayu casually smiled and turned back the teen magazine she had brought with her to accompany her later when Tia came home with her boyfriend. Ayu did not want to walk alone, so she brought a small magazine as a friend that she could read on the street.

“ haloo my honey..my sweety my baby “ male voice of one of the motor that stops in front of them.

I was shocked to hear that voice. He knew quite well the voice he had just heard. He lifted his face. And in front of him turned out to be a figure he knew. BRAINSTORM. He looked at her with glaring eyes. So is Inspiration. They are equally shocked. Throat ayu choked can not say the word. While Ilham tried to avoid the gaze of Ayu's eyes. What's the matter? Why did inspiration come here? Is Ilham the girlfriend whom Tia has been waiting for and who Tia has been telling her all along ? Ayu still held her lips to ask.

Tia who was impatient from earlier, immediately rushed towards Ilham. He held the hand of Inspiration possessively and immediately took a bouquet of flowers from the hand of Inspiration.

“ Thanks honey “ that's what Tia said. The word also explained to Ayu, that Ilham is a figure who is indeed called a girlfriend by Tia. Ayu's heart was pinched hard seeing this.

Along the way to the boarding house, Ayu cried. No one knew that he was crying, the path he was walking on was a big one. And no one knows him. Yes, Ayu walked alone. He refused an invitation from Tia's sister to ride a piggy bank to the boarding house. He refused on the grounds that he would go to school. There are some madding tools that he will take.

Ayu cried and said “ PATERNAAK..pardon Ayu pak “ her tears are shedding profusely. ~~~~