My Story With The Ustad
Temporarily Separate

They had gathered to welcome guests from the famous boarding school. All dishes from food, snacks, drinks until by - by for guests are neatly arranged.the room is decorated with flowers and a neat colorful tablecloth. Returning home from Umi's house, Ayu goes straight to the class looking for Puji and Sari. It turned out that they had arrived to class and were doing the tasks given by Ustad Yayan. All of today's ustads do not teach, instead they give assignments to students - students and return hours will be advanced which is usually 16.30 to go home to 16.00. Ayu held the shoulder of the friend. Praise is waiting for him. He looked at Ayu with a strange feeling.

“Did you not realize that there were a lot of people in the office? why is it close to Ustad Azriel? “ Praise

“ Good thing Sari did not see how the two of you looked and were close together in the corner of the room. If he finds out you're out Yu. He must have cut off our friendship. And you will definitely be harassed by many yu people. Conscious yu. You are in touch with whom and will be dealing with whom “.

“I have nothing to do with Ustad Azriel. Although he approached me“ Ayu

 What ???? she approached you ??? what does that mean ??? she likes you???” Praise. Ayu quiet. He did not dare to answer the question. Fortunately they sat in a corner and whispered whispers so the possibility of hearing another friend is impossible. Moreover, the classroom atmosphere is boisterous because between one and the other on chatting. Mumpung no Ustad Yayan is famous for his discipline. Ayu remained silent as Puji shook Ayu's body to answer immediately. Praise being impatient with Ayu's answer. But Ayu remained silent.

“As far as you yu .. if so. You don't want to be honest with me “.

“I don't want to be honest with you Ji .. but Ustad Azriel just might just like me and it's temporary. No need to respond to “. Ayu

“Keep answering what was that? “ Praise

“I haven't answered. Already done tasks“ Ayu. Puji's gaze remained towards Ayu. He watched carefully the eye beads of friends who had been friends since he was in kindergarten until now. He's looking for lies in Ayu's eyes. But didn't find it. Ayu remained silent she calmly worked on the task. Even though in his heart he was confused thinking ahead of him. What will he do with Ustad Azriel? plus Imron's ustad who urged him continue. He knew what he had to answer for them and who he would choose. His heart cannot be lied to. And he is not someone who willingly and willingly betrays his own heart.

After the task, all the students went home. Ayu and Puji walked side by side. They look at the office. Guests have arrived and are seated. There are some ustads that are the same age as Azriel, older and 2 kyai. At first glance Ayu heard their talk about the plan of some ustad who will continue their education to the boarding school. But not too clear. As he passed by the office door, Ayu's eyes accidentally collided with Azriel's. Ayu was a bit surprised. But what made him even more surprised was Azriel's response that instantly shifted his gaze from Ayu. Azriel looked very cold and did not want to see Ayu. Ayu placed her gaze and soon passed. Beautiful mini night. The stars scattered and the moon looked shyly resembling the brow of a village beetle. The atmosphere increased syahdu with the sound of animal sounds around. Ayu sat on the porch of her house which was still in ordinary cement. This house was only built by his father after a long time since Ayu was born, their family hitchhiked at his grandmother's house. Mr. Ayu was only able to build a house with his style. What they are grateful for is their stone-walled home. Although still ground floor and windows and doors of the house is still made of woven bamboo. Ayu and her adek are very grateful to have a home. Although far from fancy and broad as their friends. There was a male voice saying greetings to Ayu's house. It was ustad Imron. Imron is wearing a casual dress tonight. He wears material clothes and a polite shirt. Seen once he archived to come to Ayu. Ustad Imron's greeting was answered by the Mother from inside the house. I'm amazed what Ustad's up at night.

“Dek arrival mas yesterday actually wanted to ask about the answer to Ayu's deck. Sorry deck if you can't be patient. But insyALLAH mas ready to hear the answer to Ayu's deck. Sorry also mas urgently can not wait like the request of the deck Ayu. Because ...” Imron paused the word. He was silent and down.

“Besok morning mas want to go deck. Maybe in a long time. Mas want to continue school again at Gxxxxx . so mas want to hear the certainty of the deck Ayu. So that you can relax studying there. Mas promise the deck will go home if you can permit and there is a holiday. Mas promised to stay loyal to Ayu's deck. Mas will still keep this heart only for the deck Ayu “

“Mas want me how long…? self-departure mas ?“ Ayu

“Mas departs with Ustad Azriel and Ustad Salim deck. We will be delivered Kyai tomorrow morning “. Ayu's heart was sliced bitterly upon hearing the word Ustad Azriel called. Then Azriel will go ? but why didn't Ustad Azriel tell me what this was about ? though his departure for a long time.3 years is not a short time to part and be separated with a beloved. What Ustad Azriel considers is this unimportant thing to convey to Ayu. Or indeed Azriel's ustad has set aside the existence of Ayu even his heart for Ayu. Though there has not been 24 hours he expressed his joy to Ayu. And asked Ayu for an answer and begged to accept Azriel's heart. This is the seriousness of an Azriel. Ayu stared at Ustad Imron steadily. He was determined to finish tonight.

“Mas .. I've been thinking about mas. And I...” Ayu fell silent. Closing eyes. Breathe in and slowly out of the mouth. His hands are tied to each other. Panic began to surround him.

“Ayu …. Ayu can't accept Imron's mas. Sorry “. Ayu answered without seeing Imron at all he always looked down. He was still waiting for Imron's answer to the heart he gave. Is imron willing to accept? Will Imron still be moving forward ?

At 07:00 am Ayu saw some car accompaniment in front of the mosque. It just so happens today Sunday. So Ayu didn't go to school. Ayu approached the crowd in front of the mushola. He saw Ustad Imron and Ustad Salim carrying large bags. They were seen kissing the hands of some people around him. Looks like they're saying goodbye. But the figure Ayu was looking for did not exist. Some time later, Ustad Azriel is seen coming out of the house. With her mother and relatives. His mother held the arm of Ustad Azriel and was seen stroking the back of Ustad Azriel. Some of them gave Azriel advice and messages. Ayu expected just one second of Azriel's eye light. He just wants to look. Want to make sure what that eye will convey to Ayu. Why is it so big he doesn't know. Without feeling a tear fell on Ayu's smooth cheek. But the look in his eyes did not take Azriel off.

“Maybe yesterday was a dream. Not real. He never expressed his feelings to me. It's just my illusion. Will I bury my heart for you.Why don't you say what ? maybe I'm not important to you. I don't deserve to expect you “. Fill Ayu's heart.

While in the car .. Azriel looked at me towards the adoration of his heart. He said “ WAIT ME “.