My Story With The Ustad
Beautiful Time 2

Although shocked, with the words of Praji, but Ayu can exhale with relief. There was no news of suffering like the one he was worried about. He was afraid of what happened to the family. Especially father. His father often had accidents on the road. Whether it's falling off the bike, whether it's fighting with the family he's charging or a fellow debt collector. He does not want to happen what happened to his father, whatever his father is the heart of his heart. Family buffering. How can they live and go to school if there is no father.

Ayu sighed. He nodded his head to Praise. His experience of facing the school in the city with smart student competition and from favorite schools made him more mature. His experience with Inspiration, also made him more careful and patient. The experience he had following the various races forged him stronger and sharp-hearted. Ustad Azriel stood looking at Ayu's arrival. Her face was shining, her smile was expanding and her eyes were glazed as she looked at the flowers of her heart. The heart flower that she had always missed for almost 2 years. Every month he sent a letter to Ayu through Puji. But none of them were answered. This did not diminish his love for Ayu. It is precisely the feeling of love and longing more and more piled up in the heart.

Azriel approached Ayu. “ Deck .......... “ his mouth is unable to say another word.  He just wants to see his heart. Enough seeing. He never thought of touching or damaging her beautiful flowers. His eyes were only for Ayu. Ayu smiled slightly looking at Azriel. There's a longing. The deep miss. But behind the longing lies guilt. Guilty of never replying to Azriel's letter. Guilty because since opening the letter, he did not come home to receive other letters in the last almost 1 year. And what made him feel guilty the most was that he was in a relationship with Inspiration. He was ashamed that Ustad Azriel knew. How despicable he was before Ustad Azriel. But there was a little relief, because he felt abandoned Azriel ... he. he ... he. he. .. (so Ayu did not feel guilty dong ).

Ayu invites Ustad Azriel and Puji to sit in the small living room at her boarding house. Then he asked for permission to clean himself. In the living room, the atmosphere of silence no one started the conversation. Azriel who from a long trip to the house immediately invited Puji to Kos Ayu, had arranged many words and he was impatient to express his heart to Ayu. But reality is different. In front of Ayu at this moment, Azriel was unable to say anything. Tongue's cow. He's like fixated. Praise seeing the unpleasantness of this atmosphere. The atmosphere is a god.

“ Eh yuuu .. was a story from Yati, he said you followed the race at Sxxxxxxx yes. You won, huh yu ? Awesome you yu. You beat a lot of participants huh ? “ Praise trying to break the silence.

“ Thank you ji. Champion 2. But I am grateful to be in the final “ Ayu

“ Praise how you are? “ Ayu

“ Alhamdulillah yu. Your mother looks healthy too. Yesterday I saw your mother take a banana leaf for fish mepes next to the house. She's healthy ”. Praise

“ if you see no Ji  ? “ Ayu

“ your father yesterday I saw you ride home yu motorbike. He sits in front while drinking coffee “ Praise.

And it turns out Azriel dicueki nih readers. Wrong himself from just being quiet. Far away from the easternmost province to here even silent. He usually speaks in front of class. Azriel smiled at Ayu. He did not turn his eyes away. Ayu looks ayu. His skin is slightly darkened. But it just got sweeter. He looks more mature. Not ashamed of shame. It is smarter to deal with situations.

“ Ustad how are you ? “ finally Ayu greets Sang Ustad. But his greeting was not answered. The oustad looked at Ayu carefully. Until a few minutes. Ayu looked at Puji. They look at each other in wonder. Why Ustad was asked not to answer.

“ Oh yes... What would you like to drink ? angel or es ji ? I have forgotten. Sorry “ Ayu

“ Don't bother bother deck “ Azriel pull small hand Ayu. Ayu reflex took off Azriel's handrails. The situation is awkward again.

“ It's not good that I'm here. Kayak war and kayak doll aja “ Inner Puji

Currently the three of them were waiting for an order of fried rice at a roadside stall near Kos Ayu. They forage after performing congregational prayers at the mushola near the kos. And as usual Azriel forced to take him to eat together. Ayu could refuse. Their choice finally fell on fried rice “ Pak No “ busy roadside. While waiting for the order, Azriel opened the conversation. They are separated by Puji. Praise those in the middle to move places so that they can speak freely. But Ayu held Puji's arm tightly. And press it a little as a sign that he doesn't want to be next to Azriel's Ustad.

“ Deck earlier mas apologise, for going to the cottage did not say. He also found out after the conversation in Madarasah. Turns out you asked the group to join Gxxxxx . I guess there's still a few days. It turns out that because you are busy with many study orders, you ask all of you to join the group. Because you can't drive. Sorry deck “. Azriel

“ That night mas .... “ Azriel continued.

“ I already know tadz. That night Azriel wanted to go to Ayu's house. “ Ayu interrupts. She was ashamed of me.

“ Already ... I have read all ustad letters. “ Ayu hesitates to say it, there is a bad taste for having read the letter but not replying.

“ Thanks deck. I hope that Ayu Deck can understand all the situations that are natural. Including the existence of Ustad Imron “ Azriel. Ayu nodded.

Finally there is a helper god, the son of Mr. No, who delivered the order.

“ Here is Ayu's order. Se ayu. He.. he..he “ friendly children pack No ushering orders while having fun. Make your customers always happy to come.

“ Thanks yes mas “ the three of them replied.

Throughout the meal of fried rice, there was no meaningful talk. Azriel told me about her day at the cottage. Including his association with Ustad Imron. He said that Ustad Imron was sincere. Ustad was more diligent in worship and several times asked the whereabouts of Ayu's deck even encouraged Azriel to approach Ayu. Ayu just smiled in response. The meeting of Ayu and Azriel tonight concluded with the agreement that Ayu still could not answer Azriel's feelings. He could not say that one of the reasons was because of his slight trauma with the incident of Inspiration. Azriel did not dispute that, though in her heart she was eager for Ayu to answer. It's been almost 2 years. But must understand because they are separated by distance and there is no means of communication.

“ Deck .. This please accept. It is very important for communication. I hope that Ayu's deck will accept. It also promotes communication with the family at home. Because I know Ayu's deck is busy. Especially in Class 3. There will definitely be plenty of try outs and tutoring to face the final exam. And rarely come home. “ Azriel explained with heart. He did not want Ayu to be offended by the HP he brought was still in his neat box. He knew Ayu would definitely refuse. Just eat Ayu does not want to be paid. Even he who pays on the grounds that he gets a lot of money from the race. Now he's the one who's buying Praise and Ustad.  Actually the HP he bought so that he could contact Ayu at any time. Because even in the cottage can not bring HP. But because of Azriel senior, she can unlock HP when going to sleep or at rest.

Ayu finally received the HP from Ustad Azriel with unease. He's gonna figure out how to get it back somehow. Abstinence for him to accept gifts from people other than his family. Especially the men.

“ Tomorrow is Saturday if Ayu deck wants to go home, pick up yes. Mas also there is a need to repair the car AC here as well as want to buy a mother's order. Want a deck ? “ Azriel does not want to waste her vacation time which is only a week at home. He will approach Ayu and take her heart.~~~~