My Story With The Ustad
Breaking up?

There were no words Ayu said. He is no longer able to speak. Just run away from the heart-slicing sight.

After asking Lia to return to the apartment, Azriel pursues Ayu. He drove a slow car around the spacious apartment park. Azriel sure, Ayu maish around the neighborhood apartment.

“Dek wait. Listen to Azriel's mas” explanation first. Ayu brushed aside the rough and walked quickly.

“Mas please listen first mas..dek explanation. It's not like you saw” Azriel clutching Ayu, blocking Ayu.

“Let me go. Especially what will be explained. Everything is in sight. You deliberately” Ayu tried to escape.

“Involuntarily how, I have no relationship that you accuse Lia of. I just love you deck. Nothing else”Azriel explained solemnly and loudly. The atmosphere of the park is quite quiet, if anyone passes by they are more indifferent, because they do not know each other.

“No relationship? mas said there isn't? you think I'm stupid? and I'm deaf, didn't hear what she said?” ayu replied defiantly.

“Lia just kidding deck. He was like that. He's just testing your deck. There is no other meaning. He...” call Azriel.

“Enough. You have defended him constantly. Everyone in your company knows you have a scandal. And everyone's talking about you. Do you think everyone's lying? and now you defend him constantly. Thats enough. If you want to be with him, continue. Leave me” Ayu's eyes blazing.

“Don't you ever say that again. I never meant to leave you from the past, the present and the present. You asked us to separate and now you ask for that again? I'M NOT GONNA LET YOU GO. Hold it” Azriel tries to convince Ayu.

“I wouldn't be with a disgusting man like you. There are no boundaries with women. I'm not them. You will never be like those you can treat. You are the same as other men, not enough with one. Where is your religious education, where is your morality? you've gone mad” Ayu's breath gasps with anger.

“I'm crazy because of you !!!” answer Azriel loudly.

“I experienced all this because of you. I would marry Sari because of you. You released me. You asked me to marry him and pledge allegiance to wait for me. I defied my parents' orders to hook my wife, I defied all obligations and closed my heart until she couldn't stand it and asked for a divorce from me, it was all because of you. I was tormented and went to Cairo for school hoping to forget you, but what. I'm like an undead there without you, and I'm chasing you back here. It turns out you lied, you created a drama that you were married and pregnant with a college friend. All the villagers and my parents who started to bless our relationship they refused again” complained Azriel.

“And you know, I came here looking for that truth. It turned out that you were aware of my arrival, and you pretended to be with that man, that you hurt me. Rela lies are big. What do I mean to you? you don't consider me at all with all my love struggles. I was like a madman and went on S3. I'm determined to forget you, to fight to be independent without the help of parents. I met good people and helped me to be what I am today. I work day and night hoping to heal my heart, Lia's the one who helps me. He did things so I wouldn't be a hard person. He helps me always smile. But fate says another, you are present again.and in fact in my heart the deepest still there is you and always there is you. You...” Azriel gripped both arms of Ayu.

“Ya true. I always hurt you and I never kept my word. I always stay away from you and lie. BECAUSE I NO LONGER LOVE YOU. You were never in my heart and never will be. Lia is the best for you. He always treats your wounds, and I always make a wound in your heart. I never made you happy?” the droplets of tears dripped profusely on Ayu's cheeks. He could not stand it, because he could not. Too painful.

“And now, let go of me. I can only hurt you. Choose Lia who is always fun for you. Our relationship is quite up here. May you be happy, I'm sorry you're experiencing all this. Maaaf..“Ayu sniffled while saying it. Azriel clenched her hands and her face flushed red withstanding anger. He was disappointed, very disappointed with the words Ayu said.

“After night, I drove you home”Azriel held back the word that would come out. Words that might add to Ayu's cry.

“No need, I can go home by myself” Ayu left Azriel who bowed her head. Two people who can only hurt each other. Ayu walked towards the side of the road, there happened to be a taxi that dropped off passengers. When Ayu enters the taxi, she sees Azriel being hugged by a woman. Lia, again she is the one between Ayu and Azriel. Seen, Lia clasped Azriel and patted Azriel's back fondly.

“Street sir..to Jalan Yudistira” pinta Ayu to taxi driver.

For two days, Ayu and Azriel did not communicate. This was because Ayu did not respond to Azriel's calls or messages. Ayu preoccupied himself with preparing to leave for the city of Makassar because his office again got a project to build a special school based on technology for the disabled. Azriel tries to be patient by following Ayu's will to be silent first. Maybe Ayu needs some time.

This morning as usual, Ayu left for the office on foot. He travels about 500 meters to the office every day. And for Ayu this is a very close distance, just walk. On the sidewalk to the office, there was someone blocking his hand. He's Azriel. The man he's been avoiding for two days.

“Wait for deck..we need to talk” pinta Azriel. Ayu did not answer just taking off her hand.

“Sorry I am busy.There is no time and nothing to talk about anymore Mr. Azriel. Excuse me..” kilah Ayu. Azriel chased Ayu at a fast pace.

“I beg dek. You should hear my explanation. Nothing has changed in our relationship. We are still together whenever” Azriel said gently.

“I really don't have time Mr. Azriel. I hurriedly prepared many things” Ayu ran away leaving Azriel as she let her guard down.  Azriel does not give up, but she enters the fence of Ayu's office hoping to get permission to take Ayu out. Incidentally at that time, Azriel saw the Head of Field in the parking lot coming out of the car. Azriel approaching.

“Assalamualaikum ma'am, sorry to interrupt for a moment?” ask Azriel politely.

“Iya mas Azriel..how is it? answer the head of field.

“Sorry what deck Ayu today many tasks ma'am? if not, please permission to take out briefly” pinta Azriel.

“Lho mas Azriel do not know yet, mbak Ayu today will leave for Makassar. Event assignment from the gold center, the plane's at 10:45 if not mistaken. Looks like he's preparing the files that need to be brought there. Yesterday afternoon overtime. And last night he called me there's still some who need my signature file. Maybe Ayu prepared it this morning. But if Azriel wants to meet me ask mbak Ayu out” replied the head of the field.

“No need mom. I'll call Ayu's deck. Thanks a lot mom. Sorry to interrupt” replied Azriel and resigned.

“Halo Dion's. Find flight schedules to Makasar today. Ayu Wibisono at 10:45. You arranged for me to take the same flight as him. Try me to be the same she” Azriel told her Assistant, Dion.