My Story With The Ustad
Meet Again

The car passed in front of Ayu. Ayu looked carefully. He tried to resist the taste and strain of the falling tears. He was looking for the one who was missed. Even though we met yesterday. Azriel did not look at him at all. Azriel's proposal was directed to her family. It feels like Ayu is not who. The day passed .. Ayu lived with a hanged feeling. He doesn't know who to call. During this time due to the lack of economic family, he did not have a mobile phone. Only his father has. That's all the old-fashioned HP he bought for work. Ayu lost communication with Azriel. The heart leaves nothing. What is a message or a piece of paper. Like being lost in the earth. Ayu is now attending a high school in the city. He who is 2 of the best graduates in his Junior High School has the opportunity to continue to High School in the city. It is far from the city where he lives. Ayu chose the Favorite High School there and the arena of academic achievement, she got a scholarship that will be transferred every month from the Indonesian Child Welfare Foundation Jakarta. Ayu gets pocket money every month which is a good amount. Tight father Ayu who will send his children to school up to his might. He wants his son to be a person whose life is better than his. Honored, not insulted. Loved not to be reviled maki.

Of all the students in SMP Ayu, only 9 people went on to the High School in the City. But Ayu is sad because her best friend Puji and Sari are not going to high school. Praise for dropping out of school and helping her parents at home. Not a real complimentary choice. But his parents, because in the village of children getting Junior High education is a level that is already high enough. The rest of them will marry and have children at an early age. While Sari because her parents are great scholars and able, then she continued her school at Pondok Pesantren in Gxxxxx. Every time he remembered Sari, he would remember Ustad Azriel. “ they would have met often “ Fikir Ayu. “ if I were Sari I would definitely make sure my relationship has not started this with Ustad Azriel “ inner Ayu again. Ayu's heart was sliced, slashed. It hurts to remember that Ustad Azriel will be with Sari.

1 year later .. Ayu school in the City quietly. He chose to hang out with his other friends. To save costs, he took a room that was in place of 3 people. This is the type of room that costs the least. Ayu did not bother about this. The important thing is that he can come to school on time and save costs because he does not need to take the bus after dawn departing from the village. Ayu will come home for the weekend. And the next morning he went to the boarding house again until one week and so on. Early in Ayu's first year of school she earned 1st place. Actually Ayu was surprised by the results of the rapot received. He felt that the other friends in the class were pretty smart. Moreover, they are big from Favorite Junior High School in the city and have facilities that are Waah from their parents. Besides being smart in the classroom, Ayu is also active in school curriculum activities. Wall magazines, Scouts and Osis. In the extracurricular activities that followed, Ayu always got a position as a secretary because of her neatness in arranging things. In extra madding, Ayu as editor-in-chief. He often makes poetry which is then displayed in school madding. Ayu goes through all the school activities steadily and focused, she tries to give her best for the pride of her parents. And without feeling ... he forgot Azriel.

Ayu's day is filled with reading books and helping her mother to sell around the village when school holidays, she lived happily. Although the monthly money from the scholarship is there, but the amount certainly can not cover all the needs of Ayu school. It may only be helpful to pay for monthly SPPs and books. But for living expenses and paying costs, Ayu still has to help her parents sell and save money of course. Both men are doing the same. Ati though much smarter and truly a nerd, she still wants to

help his mother who makes cakes to sell at the market every morning. While the Uma, happily selling ice around to the village. They live with joy to be able to live and school. Even if you have nothing. That afternoon Ayu came home on the weekend as usual. On Saturday afternoon, Ayu can visit Puji's house. Ayu hasn't seen Puji in a long time. Although the neighbors are not too far away, but because of his busyness, Ayu several times did not go home because there are extra activities and organizational meetings at school. Praise is very happy for the arrival of his best friend. Long enough they're cluttering. They tell me a lot about things. Until finally Praise chose to go inside for a while to take something. Praise carrying a bag. Ayu scrunched her forehead looking at Puji's behavior. Moreover, Puji is seen monitoring the surrounding situation like a thief who is afraid of being discovered. Ayu smiled.

“ Yu .. there is a deposit for you.” Praise

“ What ? use hide hide. I am no longer ji's birthday .. What are you avoiding ? “. Ayu

“ Not this is true for you “. Praise taking out a scrap of envelope like a letter from the bag.

“ From ustad Azriel ” Whisper Praise to Ayu's ears. Ayu gaping. What ? Azriel Ustad ? Is it not a dream ? For what ? does he remember ? Ah.. what care about me. Inner AyuAyu brushed off Puji's hand. He does not accept. But Praise explained that Azriel sent letters every month to Ayu. The letter was kept by Puji. And he doesn't know the contents at all. Praise has not dared to give to Ayu. He's afraid of being discovered. But after 1 year, Puji was determined to find a way for Ayu to read the contents of the letter. Finally Ayu accepted. One bag contained several letters.

Assalamualaikum…

How's Ayu's deck? I know you must be angry and confused. Dek Ayu must have thought that what was said about the contents of the heart, is just a game. But not the deck. Don't even doubt the love of mas to Ayu's deck.

Yes love. Here's love. Finally admit it. Here many people think whether the contents of the heart of the mas who sellau miss the deck Ayu just like it or just sympathy. But it doesn't turn out to be love. I always think of Ayu's deck in every second of my breath. I tormented the deck. You are always in my heart. But I can't reach you. That night, before the mas went to this city, actually mas came to the deck house Ayu. But on the street you see Ustad Imron heading for your house also deck. I could only look at the two of you talking on the terrace. In this heart there is a great sense of tightness when you see the two of you. Mas lower your ego and try to make yourself if Ustad Imron is your soul mate. Sorry if I didn't leave the deck. It's so fast and you don't know if you're going to send your mas that day to Gxxxxx. Hopefully, Ayu deck can understand the state of the mas at that time.

When I want to pray tahajud in mushola, I hear someone crying. And it turns out it was Imron. He told me a brief meeting that night. It turned out that Ayu's deck did not accept Ustad Imron. Mas happy deck. Mas still has hope and a chance to heart deck Ayu.

Forgive mas .. please take care of deck Ayu's heart for mas.

Wait for me deck

Wassalamualaikum wr (AZRIEL)