My Story With The Ustad
Unmistakeable

Azriel took Ayu by the hand and looked at Lia's tomb. There was a sense of still being unwilling to leave the girl who had been with him for several years and make his world cheerful at all times. Lia is a fun girl. Ayu maish was reluctant to leave this location. If he did not remember Dion's message, he would not have taken Azriel away. Tapia da was a little envious in Ayu's heart, because all the way to the car, Azriel continued to look at Lia's grave regardless.

“What mas Azriel still want here? if you still want to be here, Ayu wants to be with Dion. He was still there” Ayu pointed to Dion who was receiving the phone next to a parked car not far from Azriel's car.

“No. Just the same. Sorry yes, because you did not eat from yesterday afternoon. Mas forgot dek” Azriel replied wryly and limply. Ayu smiled slightly looking at Azriel's face. There is pity, but there is jealousy. Yes, jealousy. Because for the sake of other women, his lover was willing to spend all his time, mind and energy to forget all including him.

In the car, the atmosphere was silent without talking. Ayu refused to start. Azriel with her own thoughts. As far as Ayu's boarding, he went down without talking to Azriel. The new Azriel is aware of Ayu's change, overtaking Ayu but it is too late. Ayu had entered the boarding house and had not turned her head with the call of Azriel outside the fence.

“Think what akuuu..ya Allah. I didn't even take Ayu's deck to eat. Huuuft..” Azriel rubbed her hair tightly.

He threw the small bag he was carrying into the small bed. Ayu spread her body all day stiff. He closed his eyes for a moment, recalling all of Lia's shadows for the few months he had known. His stomach that was wrapped this morning because he was hungry, now it was not felt at all. Ayu's appetite has been lost because Azriel, who has no initiative, invites her to eat all the way from the tomb to the boarding house. Suddenly I remembered something.

“The brown envelope from the Lia” mbak exclaimed Ayu quickly retrieved the envelope from the bag. The envelope was opened, and it was Lia's cell phone. Still intact, the HP casing that is glamorous and other HP garnish that is striking is Lia's.

“What does it mean lia gave me HP. It's for me not to wear or what?” batin Ayu was curious. He checked the envelope again.and he got a small piece of agenda paper that read “REKAM SUARA”.

Ayu tried her luck by opening HP. HP is unlocked. He saw the voice recorder application on the HP. He hit the inbox list and the result was a voice recording dated to the day Lia died with the morning record time. What is curious is the name of the recording is “for Ayu”. Ayu questioningly opened the recording …..

“Haloo deck Ayu. I'll call the deck. Because I'm a few years older than you. I'm almost the same age as Azriel. Azriel is the only one I have in this world.

Deck I know you must be mad at me. Maybe you even want to grab my hair. You must be jealous and hurt to see my closeness to Azriel. You must have believed the gossip in the office about the two of us. You must believe I'm a seductress. You must think I'm a secretary who likes to flirt with her boss. But all you have to know is that it's not true.

Honestly, I really crave the love of Azriel. From the moment I met her, I fell in love. All women will surely admire a male figure like Azriel. A man with great heart and body.

You know the deck, although I always approached and sought his attention, he always responded gently. Not resisting, she patiently gave the understanding that I was only a younger brother by her side. It won't change. Even I once forced her love, she responded patiently. He did that because of the responsibility he carried out the trust of my father and brother. He won't be able to avoid me because of that.

Every day he treats me sweetly, invites me to eat at recess. That's because I have to maintain my diet by choosing healthy foods and have to take medication immediately. Therefore Azriel always invited me to eat out. Maybe the gossip in our office has a scandal. He always goes and

drove me home. That's because Azriel made sure I wasn't tired and often she carried me home because I fainted. Maybe the gossip in our office lives one house, gather kebo. AZriel often calls me into the room. And we'll be long in the room with the door locked and won't be bothered. That's because Azriel massaged my legs and my back which should always be in love with warm oil. Because I'm sick. I asked Azriel to keep my pain a secret. Maybe people in the office will think we are doing indecent things in working hours.

There is one thing you need to know about the deck. I admit, I always seduced Azriel. That's because I wanted to get Azriel's heart. I always looked at it with my body. I purposely dressed and looked attractive even I had to take off my clothes. But none of this had any effect on Azriel's gold. He would even laugh when he saw me tease him. She said I “Small Fat”. He won't scold me deck, because he knows my health.

Every time I go out of town, Azriel will take me. Because he worries about me being left behind. He would take me to bed with a room next door that had a connecting door. It was because he was monitoring me every time he slept or hadn't eaten or taken medication. He also bought me an apartment adjacent to his new apartment. Because she's so responsible with her naughty little sister, people who don't know for sure think I'm a mistress. Hufft. I used to be happy when I heard gossip that we had a special relationship. That means no one dared to approach Azriel. Because there's already me. But Azriel never gave any woman a chance. Sometimes I even wonder if Azriel's lust and heart are dead with women.

I'm confirming. Last time when social service in the village. I knew it would be side by side with Azriel's mas. Because Azriel must have asked the Chief

Village to ask for a room adjacent to my room. Even Azriel always gave me the keys to her room, saying if I couldn't sleep or feel pain I could wake her up straight away if she didn't hear. I purposely brought a sexy lengire to tease her. I went into her room in the middle of the night using that lingire and seduced her when she woke up to pray tahajud and was still bare-chested. I know Azriel's hour will wake up and pray at night. Therefore I quietly hugged her from behind when she wanted to wear clothes. But what do I get, you know? Azriel laughed. Said I was a little clown who is now midnight incarnated so “wewe gombel” hehehee. She said my clothes and hair were like wewe because of the lacerations.he gently rejected me. He wouldn't dare to scold me, because once he saw papa angry and I was shocked to faint. That's why he doesn't dare.

I have no meaning for Azriel. Only you are always in the heart of the deck. Only AYU. There's nothing else. Trust me on deck. I can't always be around him. Please love Azriel. Always with him”

Ayu shed tears upon hearing the contents of Lia's extremely long recording. Lia was heard trying hard to make the tape. His voice was stammering and at times, stinged due to his weak breath. Thank you Lia, you give light when it's dark.