My Story With The Ustad
Baffled

Ayu is currently on her way to the city with her uncle. He accidentally gives Azriel no news of his move. In addition to the threat from the father, Ayu also wants to calm down first. He's still confused by all this. He wanted to pause and think more calmly about the matter.

“Yu …. Oui …. Ayu .. “ many times Puji called Ayu who was being piggybacked on his uncle's motor. Actually Ayu heard, but she did not dare to look over. He covered the area of his face, so that it is not known to people what happened to his face due to slaps and blows from the father.

“Ayu ... That's why? why is his face covered? how did it look like his eyes were red and he had a chance to glance at me. Why didn't he look at all?“ Praise the monologue yourself. He calls Ayu to deliver the news he just heard about Azriel's wedding plans for the next 4 months.

“Nduk Pujiiii ….You know not if Ayu had his face “bengep“ all, kayak fell from the motor or kayak was hit. On all the swelling. Her eyes were red and her lips were bloody as one of the neighbors approached Puji.

“So much ma'am?  I don't even know” Praise

“Lho you are the friend. His companions. I don't even know to nduuuk“ .

Azriel pacing back and forth in her room, she tried to contact Ayu. Many times he pressed the green button. He needs to clarify the news of Ayu's state from Puji and the people around him. However, the expected did not respond.

“Dek mas worried about your state of the deck. What else is wrong with you? why don't you tell me if you got hit by your father because of the deck. Are you okay, baby ? mas to your kos now huh?“ azriel's last message from the tens of messages she sent to her lover, Ayu.

Arriving in the city, Ayu was not in Kos. And there is no stuff either. The owner of the boarding house says that Ayu moves out of the boarding house, while Azriel is confused because there is no trace of Ayu's friend, all leaving for school. Azriel keeps trying to contact HP Ayu. And finally ….

“Alhamdulillah deck ... where are you dear …? why is your stuff not all? said mommy you moved? move to where? mas to there?“ Azriel was impatient.

“I ..mas can we talk? please listen to Ayu. From now on, we have to focus on the family. Azriel is Kyai's only child, so the hope and focus of the family. Said old man. Don't disappoint them. Please do this sincerely. Be a dutiful boy mas “ Ayu trying to calm down.

“Mas listen. I can't meet you with mas. Because my father forbade. And Ayu now no longer costs. We can only talk through HP. I'm afraid if I force you to meet, you'll cross the line. Please Ayu“ Ayu does not want to meet with Azriel not because she is afraid of being hit by her father again, but instead she is afraid if Azriel hit by her father's temperament.

“Please Azriel live this. Follow the old man. Do it with the parents. Maybe we're not fooling around. Parents are the best choice. Not necessarily what we are fighting for is good for us. But our parents certainly know what's best for us. Ikhlaskan Ayu's. Our relationship got here. Before it hurts any further. Sorry“ Ayu quivered telling Azriel her decision. He lied to the heart that was currently hurting, about the taste.

“That's your decision. To the extent that's all Ayu's deck effort for our relationship. And mas now know ... it turns out the feeling of Ayu's deck is only that limited. Maybe the mas that is too much hopes“ Azriel tears. The stocky body and the always cool look had already collapsed. He can't think straight about this. Hearing Azriel's words, Ayu across there felt weak. He had no more power to support his body, there was a real pain of pain, when he heard the words that clearly showed the heart of Azriel who was very disappointed with him. He wants to say the real feeling, the feeling of not wanting to part, the feeling of not giving up with a deep love.

“Mas sorry deck. Maybe the mas has been too forcing the deck Ayu. Up to the deck Ayu .. may be forced to“ Azriel choked when saying it.

“Mas .. Ayu“ Ayu held back her tears by squeezing the end of the pillow on which she was resting.

“Easy dek Ayu graduated with good grades and could continue the highest education aspired. Pray you can be a great woman on deck. And I'm sure you can. If one day the deck Ayu needs a place to lean mas is always there for the deck Ayu. They will always be ready to hold you. Whatever your circumstances. InsyALLAH“ Azriel's last words successfully made Azriel's heart numb. Collapse is already his defense. He ended the call with the ruler of his heart, with a very painful heart.

Same with Ayu. Ayu's cry was unstoppable. Until the person who hears it will be able to feel the suffering of Ayu. Ayu's uncle and aunt stroked their chests and held hands together to strengthen their cries. They pray, give the best soul mate for Ayu. Aamiins. Two days Ayu did not go to school on the grounds of illness. And indeed he was physically and psychically ill. The first day Ayu attended school after getting sick, she went on as usual. Not even seen what. Ayu firmly erases Azriel's number from her phone. And Ayu changed her contact number. This was Ayu's decision after some coercion from her father.

Wait for Thoooor. What if it's Azriel's HP ??? you know, he said he wanted to be returned, so not so? Hadeeh. I didn't give back my HP because

he had no money and this would be the last thing he would keep to remember Azriel. Azriel who always filled the recesses of his heart, Azriel who always accompanied him, Azriel who became his reinforcement.

“ I'll be a great woman mas. I-i promise. I'll prove, someday I'll deserve to be juxtaposed with you. And those who look down on me will look at me proudly. I-i promise. Bissmillah “.