JUST GIVE ME A REASON
chapter 82. Feel Guilty

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Gatot's mother was ashamed of Lolita's story told by Gatot. That Lolita is actually a rich man but still modest in style. Because Lolita does not want to be considered a rich person from the inheritance of her parents. In the evening, Lolita finally came to the event that had been made by alpha. Arriving at the cafe which has been shared location by alpha. There are many people who are invited by alpha. Most people Lolita knows.

" The one who is waiting is coming" Yuni chirped when she saw Lolita coming.

" Yuni?! Why didn't you tell me you were invited by the alpha?!" lolita approached Yuni.

"I was also told that suddenly this morning. That's why I can't tell you Lolita!! I'm sorry yes" Yuni said.

" Sister Lolita!! Here near me and mom" cried Sophia calling Lolita.

" Hemmmmm,, yes" Lolita answered, taking Yuni to Sophia and her mother Lolita.

" Thank you Lolita has taken the time to attend my thanksgiving event" said the alpha with a smile.

" When does the show start?! I'm hungry!!" yuni said to meledek alpha.

" Yes, okay. I'll start the show. Thank you for the invited guests who took the time and attended my thanksgiving tonight. May we always come together and come together. May we continue to provide health . Ammiin "the alpha word begins his thanksgiving event.

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The Thanksgiving ceremony began with solemnity. Continue eating and chatting with the guests. Alpha sat next to Lolita. Because the alpha wants to prove the seriousness of his love to Lolita.

" You are now a successful and great alpha. Congratulations yes!! In waiting for your wedding invitation with your future wife" said Lolita meledek alpha.

" Hehe.. Thank you so much for what Lolita said. I'm waiting for you to be a widow. We just made a wedding invitation together" said the alpha explained.

" Dwaddle,alpha!! Seriously would you marry Lolita if Lolita was already a widow?!" yuni said in surprise.

" Yes dong!! I'm really waiting for Lolita to be a widow!! Because I still love and love Lolita!! And I'm sure Sophia's mother will respect my relationship with Lolita. But after Lolita ended her household with Gatot" said alpha feel confident.

" Why are you so confident alpha?! Are you sure Lolita will return to your arms?! Ahhaha..!!" yuni said while laughing out loud.

" I feel very confident because before Lolita's father passed away. He told me to take care of Lolita, mother and Sophia. So until now I don't want to be close to other women except just Lolita" said the alpha.

" Hemmmmm, just pantes yes you do not have a romantic relationship with another woman. Because you have been entrusted with the trust of his late father Lolita. That's why you're loyal to love Lolita. Question me one. Is Lolita still in love with alpha?!" tanya Yuni was curious.

" Hmmmm, I consider alpha an ordinary friend. Not more than that. Because I don't want to give hope to anyone" Lolita told me.

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" When it's still a natural friend. I understand Lolita's status as Gatot's wife. But if Gatot and his family still behave badly with Lolita. Lolita will automatically ask for separation. I'm sure Lolita also wants to be happy without the inner pressure going on" the alpha commented.

" Any you know alpha!! You rarely communicate and rarely meet Lolita. How can you say that anyway. There - there is only . Hehehe.." Yuni said.

" I know all Lolita's problems with Gatot. Because I know. So I don't want to interfere with their problems. When they're final, they're separated, and then I'll get close to Lolita. Now I'm going to act like an ordinary friend" the alpha explained.

" Don't Lolita hurt you by marrying Gatot?! Why do you still love Lolita?!" tanya Yuni was curious.

" The heartache and heartbreak when Lolita married Gatot made me realize that I must be a man worthy of being a husband. I accepted Lolita's sincerity with Gatot hoping Lolita could live happily. But the truth is Lolita wasn't made happy. My heartache turned into love for Lolita" alpha said.

" If you believe you can make Lolita happy. Then I will bless your relationship if Lolita part with Gatot. But if the reality is that Lolita chose to maintain her household how?!" tanya Yuni was getting curious.

" Yes if Lolita chooses to maintain the household with Gatot. Means Lolita is sure of a happy life with Gatot" the alpha commented.

" Crazy!! I thought in your position you might marry another woman. But you are still waiting for Lolita patiently. Congratulations!!" yuni said with applause.

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After eating together. Alpha offers to give a ride to his mother Lolita and Sophia. But when offering a ride to Lolita. Directly rejected by Lolita. And Lolita chose to go home with Yuni. A little makes the alpha feel sad and disappointed. Alpha finally goes to deliver his mother Lolita and Sophia. Lolita returns with Yuni. On the way to Yuni's house. Lolita and Yuni were chatting casually.

" How are you going with your relationship with Gatot?! Split up or continue?!" tanya Yuni was curious.

" God willing, I decided to split up. I am not strong if I have to live a household life with Gatot. If her parents hate me. Will not be healthy later live his household life in the future ", said Lolita told.

" You don't want to think anymore?! Have you made up your mind with your decision?! Do not let you regret later in the day" Yuni advised Lolita.

" This is best for me and Gatot. Because I don't want us to keep hurting each other's hearts and feelings. I've been divorced anyway. Means I do not deserve to be Gatot's wife" said Lolita with a sad face.

" Whatever your decision is. I will always support and support you Lolita. I know what's best for you. May you be happy living the next life " Yuni said while focusing on driving.

" Most if I part with Gatot. I'm not asking for gono-gini's treasure. I just want to live quietly and peacefully. I'm probably gonna change my phone number. So that there is no disturbance from the past. Let me move on." Lolita explained.

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The explanation and clarification of Lolita has strengthened Lolita's decision to part with Gatot. Because for Lolita, the happiness of her heart is far more important than marrying with the inner pressure continues.