JUST GIVE ME A REASON
chapter 70. Separate Bed
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Gatot was very regretful that the meeting with Lolita did not match the expectations of Gatot. I was hoping that Gatot wanted to get Lolita back home. But unexpectedly even Lolita wants to split the bed with Gatot.
" I'm going to take my clothes and stuff in this house to live in my mom's house. Please do things that make you happy without me because I also will not care about you Gatot" said Lolita to her bedroom.
" Please don't bring all your stuff Lolita. I still hope you will return to live in this house" Gatot said, pleading with Lolita.
" That's not impossible Gatot. I've been too hurt and disappointed with the attitude of you and your family. Please allow me to be happy with my own version" said Lolita while taking clothes and items in her bedroom.
" Do I have to kneel in front of your mother?! And plead with your mother that I'm guilty to saying divorce talaq to you Lolita?!" gatot said.
" It's up and bodo is for me!! Because I will stick to my principles and stance to keep parting with you!!" said Lolita flapping her clothes and all her stuff.
" If you want to calm yourself at home your mother please!! I won't ban you!! What matters is that you go home before three months!! The reason is that the Iddah talak period is only three months" Gatot explained.
" I didn't think about it!! For me we have been separated for a month already so the answer that I will not return to this house" said Lolita say goodbye to Gatot.
" Please think back to Lolita!! I still love you!! I still love you!!" gatot said in tears.
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Lolita and Sophia did not speak of Gatot. They immediately left Gatot's house with the grab car. On the way Lolita tried to calm the heart and mind after a great debate with Gatot.
" Mba Lolita is great!! I'm giving a thumbs up!! Dare to express your heart without crying in front of Gatot!! Now you feel relieved mba?!" sophia praised Lolita.
" In fact, it was at Gatot's house that mba deg-degan really. Nervous and also cold sweat hands up the head mba. But look at Gatot with his speech and attitude so!! Mba so have the strength to fight Gatot with a fierce debate!! Not a mentally defeated mba!! But the mentally defeated Gatot with a lot of arguments from mba!!" lolita explained.
" Should I tell you this same thing mom?! So you can know what happened between Mba Lolita and mas Gatot?!" ask Sophia curious.
" For now, don't tell me. You know your emotions are stirring when you hear the name of Gatot and his family. Wait for the emotions of the mother to decline and we tell this.Kalo in the story now. I'm sure you can hit Gatot and his family. Do you know for yourself that you wouldn't accept if neither me nor our family were insulted or vilified?!" lolita said.
" I don't know Sophia. Mba is confused too. Cannot make a decision yet. But if with the problem Gatot cheating make a huge slap for mba. Moreover, his family Gatot blame mba because of Gatot's affair. Not blaming Gatot. That's what makes me sick" Lolita commented.
" If I can give advice, I can follow my heart, said Lolita. If Mba Lolita was not strong, it was just Gatot. Than mba Lolita continues to be the one to blame. Maybe that way Gatot and his family will not interfere with Lolita's life again" Sophia said.
" There is a desire mba want to separate. But you are still embarrassed if you have to bear the status of a widow. Especially in our home environment the status of widows in one eye" said Lolita commented.
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Sophia said nothing. When Lolita was still embarrassed and afraid of later bearing the status of a widow. Especially in the home environment the status of widows is viewed less well.
" I will continue to support Lolita. Whatever the decision will be. Moreover, I know the divorce talaq over the phone from the Gatot mas with emotion must make Mba Lolita very shocked and surprised" Sophia commented.
" Not anymore shocked and shocked. But Mba actually got mental. Feel the apocalypse in life mba. Especially the problem of changing. It's as if you don't give a pause for breath and think what you're going to do next" Lolita said.
" Especially fitting his mother mas Gatot humiliate mba Lolita about the affair mas Gatot. Make me an attitude of a parent who only protects his child. Without thinking about his old feelings. It is like washing your hands in this situation. His brain is not used. Rich educated people "Sophia explained.
" Yes how Gatot's mother wants to be kind and polite. His mother Gatot was not educated and educated. But always feel the most sinister" said Lolita told.
" Well, yes. He was rich in people in the market. There is no ethics and order of the Krama the same besan and mantu. I'm so Mba Lolita I flush with water. Let her know the taste" said Sophia Geregetan.
" Hahaha, can you!! I don't want to do that extreme. Because I still consider him Gatot's parents. Who gave birth and raised Gathoth. So I still respect her. If I don't respect her, I might do what you said ", Lolita explained.
" Yes it is. What matters now is that Lolita has to be happy in her own version. Don't think about Gatot. If the mind and mind cannot stand it. Yes, parting is better than being continued even mba so stress and inner pressure" said Sophia while hugging her body tightly Lolita.
" Well that's why you're looking for a future husband should be selective tomorrow. Don't get rich just dating six months straight married. I don't know the Gatot family very well. Know the original character of his family Gatot after marriage ", Lolita told Sophia.
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Arriving at Lolita's mother's house. Sophia and Lolita went straight to their respective bedrooms to rest. Because today was exhausting. It is not just work that makes the mind and body feel tired. Moreover, Lolita had argued with the gatot to solve the problem and did not even find an agreement.