JUST GIVE ME A REASON
chapter 18. Arguing

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Lolita chose to rest. Rather than arguing with a gatot. Because according to Lolita arguing with Gatot will only waste a lot of energy. It is also free to explain what happened. Gatot is more confident in the words of Sarah, Lolita's boutique assistant. In the morning Gatot ate breakfast at home. Because I still need answers from Lolita.

" I still can't believe you had a meeting with a client last night like this?! Usually, if you meet, you will tell me?! Tell me your location. Yesterday at all you can not be contacted at all " said Gatot issued uneg-uneg in his heart.

" Are you angry or protesting the same attitude I did yesterday?! You never understood my feelings. Every time we fight. I always make you breakfast. So we can eat together. But what is the reality of frequent fights you do not say hello let alone say goodbye to me just go to work" said Lolita told me.

" It's natural that I behave that way. Moreover, you end - this end likes to make trouble. Moreover, making problems at my parents' house" said Gatot brought up the problem.

" Yes, I know I was wrong. Angry and emotional evaporation in your parents' home. Everything I do to defend myself. Yesterday you also saw me being attacked by four people?! As for myself " said Lolita told.

" Yes you should have given up!! They are my family. When you are rich kids" Gatot explained.

" Where is the wife who will receive in bully by her in-laws and in-laws about pregnancy and children. No one will be treated that way. Moreover, Malika looks very pretentious holy. Sultan. What if rich has a problem. Can only criticize but do not read yourself also has shortcomings ", said Lolita revealed all her uneg-uneg.

" What do you mean?! Do you feel like a perfect human being?!" gatot said in a annoyed tone.

" I don't feel like a perfect human being. Yes, it means why every time you gather that is discussed about children, pregnant and efforts to have children?! Is there no other conversation?!" lolita said she began to peak her emotions.

" Why are you talking about emotions like this! I am your husband not your friend or your sister!! At least respect me!!" gatot was getting angry.

" You were the one who scolded me first. What's wrong if I get carried away by emotions?!" ask Lolita.

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Lolita tried to be patient and understand Gatot's family. But still their nature and attitude always make Lolita go crazy.

" That's it!! From the beginning of marriage, you are always emotional!! I love to criticize my family too!! You don't know your family is not perfect either!! Why did you turn out this way? The feeling when we were dating was not like this?! Now you've always hated my family" Gatot said of Lolita's family.

" You're going to me?! Why did I become emotional?! Now you ask me why is your mother so like me?! What's my fault?! Don't ask me why I changed?! I changed too because of your mother and family?! I try to be a good ghost even though it doesn't look good" Lolita said as she shed her tears.

" why cry?! Do you always cry so that I can sympathize with you?! I tried to defend you in front of my parents. But all I got you was making trouble. Never got along with my family" Gatot commented.

" You think my family isn't educated?! So you think you're the only one from an educated family?! How arrogant are you?!" gatot said high-pitched.

" It's not like that. Who is often proud of his daughter pinter and educated instead of your mother and Malika huh? Always feel the best ", Lolita replied to Gatot.

" Why do you always fight my words?! Never want to give up?! I am your husband. Which you must respect. Not even you inject his self-esteem" said Gatot felt mentally down with Lolita's attitude and speech.

" I've never struggled with what you said. I'm just giving an opinion. Especially if I always follow your wishes. Even though I'm upset and angry with your family. I've always been nice to them. Even though they don't think I'm good" Lolita said, wiping away her tears.

" You always have been. Always feeling so pinter than me?? Is it because you now have the effort and become the boss?! So feel like being respected as well?!" gatot said in a annoyed tone.

" No mas!! I don't feel that way. I'm not as bad as you think!!" lolita said while shaking her head.

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The debate in the morning made Lolita become appetiteless. But Lolita tried hard to live a household life with Gatot who has a stubborn nature like his family.

" Morning debate even makes me no appetite like this!! Are you satisfied that you made me this way?!" gatot blamed Lolita.

" Keep going mas. Keep blaming me. You and your family have always been. I can only blame me. I'm never right in the eyes of you and your family" Lolita said in tears.

" Why cry again?! I'm tired of seeing you!! Long time see you make me so not the spirit of eating and not the spirit of work!! I didn't eat the food!! You are alone!! " gatot said leaving the dining room.

" Yes, I accept with your words. Because that's what I have to accept when I choose you to be my husband. Even though you know that my father did not approve of us until he died" Lolita explained.

" What do you want to say!! I don't care!! I want to work!! Long time in the same house you have I'm more stressed!!" gatot said while slamming the door.

" Yes, please do what you think is right!! I won't try to get you to believe my words" Lolita said in a hysterical cry.

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Lolita thought the debate last night could make Gatot aware of his mistake.But instead Gatot getting angry and increasingly uncontrollable emotions. Especially when it comes to family. Even though the truth is true. But Gatot never wanted to admit it.