JUST GIVE ME A REASON
chapter 45. Feeling Poor

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Yuni feels sorry for Lolita, because Lolita has always tried to be a good wife and daughter-in-law. But never considered good by Gatot and his family.

" When you use it this way you feel much more. Do it Lolita!! I won't tell anyone about this!! Only we know!!" yuni said with a smile.

" I want to feel free and free tonight!! I want to fly (fly) into space. I haven't felt this feeling in a long time. After I had the toughest heartbreak when I parted with alpha" Lolita said while drinking a glass of cellophane from a bottle of Vodka that had been ordered Yuni.

" Yes, please do everything you want!! As long as you feel calm and peaceful!! I won't bully or disturb you!!" yuni said while drinking the soda and beer she had ordered.

" I feel devastated today. It was like being struck by lightning in the morning. Make my heart break. All day I cried but even more disappointed about the confession of Gatot without any guilt in front of me " said Lolita who was not drunk.

" I understand that you are feeling down and are devastated by knowing the vices of Gatot. But that does not mean you have to give up on the life you have achieved and have made you a different Lolita" Yuni said.

" I don't know!! I'm sick of seeing Gatot's face!! Like wanting to curse, but I can't see the face of Gatot that has broken my heart to pieces. I also didn't know this household would survive or part here" said Lolita, who was already drunk on the effects of drinking Vodka and whiskey.

" I will always support all of your best decisions. Because you are living it. So you understand better and know better about this." Yuni smiled.

" Yes thank you Yuni is always there when I'm down and happy. I don't know if there isn't you maybe I can stress . Or maybe it could be crazy and could be almost suicidal with the problem alternating" said Lolita crying hysterically.

" Yes with Lolita!! I will always be there when you need " Yuni commented.

" Hemmmmm." said Lolita who was lying on the table because she was drunk.

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Yuni accompanied the drunk Lolita until three in the morning. Yuni deliberately drank soda and beer so as not to get drunk. Because if Yuni and Lolita get drunk, no one will take them home. The clock shows three in the morning. Then Yuni paid her food and drink bills. Then ask for help the floater carrying Lolita until the parking lot of her car Yuni. After that Yuni brought her to Yuni's house and changed her clothes to Lolita when Lolita was already very drunk. Tomorrow morning after Yuni deliver her children to school.

" Good morning beautiful mistress" Yuni said as she opened the window curtain that Lolita slept on.

" Good morning too!! How come you take me home to Gatot Yuni!! I told you I didn't want to meet Gatot!! I want to be alone!!" lolita shouted while crying.

" Open your eyes, Lolita!! Don't get mad at me!! I wouldn't be that crazy!! I know that you need peace of mind and soul. Last night at the cafe and restaurant you have told me a million times that you do not want to go home to Gatot!! That's why I brought you to my house. Mumpung my husband served out of town for a month" said Yuni while opening her blanket Lolita.

" huh?! Seriously?!" lolita said as she opened her eyes and looked around the room. It's true this isn't Gatot's bedroom.

" That's why don't be angry. Check first!! Morning was angry!! That's the effect of you drinking two bottles of Vodka and whiskey " Yuni said to Lolita.

" Hahaha.so shame on me!! But you also drink too, right?!" lolita said to Yuni.

" Hehehe, yes too. Unthinkable to me. Because I was intent on letting go of fatigue in the brain and mind. Eh even now become dizzy like this" said Lolita while holding her head.

" You wake up!! Keep showering!! We have breakfast together!! I have made SOP vegetables so that the influence because of drunkenness last night can disappear" Yuni said.

" Okay all right!! I'll try to take a shower and clean her body and the bad thoughts in me" Lolita said as she stepped into the bathroom.

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Yuni also came out of her bedroom occupied by Lolita while preparing food for breakfast. Thirty minutes later, Lolita came out of the room in very neat clothes to the dining room.

" It turned out that my head and body were immediately gone after the shower and shampooing. Thank you for your advice Yuni" said Lolita with a smile.

" Oh yes, dong. I always give you good advice. This is what I have prepared for us to eat breakfast today" Yuni said while sitting next to Lolita.

" You didn't go to Yuni's work?!" ask Lolita curiously.

" Today I take a day off from work.I deliberately take a day off on a regular day. It's so that I can have the same time as my children" Yuni told me.

" Wow dong truth!! If you are on a work holiday!! I'd like to ask you a favor" Lolita said as she enjoyed breakfast.

" What do you want to ask for help?! I'm ready to help " Yuni told me.

" I'm asking you to take me to Sophia's graduation today. You see, I promised to come to Sophia's graduation ", Lolita explained.

" Okay ready!! But after eating we just went there" Yuni explained.

" Ready!! I accidentally didn't tell Gatot about Sophia's graduation today. And so I also told Sophia not to tell anyone that you graduated today. So that Gatot does not need to look for me" said Lolita told me.

" Have you planned this out of Gatot?! Why did you keep Gatot away from your family?!" tanya Yuni was curious.

" I deliberately did this so that my family did not know how my household was. I don't want them to be sad if they know the truth" Lolita said.

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Now Yuni understands that Lolita is trying to look strong and strong in front of her family . Although his inner and soul are fragile.