JUST GIVE ME A REASON
chapter 1. Six Years of Marriage
Lolita and Gatot have been in the household for six years. But not yet given the child. All kinds of alternative medicine to the doctor was lived. But there was no result.
" This year is six years of our marriage, Gatot. Are we trying to tube baby huh?!" lolita said as she sat side by side on the sofa of the living room.
" What?! Baby tubes?! I'm not wrong?! Than money for a baby tube two hundred million. Mending to make business capital" said Gatot argued.
" yes. But I really want to get pregnant and have a child Gatot. My best friends all have kids. It's just me who hasn't" Lolita complained.
" His best friend complicated you?! Until you want to get a child through the baby tube process?! I don't want to. But the money of two hundred million is not a nominal that little mother. Yes if the process of the baby tube directly pregnant.not a futile effort. But if not pregnant. So it is futile to waste two hundred million money" Gatot told reporters.
" I know that the cost of baby tubes isn't a small nominal. But you will know for yourself if every Eid gathering. Your mother always insinuated me about being pregnant and having children. Even though you and your father repeatedly rebuked. Your mother still doesn't hear it" Lolita explained.
" Yes, you should know my mother. Don't you dare blame my mother. All this time my father and mother were very attentive and love you. If you say this like you hate my mother. You should also respect my mother like your parents ", said Gatot annoyed.
" I'm saying this instead of being angry or angry about your mother or your family!! It's just that I want to vent to share the unrest in my heart. It's up to you to think I'm the bad guy or whatever I don't care!! You should be aware of how many times your mother humiliated me in front of sodara you are alluding to the child and the offspring" Lolita said, sparking a fire.
" How come you're even vilifying my parents right now?! Why are you a different person now?! Who do you have doctrine?!" gatot said astonished by Lolita's attitude.
" You ask me why I changed?! Just ask your mother?! Your mother made me turn like this!! Your mother is also a hypocrite!! Before you act sweet like an angel. But ahead I acted like a demon" Lolita said angrily.
" It's a lot you need to see a psychiatrist. Let your brain and heart not be damaged like this" Gatot said leaving Lolita in the living room.
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And it happened again. Every time Lolita confided in Gatot about her heartbreak. Must have ended up having a big fight. Not just once twice. But often Gatot always felt her parents were the best in her sight. But in reality Lolita is often humiliated by her mother Gatot when it comes to pregnancy. Lolita was crying hysterically and fell asleep on the sofa. Gatot sleeps in her own bedroom. Then again the day went to work without saying goodbye to Lolita. Lolita was on the move as usual working for a bridal clothing boutique business.
" Good morning Ms. Lolita" Sapa Sarah told Lolita.
" Yes, good morning Sarah" said Lolita, who came wearing sunglasses to cover her swollen eyes from crying last night.
" Today the schedule of the client from Bandung for fitting bridal clothes. Ten o'clock in the morning will arrive at our boutique Ma'am" Sarah told Lolita.
" Yes, thank you Sarah for reminding me of today's work schedule. But please no one can enter my office until ten in the morning. I don't want to be disturbed" Lolita explained.
" It was that way. Do not bring any drinks or food. Because I'm not having a taste for eating or drinking" Lolita said as she walked into her study.
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Lolita goes to her study to calm herself down from last night's commotion with Gatot that made Lolita cry last night. As usual, Gatot and Lolita quarreled, no one contacted each other. It was as if they wanted to calm themselves. In order not to make any mistakes. Especially to say talaq. Suddenly Yuni calls Lolita via video call while she wants to calm down without any interference.
" Eh Lolita!! Why am I WhatsApp you and call you many times new in the lift?! You why?! Must have been a fight, huh?!" greet Yuni during a video call with Lolita.
" Hmmmm. I don't want to be disturbed. You see, I lack sleep for the preparation of the wedding dress today" said Lolita lying.
" I'm the same as Lolita!! You don't lie that way. I know you thirteen years. So I know exactly your nature and character. Eh but how do your eyes puff up so?! You are crying or Gatot has started kdrt (homeland violence) with you?!" yuni said surprised to see Lolita's face.
" Gatot was never rude let alone play physically or hit me. It was just last night crying because of watching Korean dramas" said Lolita who still did not want to be honest.
" Are you sure you're watching a Korean drama?! But if you watch Korean dramas not until swollen so deh. Yes, if you don't want to be honest. If you are not telling the truth. Then I myself will ask Gatot directly" Yuni said threateningly.
" Eh don't call Gatot!! I don't want it to make up for each of our moods" said Lolita in fear.
" Wah means I feel right. That you and Gatot had a big fight?! Why again?! Must be because of her mom?!" yuni said opinion .
" Open up about her mother. But because I'm planning on doing a baby tube process. But in rejecting the same raw mas Gatot. For redundant reasons. Fear of free and futile results . He said he wanted to make business capital" said Lolita told me.
" Yes, that's exactly what Gatot said. But you want six years of your marriage. Gatot has no struggle. Ask your doctor to check ******. For reasons of healthy. Though Gatot consume cigarettes and coffee as well" Yuni commented.
" Yes, I'm also in a real dilemma. Every time I talk about pregnancy and children. Must be gatot's emotional and angry. Especially when I say his mother likes to humiliate me when on a day lebaran in front of his sodara" said Lolita sobbing.
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Yuni was speechless when she saw Lolita crying during the video call. Yuni knows how Lolita feels that she craves children and motherhood.