JUST GIVE ME A REASON
chapter 33. Feel Guilty

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Gatot felt more guilty when he saw Lolita after returning from the hospital. Her weight decreased due to lack of appetite food provided in the hospital. Arriving at the house Gatot carrying Lolita into the house to his bedroom.

" Yes, you have rest, baby. I want to prepare food for you. You are afraid to eat" Gatot said after putting Lolita's body on the mattress.

" Don't bother cooking, baby. I know you haven't slept in three days looking after me. Here sleep next to me. Keep me asleep. If the matter of eating later can go out or order through the online application" said Lolita while pulling her hand Gatot.

" Hemmmmm.. Does it look like I'm sleep deprived?! So ashamed of me" Gatot said while lying next to her Lolita.

" yes. You look really panda eyes. Do not force your energy. Moreover, you are on work leave for only three days. We're back to work tomorrow. If I'm rich I can rest until I recover" Lolita told me.

" Yes all right!! I will accompany you. Sleep together yeah. Let you get healthy and healed quickly. Let's get some more activity. I'd rather you be healthy again. When I am sick, I feel sad and guilty. Moreover, you in the hospital do not want to eat because the food in the hospital is not good" said Gatot while hugging her body tightly Lolita.

" But when Sophia brought the food, I immediately ate it. Even though the charge ate me not as much as it used to" Lolita said with a smile.

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Finally Gatot and Lolita fell asleep while hugging. They rested because three days neither Gatot nor Lolita could sleep well in the hospital. In the afternoon they wake up. Gatot took a shower while Lolita just changed clothes. Then they went out to eat outside the house. But when you go to the car park. Suddenly Malika and Khufra came to his house Gatot and Lolita.

" Where are you going?! How neat is it?! She said Lolita was sick?! How do you want to go?! Not resting?!" malika said to be like her mother Gatot.

" I'm going to go eat outside. You are not cooking. Who knows if you invite Lolita to go out to eat as an appetite" Gatot told.

" It's so bad, huh?! Me and Khufra would be left at home. While mas Gatot and mba Lolita want to go to dinner outside?! The external wind is not good for the new Lolita healing period" Malika commented.

" Well, you have the heart that Lolita doesn't eat?! From the morning Lolita has not eaten at all" said Gatot with a slightly upset tone.

" Yes, it was Gatot. We sell food through an online application. Not good time malika and khufra Maen to our home. Even we go anyway" said Lolita argued.

" Tuh mba Lolita aja understanding. Masa mas Gatot does not understand like mba Lolita" said Malika quipped Gatot.

" Yes already. If Lolita wants that. Yeah, if me and Lolita go outside for dinner. It's clear you guys will be with us too. But yes, if you want to eat at home. Later order food from home only through an online application" said Gatot while entering the guest room in his house.

" Well, it's not my fortune and khufra dong not having dinner outside" said Malika laughing out loud.

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" Do you know that Lolita is sick?! It must have been mom and dad who told ya?!" gatot asked Malika.

" Yes that is. I know where that information comes from. I was going to the hospital. But he said Lolita had gone home. Kan mas Gatot ngabarin mother was. I'm here to look at Lolita. Sorry, but Lolita just came here. You see me and Khufra are busy working" Malika said while bringing cakes and fruit parcels to Lolita.

" Yes, thank you very much, Malika. Pake all the trouble bring food and fruits" said Lolita with a smile.

" Yes mba Lolita hopefully soon healed and healthy again. Let me re-group together ya. " said Malika with her fake smile.

" I'm sorry there's no food. Three days in Lolita's hospital. So I haven't bought any food yet. But I have ordered food through an online application for us to eat together" said Gatot while presenting warm sweet tea for Malika and khufra.

" Said mother. Mba Lolita is sick from menstruation, right?! How could it be?! Only menstruation can doang to faint and be treated in the hospital?! The feeling I've had for my entire menstrual life is not so bad" Malika said.

" It's natural that your period is irregular. But once her menstruation comes out her much and profusely. Rich time you say menstruation but the fact is you're out of your womb. Logically, a month of marriage is four months pregnant. What is Malika's count?! Please explain me. You see, I'm curious" said Lolita reply to her words Malika.

" I didn't miscarry Mba Lolita. That's me due in the same stomach massage masseuse. Though I already said sick but forced by yes let the uterus be good" said Malika lying.

" I'm sorry, Malika. Not that you know. I've done five stomach massage. But Thank God you never experienced anything fatal like you feel. My stomach is not in it. If there is the contents of the baby fetus can come out blood and meat" said Lolita make the atmosphere hotter.

" Don't be so clueless about you Lolita. Mba has never been pregnant or given birth so do not be a person who is pretentious pinter. Must be pregnant and give birth first only to be able to lecture people" said Malika pitched kesel.

" Nah that's why I know of all my besties. I could talk like this. Especially if I meet and hang out together temen not culinary doang. But discussing household issues. The term she said shared the experience of the household" Lolita said with her cynical eyes.

" Haha..it hangs out what is ghibah?! Got a bestie I like ghibah anyway?! Not afraid of what sins?!" malika insinuates Lolita.

" Yeah of sins?! But more sins where?! If pregnant first continue to fall pregnant?! If you are not ready to have children, don't be. Autumn of the womb including sin too loh?! islamic law hates women who have the intention of using their babies. Many women want to have children quickly. But you are in love instead of just let it go" said Lolita commented.

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The atmosphere gets hotter as Malika and Lolita get along with each other. They still stick with their own selfishness. Gatot and Khufra were just spectators.