JUST GIVE ME A REASON
chapter 50. Strong outside fragile inside

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Although the problems experienced by Lolita are very heavy and persistent. At least Lolita tried to be a strong and strong woman. So that Lolita does not make the people around whom Lolita loves become anxious and worried about her mental condition and mental health. It looks strong even though it is fragile in it.

" I'm going home, Mom. Sophia please take care and take care of mom. Sorry I can't stay here first. Because I want to find a place to calm myself down tomorrow" Lolita told reporters.

" I'm ready to accompany you Lolita. I'll be home tomorrow afternoon. So it can accompany you" Yuni commented.

" Yes, thank you very much Yuni. It's been the best best bestie for me" Lolita said with a smile.

" If Lolita needs help. I'm also ready to help " Sophia offered herself.

" I just want you Sophia to look after and take care of mom. When it comes to where I live, I can still search with Yuni. I'd most likely temporarily take no clothes at the gatot house. If things have improved just take clothes to the house of Gatot. While talking about our problems well" Lolita explained.

" If for example Gatot realizes his mistake apologizing and begging to be given a second chance how?!" ask alpha to be curious.

" Don't know. Can't give you an answer yet. Because I still think about the peace of my soul so that I can be sane in working for my bridal dress business" said Lolita.

" Oh, may you calm down. You are not wrong in making a decision. Remember I want you to live a happy life" alpha commented.

"Thank you for your prayers and alpha support. I'm sorry I haven't been able to repay your kindness" Lolita said with a smile.

" Yes are both. I'm glad to see you happy. But I'll be sad if you cry" the alpha said.

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Lolita and Yuni bid farewell to her mother Lolita, Sophia and alpha to return home to Yuni temporarily until Lolita gets an apartment to buy and occupy. On the way to Yuni's house. Suddenly Yuni invites Lolita to the minimarket to buy coffee and snacks.

" I'm sorry to take a break for coffee and snacks. I am so sleepy today " Yuni said while paying for coffee and snacks.

" Well, it's nothing. Relax and Yuni. One way back" Lolita told me.

" You don't want to buy coffee or a snack?!" tanya Yuni was curious.

" I bought coffee candy and cold drinks" Lolita said as she showed Yuni.

" Here I pay you. Mumpung I was in front of the cashier" said Yuni while taking drinks and coffee candy owned by Lolita.

" I don't have to. I can pay for it myself" said Lolita, feeling bad.

" It doesn't have to be the same with me. Rich as anyone" Yuni said with a laugh.

" Hahaha, I'm not good with you Yuni. You slept in your house. The buying period of coffee candy and cold drinks is also requested in the treat anyway" said Lolita felt uncomfortable.

" We're bestie. So I will help you in your distress and pleasure " Yuni said with a smile.

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After paying for food and drinks. Yuni and Lolita continued chatting inside the minimarket.

" Are you sure Lolita wants to buy an apartment?! Not wasting money?! Will you be able to calm down to stay at my house or at your mother's house?!" yuni said questioning.

" I'm very confident and determined to buy an apartment. You see, I don't want to bother you or my family" Lolita told me.

" Bother from where?! You're not bothering me at all. I am even happy to help you. Especially if you are in this problem. Surely you need temen to vent and strengthen" said Yuni explained.

" It still is. I feel bad. Moreover, you have a family that is taken care of. I don't want to be a burden to you and your family. Don't worry, yeah. I can be strong and strong with this problem" Lolita explained.

" To be honest, I didn't think Gatot's mother would say that to you. You like stress and headaches. If the model in-laws as well as where there is a daughter-in-law who can withstand. You survived six years. Including great" said Yuni praised Lolita.

" Maybe people think I survived for six years because of bucin(slave of Love), but I survived because I hoped Gatot would change like the husband I wanted. But the reality is disappointing" Lolita commented.

" Yes that's how we expect too much and expect too much. If not as expected, there can only be disappointment." Yuni said.

" Yes right. I expected too much from Gatot. But in fact Gatot always makes me hurt and disappointed" said Lolita argued.

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Enjoy the beauty of the night while watching cars and motorcycles pass by. Making Lolita and Yuni feel alive feels very bitter when many problems come in Lolita's life.

" It was actually the time you chose to marry Gatot. I feel less like. Because it seems that Gatot does not love you. I can feel it" Yuni commented.

" Yes it may be wrong of me to love Gatot too much. But hope for love. I was even disappointed that I got. This is why I left his house Gatot did not contact me. It was clear that I was not loved by Gatot and was not a priority in Gatot's life" Lolita explained.

" Yes patiently. Now you are calming down. At least you have to think a lot that every problem that comes in your life. Gatot's response was also not in line with your expectations. Why do you maintain domestic life with a man who does not care about you at all" Yuni advised Lolita.

" Hmmmm. I don't know. I'm weighing and considering all the decisions I've made. I often think about separating. But I was afraid that I would part with Gatot. Then Gatot will be arrogant and like a madman" Lolita commented.

" Why do you have to think about Gatot's mental health?! Should you think about your mental health condition as well?! You should cherish and love yourself " Yuni argued.

" Because I don't want to be selfish. Just thinking about myself. I also have to think about Gatot as well if we split up" Lolita told reporters.

" Why the hell are you still being nice to Lolita?! Though Gatot and his family behave arbitrarily with you" said Yuni argued.

" Kalo Gatot and his family are evil.bukan means having to repay evil as well. Means I'm just as rich as they dong. I don't want to be like that. If in jahati must repay kindness. So that bad people can be aware" Lolita explained.

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After enjoying coffee and snacks. Then Yuni and Lolita left the minimarket to Yuni's house to rest.