JUST GIVE ME A REASON
chapter 2. Distrusting

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Yuni was speechless when she saw Lolita crying during the video call. Yuni knows how Lolita feels that she craves children and motherhood.

" When you cry. Just cry Lolita!! Don't you hold it!! Let all the feelings in your heart come out!! So that you feel more plong" Yuni told me.

" Eight had a fight with Gathoth. I slept on the living room couch while Gatot slept in the bedroom. I thought if I slept on the couch I'd carry Gatot to bed. But the truth is not. Until I wake up in the morning. Gatot left for work without saying goodbye to me" Lolita told me.

" What an outrageous thing is Gatot!! Can't understand your feelings!! Go Lolita!! If you are not strong and have not been able to stand the same attitude and treatment of Gatot you better just let go!! Rather than you eating a mute heart" Yuni commented.

" It's not that easy as Yuni!! Moreover, we have been undergoing a household bath for almost six years. Dating for six years. It feels less ethical for me to have to separate because each ego "said Lolita sobbing.

" How else?! See your face now?! Your eyes are swollen from crying!! You look messy and lack of rest?! Is that what we call home life?! Not so Lolita!! " said Yuni argued.

" I still love Gatot!! I don't want to part with Gatot!! I know you fight a lot when it comes to children and their parents. But that doesn't mean it's not the reason we have to split, right?!" lolita argues.

" If you love Gatot and love you?! Should've fought for both of you to have children. But the truth is you're the only one who went back to the doctor. Continue to the masseuse make in body and stomach massage. Gatot did not do that. Still feel that he is healthy. Though Gatot is a heavy smoker and likes to drink coffee that contains caffeine" Yuni commented.

" But the doctor said there was a chance we could have a child. I could get pregnant. And I believe in the words of my obstetrician" said Lolita still defending Gatot.

" Okay!! The doctor said you could have children. But as long as Gatot fasts smoking and coffee consumption. Because it can trigger infertility symptoms in men" Yuni explained.

" Yes, really with your words. Because I believe in that. You are also an obstetrician at a renowned hospital" said Lolita memelas.

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Yuni was upset and angry with Lolita who always defended Gatot. But often Gatot makes him cry when talking about children. Moreover, his parents Gatot who always demanded to be immediately loved by their grandchildren by both of them.

" Honestly, I became your best friend, you were very upset by the treatment of Gatot and her parents. Especially his brother Gatot who is shameless. You can act like that just like you!! They can only kill you!! But don't read the same about themselves!!" yuni commented.

" Yuni, don't talk about the past!! It just makes me even more depressed!!" said Lolita who did not want to hear bad words about the family from Gatot.

" Why?! Are you afraid of feeling guilty if we talk about the Gatot family?! The reality of the family from Gatot is not right!! First in-law of your guy who lives unemployed. Work only Deaf building. But if you do not work all day just coffee and play chess only." said Yuni growled.

" Not to mention Gatot's big brother. The pretentious and pretentious feel rich Sulthan. Now he feels what you feel too, right?! Household life has wanted three years has not been gifted children as well.so if you have a mouth do not origin talk.anything is pregnant even in autumn." said Yuni emotion.

" Yes, maybe when she wasn't ready to have children because her husband didn't work. Still not ready to be a mother" said Lolita defended.

" Aren't you ready to be a mom?! Not ready to have kids?! Getting married is one of the consequences. Ready not to be ready if pregnant I have to take responsibility. Not even the baby is slaughtered through the process of abdominal massage for the reason that the body is delicious. Though afraid of embarrassment if the new marriage is born" said Yuni berjulid.

" That's the right he wants to do. We have no right to protest. Because later they already know what the consequences are if they do their deeds "said Lolita sage.

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Yuni was even more upset when Lolita once told him that her younger brother Gatot who was a man asked for help to buy a car. In order to work do not get tired and rain on the trip.

" Want to know what makes me so anxious with Gatot?! When you say that Gatot bought a car for his sister number two so that work does not overheat and rain. And the money was for the renovation of your house" Yuni said more upset.

" I can't blame Gatot. Because the money is the result of Gatot's work savings so far. I protested and got angry. But the results are futile and useless. Gatot did not hear my words and advice" Lolita said, wiping her tears with a tissue.

" Well Gatot's younger brother had no brain at all. I knew Gatot was married. Still, I asked for a car. A car costs a million or two times. Emang pea his family Gatot " Yuni said.

" But Gatot said that his brother David would install the car that Gatot had bought. That's why I'm not so anxious" Lolita told me.

" Hahaha, you are so stupid Lolita. To be deceived by the sweet words of Gatot. You don't remember when Malika married her husband. Who pay for tents, catering and rental buildings Gatot. With the same pity Malika whose husband does not work" said Yuni reminded.

" I can't protest Gatot and her family. Moreover, his mother said that Gatot is still obliged to help his family" said Lolita crying.

" I'm not saying this as bad as you are Lolita. Just wanted to wake you up, Lolita. That all this time you have been used by Gatot and his family. With the mode for the sake of mutual interest " Yuni commented.

" I knew that Gatot and her family had deceived me on the grounds of mutual interest. But I was also powerless when all of them hated and scolded me with their attitude to my protests all this time" said Lolita increasingly hysterical crying.

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Yuni knows that Lolita has taken advantage of Lolita's weakness that can't dwell on family matters. Moreover, Lolita has just lost her real father. Which made Lolita more fragile.