I'm Destroyed Because of you
8. Toughest try

The day had already shown at 20:00 but both parents Dani and her sister had not come yet. Dani tried to call them a few times but couldn't connect. The weather is not fine, rain of wind and lightning from an hour ago.Attracted feeling Dani, He was afraid what happened with them. Many times he saw a square flat object next to him, hoping for a message or phone to come in.

Dani tried to entertain himself by reading the novel in the application in his hape. But his mind was always on his parents and brother. Yes, today is morning at 5 am, they left for the next city to visit the home of his sister's future-in-law to ensure the wedding date of his sister Dani. It should have been at 7pm they had arrived home again, but somehow until now had not come.

In the middle of his daydream, Dani's phone rang..

" yes good night..." Dani Sahut

" Good night Mom, we from the police reported that Mr. Gunawan and his mother had an accident, now in RSUD.."

Not finished the person spoke Dani had fallen down, limp also sad heart..

" body I have to call raga.." he murmured.

Soon she contacted Raga and told her what had happened to her parents.

Raga did not come in his car for long. They're heading to the hospital right away. Silent atmosphere in the car, anxiety hit Dani he continues to pray that his parents are okay. Repeatedly he let out a long sigh while squeezing his fingers. Raga realizes Dani's anxiety she stroked Dani's head hoping Dani would get a little quiet.

Once at the hospital, Dani ran to the information room..

" my mother is the family of Mr. Gunawan, who had an accident, my son mbak..! Dani said impatiently

" Please go straight to IGD" he replied

He also ran to the IGD..He was a little confused as there were many bulkheads and emergency patients being treated.

Raga took the initiative to ask one of the nurses passing by in front of her. The nurse said something, Raga seemed surprised to hear it.

Raga walked towards Dani..He held tightly the hand of his heart, unable to convey this news. He took Dani to the hallway that leads to the end of the hospital. Raga was silent but her hands were getting closer and closer to Dani..

" we go where Ga, he said in the IGD room ga, why are we here...?" wonder Dani

" honey you must be strong yes." slowly Raga.

Dani was getting anxious, he looked at Raga full of investigation, "say Raga, what happened to my parents..?"

Raga took Dani into her arms, "the three of them couldn't be saved..."

Raga explained that Dani was screaming hysterically, "why they left...Why...!!" yell Dani

Dani's limp slumped to the limp floor all over her body, her soul feeling empty. Raga immediately hugged her letting Dani sob in her arms.

Raga took Dani's cell phone to contact some of Dani's close relatives. Not long after all the hospital business was in order. Raga takes Dani to her house. Dani's gaze was blank, tears were still flowing down her cheeks. Raga could not bear to see Dani's condition now.

" the patient yes nduk.relakan all nduk.." lirih budhe.

Dani was just silent, his mind still could not accept all of this.

A week has since the departure of Dani's family, during which time he also got leave from his office. Today was the day he started working again. Budhe also had to go back to his own home.

" nduuk budhe also want to go home Yo.budhe know this is hard for you nduk, But your life must continue to walk nduk, do not continue to dissolve in sadness Yo...if there's anything at all budhe Yo's telpn." pamit budhe before boarding his car.

Dani hugged her budheya while sobbing slowly.

" yes budhe, thank you for accompanying Dani." powerless Dani continued he said

Budhe passed to his residence which was 10km from Dani's house. Yes it's true said Budhe Dani's life must continue to run. But this is not easy for Dani especially he had to lose 3 people at once in his life. I don't know what God meant behind all this.

The work Dani left behind over the past week has been piling up on her desk. The incident that happened to Dani did not stop inviting the sympathy of his office friends, today they tried to comfort Dani, although Dani was more silent. There are only friends who make Dani sometimes a little smile.

Late in the afternoon, office hours were over, Dani left her desk. Today Raga promised to pick her up after work. While waiting in the office lobby, Dani pondered, silent she gave thanks because at a time like this she still had Raga, God had sent Raga for her. He imagined what it would be like if he didn't have Raga. He was unceasingly giving thanks in his heart now.

" mutek neng I'm ahead." said a message on Dani's phone. He rushed out of the lobby to Raga's car.

" so beautiful neng jutekku today.try a little smile must be more beautiful deh.." raga seduk trying to entertain.

In response to that Dani just flicked her lips. Which greeted Raga's crisp laughter.

" go straight home or where..? Ask Raga

" just go home." Dani said

Actually Raga is eager to invite Dani around the city to enjoy the atmosphere of the afternoon before night, in further by enjoying a cup of coffee while hanging out in the cafe. But he understood that Dani was still reluctant to go where, his heart was still very sad. It was not easy for Dani, and Raga silently promised in her heart to always accompany her heart.

" Dear, you actually dare to be home alone..?" ask Raga when she gets to Dani's house and Dani doesn't allow her to stop by.

" well, how else do I have to be brave." said Dani.

" hmmmm if you change your mind, tell me yes." with a heavy heart Raga left Dani's house. But in the middle of the road he turned around and parked his car in front of Dani's house, he intended to sleep in the car only. Raga could not bear to leave Dani alone in her house. Let for a while Raga willing to sleep in the car to keep her heart adore.

Dani entered his parents' room, he looked at every corner of the room, his eyes began to water as he stared at the photo attached to the wall of the room. Yes it is a photo of their family where in the photo Dani is 5 years old and her sister is 3 years old.

Now all are just memories. To calm his heart Dani also played a song of praise church that strengthens his heart..He slowly laid his body in his parents' room...

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