I'm Destroyed Because of you
Changed...?

Either, Dani must be sad or happy, sad because of pregnancy out of wedlock, or happy soon to have children. Next to his heart was a flowering flower, the other side was filled with many worries.

In the first month of her pregnancy Dani decided to resign from her workplace. He did not want his friend to know his current condition. Staying away from being the subject of gossip is the right choice.

The first month of pregnancy is very sweet as usual. So far Raga has always met Dani's needs. Check with your doctor every month, vitamins and nutritious foods he always provides.

Entering the final trimester of pregnancy Dani's emotions are very up and down. Dani is often angry for no reason. This was triggered by Dani's desire to immediately formalize their relationship in the bonds of Holy marriage that had not yet been fulfilled by Raga. There are always plenty of reasons from Raga to delay their marriage. This made Dani a little suspicious. Especially later Raga often come home late at night, even if Raga just took a shower change and left again until late at night. Not only that later also Raga began to often not go home.

Dani tries to comfort herself by dismissing all her worries. He tried to think positively that Raga was indeed doing a lot of work.

Tonight Dani was still awake when Raga came home, she was busy watching her beloved Drakor.

" just came home....I'm ready for dinner...?" hello Dani

" no, I'm tired of going to sleep immediately." Raga brief

Dani just sighed hearing Raga's reply. No more pecking on the forehead as usual Raga did when she came home from work. Slowly she followed Raga and laid her body on her sheet. He tried to close his eyes.

The sun was already high when Dani opened her eyes this morning. Next to him there is no Raga, he went to look for the existence of Raga, but he did not find. Maybe he's gone to work, but this is Sunday Dani thought.

" you work that...? Ask Dani over the phone

" yes..."

" is it Sunday..?" Dani asked again

" my work is much more ..why..?!!!" started to raise the sound of Raga

" ooh gpp, okay.." Dani chose to end her phone call to avoid any commotion.

Dani stroked her growing belly, just waiting for the day she gave birth. According to the results of USG his son will be male. His memory went back to spinning when he did the last USG about two months ago. Raga seems excited to know that there is a small hero in Dani's stomach.

Little worry in Dani's heart would her dream of getting married really come true..? If not married how, his son will be stamped as an illegitimate child. Dani put that thought aside, until this moment Dani still believes Raga will fulfill his promise. To get rid of his bad thoughts Dani took his phone intending to shop online for the needs of his future son. Dani bought some clothes and the baby needs. Not to forget he also bought his own necessities as well. Two have prepared a large bag to put the needs of her and her baby later. The plan is that all the items he buys will be put in the big bag. Anticipation if it is time to give birth to all the goods are ready.

It was a long time late at exactly two in the morning when Raga reached the apartment..Raga immediately cleaned herself up and immediately laid her body beside Dani. Dani who felt a movement beside her slowly opened her eyes.." just returned home mas..? Sapa Dani's

" hmmmmm." Raga brief

" have eaten yet, I'm ready..?" Dani said as her hand moved about to stroke Raga's head.

" noisy...! shut up ah I'm sleepy...!" Raga said sambal I brushed Dani's hand.

Dani sighed he immediately got up carrying his pillow. Dani intends to sleep in the middle room only. Let's not disturb Raga's sleep.

The clock on the wall showed at six in the morning when Dani opened her eyes this morning. Dani went to Raga's room, seen on the bed there is no Raga figure. Must be taking a shower, Dani guessed. And sure enough there was the sound of water gurgling from the bathroom, Dani tried to sharpen her ears, trying to make sure the sound she just heard was really Raga's voice or just the sound of water.

" dear..," muttered Dani

Not how long the bathroom door was open, out Raga with bare chest.

" who called..?" ask Dani

" calendar..." Briefly

" Your friend you call my dear..?" ask Dani again

" why,,? You suspect I'm playing crazy...!!!" Raga began to raise her voice

" just ask...?"

" Don't ask a lot, you're quite quiet at home don't have a lot of protests, all his needs are still met...!! Raga's length while pointing at Dani's face

Getting an answer like that Dani was silent, his legs went to leave the room. He headed to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for Raga and himself.

Not long after Raga came out of her room was neat. He went straight to the exit and said.." If I'm at work, don't have to call much...!!

" yes..ga breakfast first mas..?"

" no.."

Dani stroked his chest, what's wrong I think Dani. Why he's become more strange lately, go home mallem continues, it's so tatus anyway. This makes Dani even more prejudiced, whether his oedipus complex disease relapses again, Dani thought in his heart.

According to the doctor, the delivery time is getting closer in less than one or two weeks. Dani wants to give birth normally that's why she diligently do gymnastics, like this morning she did her own pregnant gymnastics at home by watching the video on YouTube. Dani who is this kara sometimes very want to know how the signs of people if they want to give birth. She wanted to ask a friend but was embarrassed given her status of being pregnant out of wedlock. Asking Budhe was even more impossible, he was greatly embarrassed by his actions. The only way he does is a lot of consultation with doctors and occasional browsing on google.

From the morning before the gymnastics Dani felt a little pain in the lower part of his abdomen. Dani ignored him two thought maybe because he wanted a BAB. But the more day the pain is more often appear and the more pain. Soon comes the pain, briefly lost.

" i'm what, then,,?" ask Dani in her heart

" maybe too tired yes." he added

Dani continued to do the activity in order and cook for her lunch, when the pain came Dani will be silent for a moment while grimacing to endure the pain. And immediately resume his activities again once the pain is gone.

Dani stroked his lower abdomen with a little pressing, suddenly there was water coming out of the hose...

" what is this...I peed a lot..? Murmured Dani astonished.....

A moment later came out the water again..Dani starts to panic she immediately calls Raga and her doctor.