I'm Destroyed Because of you
19. Better on their own
Buru hunt Dani invites Arkha to move to another location in the hope that he does not meet the sender of the message. During the ride children's game Dani eyes just keep going around. He was afraid when the figure suddenly appeared before him suddenly arrived. Antekan whereas before he had not been he often hoped that the figure would meet his son.
Fortunately, the person who sent the message did not reveal his nose until they returned home. Due to exhaustion until Arkha's house fell asleep. Likewise Dani, his body is tired after a day of walking around accompanying his baby. Dani lays her body next to her son. His eyes looked at a photo sent by Raga, a photo where he and Arkha were laughing happily while holding hands.
" Arkha is grown, can I hold her...?" that's the sound of writing under the photo.
After a long time where have you just appeared now, Dani thought in his heart. Yesterday you were busy with your Auntie Gatel that was it. Dani's heart said with anxiety.
" Ting" a message came in again on Dani's phone.
" I want to visit, I want to see my son" the message read.
Hhh Dani let out a long sigh, yes Dani once left a message in Raga's apartment that Raga can visit Arkha anytime she wants. But now Dani is not willing to meet with Raga. Dani is confused. Arkha also has the right to know who his father is.
Yes let him come Dani thought while replying to Raga's message
" please please." message sent and read.
" okay, in an hour I'll be at your house." Raga replied
And for almost an hour Dani arranged the heart to look ordinary in front of the man. There was no intention to tell his son that Raga would come to see him.
An hour, two hours, three hours had passed but the man named raga had not yet revealed his nose. You crazy man can't be trusted, inner Dani. There was not the slightest intention in Dani's heart to ask why not come to see her son. Fortunately, Dani had not told her son. Is there a guy like Raga in this world,,?
I don't know what happened to Raga that clearly she didn't appear before him.
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Meanwhile Raga who today accidentally saw Dani with her son momentarily stunned, there was a very intense pain in his heart. Eager for him to run and hug his son, what power Aunt Mira intimidated him not to approach them. It is powerless to deny anything said by Aunt Mira, like a buffalo that fits her nose. Be Raga could only photograph their togetherness and send it to Dani's number. His intention to visit Arkha was forced to be extinct, again because it did not get permission from Aunt Mira. As if to be a helpless man in front of Aunt Mira.Aneh is not cooking yes he can be as down and obedient as that. That's how the body lives now, just obey the want of the aunt. What a pity his fate. The details are gone somewhere. Raga oh...........
Reportedly the body is none other than the mistress of Aunt Mira just crazy in a relationship with Aunt Mira. Aah just let Raga with her life.
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" no, you're thankful God gave Arkha to you." A small conversation between Dani and Arkha at the dinner table.
" Arkha often see the mother crying silently, mother do not be sad again later Arkha also sad." yaaah Arkha know her mother often cry silently.
Dani hugged her son "yes nak mother promise, mother will not be sad again ..mother will always smile for the champion mother...."
" Arkha is proud to have a Mother, a great Mother, we are alone, Mom, Arkha does not need a father." sloroh Arkha. Dani's heart was racing hearing Arkha's words just now. This little boy understood his mother's feelings once, and what he had in mind seemed to be readable by Arkha. Arkha tried to comfort Dani, but Dani also often saw Arkha sad when he saw his school friend in his papa. He once asked
" Bun how does it feel to be piggybacked....?"
" Bun Arkha wants to be in the same car as my father kayak temenku." whose heart is not sad to hear some of these questions. And again Dani can only hide her sadness and try to smile while encouraging her son.
It was hard, but Dani always believed God was there to accompany her every step. Every time the burden felt heavier, Dani would come to rest and pray. There is no giving up should always be optimistic. So that this positive attitude is also transmitted to his son.
Perhaps because of his prayer, Arkha grew up to be an intelligent child and did not fuss over asking for this and that. Be quick to accept new things. One more Arkha is very good at reading the facial expressions of others. Arkha will know that his mother is lying, sad, and happy.
In terms of work God always bless him abundantly, a lot of who use his services. Dani's account is never empty, it's always full. As a sign of gratitude Dani often donates part of his fortune to orphanage children.
That's why Dani felt no need again with a companion alive, never once crossed his brain to find a substitute father figure for Raga. Let Dani just want to focus on taking care of Arkha, accompany her growth and pour all her affection for Arkha. Besides Dani is very afraid to open her heart again, too sick considering the events she experienced first.
There were some of his former co-workers and also his church friends who tried to approach him. Trying to take Dani's heart, but yaaah that's because basically Dani is a cool and cool woman. It will appear by itself..
" please if you're trying to get close to me, sorry I'm not interested in a relationship anymore.please understand and don't misunderstand me..." always these words that Dani said when he saw his friend's gelagat began to lead to more than just friends. Fortunately, Dani's frank attitude was responded positively, so as not to cause heartache and misunderstanding.
Yes indeed not all men are the same, not all men are the same as Raga. Not all men are traitors. Everyone must have their own nature and character.But the wounds made by Raga was already very deep in Dani's heart. The wound of betrayal has not healed. Let Dani live alone with her baby, there is a God who takes care of them. Dani takes refuge and complains in joy and sorrow.....