I'm Destroyed Because of you
20. Refusing

" Nduk tomorrow budhe want to meet Arkha, budhe kangen, you Ndak busy to...?" budhe voice over the phone

" please budhe, Dani is never busy.when budhe comes surely Dani welcomes with joy.

Dani's only family is her budhenya. Had not visited him for long. Hearing the news of his budhe will come Dani and Arkha feel very happy

" grandmother budhe will come here Bun..."

" yes, son..."

" horee, horeee grandma budhe want to come here.." Arkha's joy.

They are just as enthusiastic about the arrival of budhenya. Intentionally they go to the market to shop for some kitchen needs, Dani wants to cook a special to welcome and entertain budhe. The fridge is full of food. Stay at the execution tomorrow morning.

And sure enough the next morning Dani was super busy in the kitchen cooking some kind of cuisine, which is quite complicated. In less than two hours everything was in order. Waiting for budhe to come. Arkha was no less busy, he had prepared a storybook for him to show to his budheya, Arkha wanted to show that he was smart to read.

Towards noon a car stopped in front of the house, Arkha ran out enthusiastically.

" grandmother budhe.grandmother budhe..!" he could not wait for the car door to open.

As soon as the door opens, come budhe with a smile.

" grandmother's granddaughter is more handsome.." budhe welcomed Arkha's hand with a close hug and kiss on both cheeks Arkha.

Dani smiled at their interaction. His forehead shriveled slightly when he saw from the front door of the car down a man. Who could not budhe, who was not the driver, Dani thought.

" let's have Alex, this is the home of Aunt Dani and this is Arkha's son." budhe told the man who was greeted with a smile.

Dani smiled, and let them into the house.

"Waaah the dragon is a strange thing." Dani's heart was a little suspicious.

" what would Budhe drink, hot or cold...?" ask Dani

" Anything is nduk." replied the budhenya.

Dani also excuse me to make a drink and prepare a snack for them.

" let's budhe, Alex please drink.."

While Arkha was sitting spoiled next to his Buddhist grandmother, his hands tightly wrapped around the belly of the budhe grandmother.

After drinking his drink, Budhe said

" nduk previously budhe apologized, had been presumptuous to come with a man, he's called Alex Nugroho, already well established loh nduk, lurah in budhe place, he was, His wife died a year ago and has no children, budhe's intention is to introduce him to you nduk, who knows mate.."

There really are shrimp behind the rock.think Dani

Dani was silent, silent not because she agreed, but was trying to hide her surprise.

" thank you for your care and intentions, Dani really appreciates that, but sorry for now Dani has not been able to establish a relationship with any budhe man." refused Dani tried as smooth as possible. Not a bar spread he usually does.

" No need to rush huk, just acquaintance first, who knows fit anyway nduk.."

" with budhe.." Dani is patient

" no budhe, Dani doesn't expect him back in Dani and Arkha's life.."

" well that's true, Alex Ki kabe politely, and the responsibility loh nduk.budhe guarantee you will be prosperous." budhe smart promotion as it seems.

Dani kept quiet, in his heart said that even now I am very prosperous, every month my salary is double digits, and that is more than enough for my life and Arkha. Dani let out a long sigh, while the man named Alex was playing with Arkha on the porch of the house. Physically, Alex is not lacking, his body is tall, dashing, can be said ideal, skin like most Indonesians, brown tend to yellow. His face is also quite handsome, nose pointed and clean appearance. 8+ According to Dani.

Because it was already noon Dani also invited them to lunch. Finished eating the budhe was still pumping Dani to open her heart again. This time Dani is more silent Fear that many answers that come out is the word sarcasm as he usually does.

" Yes already nduk because already want dark budhe want to go home first Yo... Eeeh has changed WhatsApp number, right...?" seloroh budhe

" it's Mom.." this time Alex answered.q

" good, often you communicate, witing tresno kui jalaran Soko kulino..."

" aah budhe could have..." Alex smiled shyly

" yes budhe went home first Yo..Arkha take good care of mother Yo.." budhe hugs and kisses Arkha.

" yes grandma budhe." Arkha brief.

Not long after the car they were riding moved to leave the courtyard of Dani's house. Arkha was still waving until the car turned outside the courtyard. There is a little bit of disappointment because the budheya grandmother visited for only a short time, but usually the budhe grandmother always stayed overnight.

" son, let's go in.." take Dani

" who was that mother..?"

" Akha wants to know the truth or not...?"

" yes Arkha wants to know mother..."

" hmmm well mom will answer honestly, um it was Alex, grandma budhe want mom married to om Alex.so Arkha has a father..." Dani hopes Arkha understands

" ooh so he wants to be Arkha's father huh Bun ..?"

" yes son...Arkha wants to have Alex's father, okay..,?"

" no, Arkha just wants to have a mother...!" arkha

Somehow Dani was relieved to hear his son's answer. Try to imagine that Arkha's answer was "want" wah will be a long affair.

Silence Dani prayed

" god is not I reject your destiny to live in pairs, I can no longer be in a relationship with any man, I am dirty q, worthless & my heart aches, my past wounds have not healed, I fortified my heart with a high stone wall, and I wish no one could tear it down."

Dani does not want to resign, he wants to live alone with his son. Coma no point. That's why he tried hard to subtly reject the matchmaking offered by his budheya. Dani hopes the budhenya understand and want to accept. But if you see the gelagatnya earlier it seems like budhe will abstain from retreat aka forward continue.

Dani had planned that if budhe still forced it, there was no other way but to make his son as a weapon to fight against the wishes of the budhe. I hope this doesn't happen and ends here.

In the midst of his daydream came his hape quiver, a message came in..

" good evening Dani, thank you for welcoming me so well this afternoon. Thanks also for the lunch, nice to meet you and arkha.good evening, greetings to Arkha." the message read...

And Dani was made to gawk at reading the message.