I'm Destroyed Because of you
15. Increasingly clear

The bitter reality must be faced Dani, Raga is changing, staying one look but as if not knowing each other, no more sweet smiles or jokes from the body's mouth. Raga gets irritable, even at the little things Dani accidentally does. Not only that Dani often heard Raga talking to someone on the phone in hiding.

Even now do not hold her son, see also Raga never again.

" what's my fault, please tell me so I can fix it..?"

" silence...!! I'm lazy to talk to you...!!" Raga said while pointing at Dani's face.

" you don't love me anymore...?" dani asked again

" yes, I don't love you anymore...!!!!" balas Raga

" do you want what...?" if you already have another woman, let me and my son go...!" pinta Dani

" once you go get Arkha, I burn you alive....!!" menacam Raga

No doubt tears were dripping down Dani's cheeks. Why did you become evil mas, Inner Dani.

Today Dani intends to shop for the needs of her son, she ordered a taxi online. Carrying his son he walked into a mall. His feet stepped towards where he needed things. Not long after Danipun finished shopping, his stomach has given a sign to be filled immediately. Danipun entered the restaurant in the mall. While waiting for his order his eyes went around looking at the entire restaurant and.deg his heart seemed to stop beating, Dani saw a figure he knew very well was sitting with a woman. Who is that woman...? His new girlfriend or coworker...? Dani asked in her heart. Dani noticed that they were not just ordinary colleagues, she saw that once in a while their hands were grasping each other, Raga's hands were also rubbing her cheeks several times.

" quiet down, I need to calm down." Dani told herself. Dani is trying to control her emotions, however she is holding a baby right now. Dani took some photos of them with her phone. His hands trembled because they held back emotions and were afraid of the will of his existence. The woman slightly turned her back to Dani, so Dani could not get a photo that showed her face.

No less resourceful Dani asked the help of the waiter to take their photos in silence. Of course in exchange for a little money. Dani immediately saved her phone as soon as the waiter came to give her photos. And how surprised Dani when he saw the figure in the photo.

" this is....." Dani didn't continue the sentence. Dani knows the figure of ibi, but not sure.

" i'll follow them." murmured Dani.

Long story short with all the hassles Dani managed to follow the Raga car. The car entered a fairly large housing. Dani watched and took a few more photos. And fix one hundred percent Dani really know the figure of the mother, after seeing them enter the house number 22.

After feeling enough Dani asked the taxi driver to drive him to the apartment. Her heart was troubled, sick and sad, she looked at the innocent little face in her cradle. Her tears slowly dripped, somehow all was painful, but Dani herself had guessed that Raga must have a new boyfriend again. Seeing him directly made his heart break and hurt.

" what should I do, God." lamented Dani as soon as she got to the apartment.

" there's no other way I have to ask Raga about all this." break up Dani.

Dani woke up when she heard her son crying, quickly Dani gave breast milk to her son while his hands patted his thigh softly, hoping his son would soon sleep. And sure enough, not long after his son was asleep. Coinciding with the sound of footsteps entering the apartment. Dani moved out of her son's room. Raga was walking towards her room .

" there's something I want to talk about.."

" it's late, I'm tired, tomorrow only.." lazy Raga serve Dani

" just for a minute."

" What..?"

Dani took out her hape and showed the photo in the restaurant earlier to Raga...." This mother has anything to do with you mas...?

" no mas, I just happened to see that.."

" don't lie to you...!!"

" well, please don't get in touch with that mom, she's married.." pinta Dani.

" who do you dare to forbid me huh...!!!"

Somehow the word Raga just made Dani's heart like sliced iris, painful taste.

" want me to be in touch with anyone you have no right to forbid me.remember you are only the woman who gave birth to my child...!!" continued Raga

" yes I do have a relationship with Aunt Mira, and it's none of your business...!" Says pass while leaving Dani

limp Dani heard the sentence that came out of the mouth of the person who had loved him. With a step gontai Dani entered his son's room.

" I'm nothing to Raga, her heart isn't to me anymore, should I stay here, or I should go. God." - Cheerful Dani.

Amidst his sadness Dani seemed to be reminded again to come back to God, kneel Dani he prayed with tears that never stopped dripping on his cheeks. How else do regrets always come later. Maybe this is a punishment from God for leaving him far away.

In the morning Raga passed from Dani's presence without even looking at Dani and her son. The atmosphere of the apartment became colder than usual, there was a dark aura that began to envelop. Dani flinched when her phone rang

" heaven..."

" you don't have to prohibit Raga for this, it's still good that Raga wants to finance all your needs...!" fucking whore...!"

the sound of a voice from across there that was immediately turned off without waiting for a response from Dani.

What else is this, Dani thought. A whore...? I am a prostitute.. As low as I was, Dani was constantly thinking about the words of that person, who was none other than Aunt Mira Raga's new boyfriend.

Aunt Mira is the mother of Dani's former co-worker. She is married, her husband works in a large company in Papua, every six months her husband returns home.

He said I was a whore, kept him what try, married but still wanted Sama flocked, Dani's heart was still astonished and asked questions about the words said Aunt Mira earlier.

Not long ago there was a notification of incoming messages on his phone

" dog, pig, ***** in the bar is still more honorable than you, live in a house without ties, what is the name if not a pig...."

the sound of the message

Very rude words sent by Aunt Mira, Dani just stroked the chest, the more sad her heart. "That's bad I'm in the eyes of people." said Dani Nelangsa. He saw his son who was still asleep, his eyes glazed with glass. Throughout this morning Dani pondered the words of Aunt Mira, a lot of things she thought about, a lot of things as well that she considered.....

I have to go or hold on....