How To Marry You ?
ninety-four

Natasha catches up with Sandra and her son who are waiting for her in the lobby,

"So we want to find a hotel around here or what? Is that really Sa?"natasha asked while sitting on the sofa,

"How do you think sha? Suddenly my mind was dead, my body was tired, too" Sandra replied.

"Mending we sleep here first, about tomorrow, we can think together, I'm also drowsy and tired,"

Eventually the three agreed to return to the room they had rented at the resort, hoping not to meet the jerk.

After cleaning themselves alternately, they lay themselves in bed, Sandra with Natasha, while Xander in his own bed, the third habit when traveling.

Through midnight, Sandra never closed her eyes, she could not sleep, even though she felt tired physically or psychically.

She still can not think of what she had seen, she did not expect Alex to betray her, she thought the man was different from her ex-husband, it was the same, what is this so-called habit?

Sandra knew, from the first Alex was close to some women before being with him, and the man also admitted it, just a short distance, walk or eat together, but not to sleep.

Then after their reunion, Sandra also found out that Alex often hired Belinda's family to attach her wishes before meeting her, but after more than two years of meeting they returned, this was the first time he had seen the man betray him.

Disappointed and hurt, of course, he did not deny if he was jealous, it felt like crying roaring, but he did not want Xander to see himself who slumped, but he did not want Xander, that would make Alex even more hated by his own son, no matter what the man's behavior, he was Alexander's real father.

Sandra let out a tired sigh, thinking, what should she do after this?

"why not sleep? You still think about that jerk?"asked Natasha with her hoarse voice.

Sandra gave a quick glance at her best friend, "my eyes are hard to crumble, but it feels tired," complained the woman with one child.

Natasha touches his best friend's shoulder, "Lo can cry Sa, I know from earlier Lo want to cry, but not feel good about Xander, as if Lo cry, Lo a little more relieved, do not be harbored,"

"Sha, to the bar yuk, the times I want to mabok, hope this is a dream, it hurts sha, this is the second time I was betrayed," said Sandra began to sob, sobbing,

Natasha got up, then took her best friend out to the balcony, she would not let Sandra go the wrong way, do not forget to bring a thick blanket to protect both of them from the night breeze of the ocean.

The two sat on the sofa side by side, not forgetting to close the balcony door.

Sandra began to cry, it was very sad, in contrast to the betrayal of Ferdiansyah first, this time it felt her heart was so sick, maybe because with Alex, she really loved the man.

Natasha just quietly let her best friend vent the cry that was being held back.

Satisfied crying Sandra began to open her voice about what she felt, although with a speech that was stopped several times because she was still as unwilling.

"Thank you Sha, I feel better, though,"

"sama sa, Lo is my best friend, no matter what happens I will install the body for Lo, then what is Lo's plan after this?"

Sandra sighed, "gue confused Sha, I haven't been able to think, my head is dizzy,"

"if you want to get out of Alex's house, Lo can stay in my house again, as well as work, if I'm not Alex has diverted his shares so in the name of Elo, so on, in other words, Lo can help Oscar manage the hospital management, I'm sure Ben and Nando would agree, let alone know the reason Lo quit Lo's job!"

Sandra held her head which felt like it was about to break thinking about the continuation of her life.

"Lo calm down Sa, Alex might not dare to macem-macem if there is Ben here, he will not bother the hospital to bring Lo back,"

Sandra chose to nod, it seemed like she had to think about the advice of her best friend, but Alex was still a month away.

"Where is it relieved? if you want us to sleep! I'm so sleepy,"

Sandra nodded, then the two went back inside the room continuing their sleep.

Earlier he treated bruises on his own face, he did not want to be asked questions repeatedly by his temporary subordinates.

He has also tracked down the whereabouts of his lover and son, he is a little relieved at least they are still within his reach.

He knew he was wrong, he also understood that if they were angry with him, but even so he would not let them leave him, whatever the way he will make the two most meaningful people in his life always be by his side, the time of bodo branded men do not know themselves.

The next morning Alex woke up after Good woke him up, his head was heavy, he saw the clock that was coiled in his hand, he said slowly, the time showed eleven o'clock in the afternoon.

"why am I not built? so bad luck, "he complained.

"Gue has woken up, but Lo is hard to build," replied the man in the formal suit.

Alex got up and sat on the side of the bed, checking his phone for a moment, last night he sent Sandra a message, asking her to meet up to explain, but there was no response, not even the message was read, the online time was ten minutes ago.

He checked the whereabouts of the woman, seen on his cell phone screen, if his lover was on one of the beaches in the east of the island, wanted to follow, but there was work to be done.

The next night, Alex accidentally waited for Sandra in the lobby, he knew if the woman had not checked out of the rented room, even earlier he had entered to check his girlfriend's luggage.

Although it was against the rules, but he did not care, after all the occupants of the room were his lover, son and best friend.

Alex got up from his seat when he saw the arrival of the three people who were waiting for him earlier.

Unfortunately the laughter of the Three came to a halt when Alex called one of them.

"Sandra, I want time to talk to you together" he said as he approached his girlfriend.

Alex can see his son preparing to attack him but is held back by Sandra,

"Sha, take Xander to the room first,"

Natasha nodded while holding the hand of the teenager whose height had already exceeded that of the girl.

Initially Alex was about to take Sandra to the room, but was rejected outright by the woman, eventually both of them sat on a long bench not far from the beach.

Alex brought mineral water to his girlfriend while for him, there were three cans of beer and snacks.

"Before I apologize, I know you hurt because of my behavior, you deserve to be angry, berate me or hit me, but I ask never to leave me, he said, if you want to ask for time, I give you a month, for us to break, but on Nando's return, I asked for us to be together again, it seems selfish, but I'm really afraid of losing you, you know not how much love I have for you," Alex reveals, starting to open the conversation.

Sandra was still silently digesting every word spoken from the mouth of the man next to her.

"Sa, she was my former college date, I slept with her a few times, she and I didn't make it, just having fun, just having fun, you know not only are you my only boyfriend, you can ask Asha or the others, I have never loved a single woman other than you in my entire life Sasa, she said, you're the only owner of my heart, so please don't ever have your intention to leave me again, I'd rather die, than lose you again,"

Sandra sighed, her mind tired, thinking about the difference in beliefs between them even though a year ago there was the intention of the man to follow his beliefs but in fact, until this moment there was no clarity of their status, as he was, he said, Alex is still with his beliefs, proof that before his son's graduation exam from elementary school, the man still celebrates the holiday that usually occurs on Friday in April.

Sandra drank the mineral water that was given by the man next to her, it seemed like she had to decide what she thought was good for them.

About Love, of course, Sandra really loves Alex, but logically, doesn't a relationship have to come down to one point, which is marriage.

During the relationship these few years, sometimes Sandra feels sinful, she is well aware of the intimate relationship that is often done between her and her lover was punished with a great sin in her belief.

Maybe this incident is a reprimand from the creator to him, for that all day he thought carefully, also asking for the opinion of Natasha and Siska through a telephone connection, and then, both support whatever decision he will make.

Once again Sandra sighed, she assured herself that this was the best decision for her and the man.

"Alex, I ask, we end this relationship, and as for Xander you can grow up together, and then after this I'll leave your house and office" after saying that, Sandra got up and left the man in his place after hearing his words.