How To Marry You ?
fifty two

Sandra did not expect, if her conversation with Ferdiansyah was heard by Inah.

That's why he again sat side by side with Ferdiansyah facing the middle-aged woman.

Sandra looked down not to look at the middle-aged woman's face, instead of her being afraid, she only tried to respect Inah as the parent of Ferdiansyah even though she had hurt her heart first.

"Is it because Ferdi can't support you, so you filed for divorce? How can you!"said Inah as if to corner Sandra.

It could be, Sandra defended herself but it would only make the middle-aged woman burned with anger, for four years as a daughter-in-law, she understood very well the character of Inah, she said, if you are angry anything will come out of the mouth of his former in-laws.

"Don't think so, ma'am, Ferdi's wrong, Sandra has a reason to ask for a divorce" she said.

He stared intently at his son-in-law, "look, my son is still defending you despite being hurt, where is your conscience? On the other hand, you've got a good job, you've become arrogant, you forget, my son still accepts you as a wife, even though you and your family have cheated us out loud,"Inah brought up the matter three years ago about Xander.

Sandra was still silent, she clenched her hands tightly, she tried to control her anger, she thought it was useless to defend herself, despite clear evidence that Ferdi was completely wrong.

Inah will continue to defend her own son, as long as she understands the middle-aged woman does not care who is wrong, for Inah, Ferdiansyah is always right.

"Just I don't want you to treat Ferdi like this, if necessary I will come to Jakarta again to tell the court that you are making it up, if you need to, I'll also reveal that you're a deceitful woman who has deceived us,"

If Sandra could be eager to reply to a rude remark from Inah, but she would not do it, she had to be calm.

The middle-aged woman's silence stopped when she heard the voice of the father greeting her.

"remember, do not let you know about this, and I ask to withdraw the lawsuit, otherwise you will be embarrassed at your place of work" threatened and out of his son's room.

After the death of the middle-aged woman, Ferdiansyah apologized for the words of her biological mother.

Sandra did not respond to the man's remarks, she chose to leave the room to find her son.

Xander was seen sitting on a wooden bench in front of the house, the boy was staring at the night sky.

"it's late, you're not in?"sandra asked as she sat next to her son.

There was a sigh from the boy, "ma, Xander apologized yes, because of the existence of Xander, mama so difficult," he said.

Sandra embraces her teenage son, "mama is grateful for you, even though the way is wrong, but you are the fruit of love mama and papa," he whispered.

He thought his son should have known that, since meeting his biological father, Xander never asked why his family was different, the boy was quiet.

To be honest Sandra is sad, from childhood Xander has often heard reproach about its origin,

The term illegitimate child is always called to label his son, either from his extended family or his neighbors.

Sandra herself did not realize she was pregnant when she moved to this city following parents who had to take care of her grandmother.

She only realized when she was four months pregnant, when the jeans worn were no longer bagged, at first she thought because of a lot of eating, coincidentally her appetite increased drastically since her move.

Sandra does not experience morning sickness, she also has irregular menstrual periods, because she only experienced it when sitting in first grade SMK, quite late indeed.

He thought it was like that, in fact, when he realized the lower abdomen was getting bloated, he finally decided to buy a pregnancy test kit at a pharmacy far enough from home and campus.

Instead of being sad, Sandra was happy to know there was a fruit of her love with Alex, she thought even though she did not know when to meet her lover again, at least there was a trace of the man left behind.

Since learning of her pregnancy, Sandra was more careful, she knew that if her family would be strongly opposed, but she did not care, she would bear all the risks.

He also began to save money on the cost of giving birth and buying baby equipment.

Before going to bed he will take the baby to talk, telling the day also his love story with the idol of the heart.

To cover up her pregnancy, she wore an oversize shirt, if on campus she would use a backpack in front of her chest, so that her friends and lecturers were not aware of the change in the shape of her stomach.

He also felt a little lucky, had busy parents, his father was busy working from morning until night, his mother was busy taking care of a sick grandmother.

But as smart as storing the carcass will smell too, his mother knew when her pregnancy entered the age of eight months.

Knowing that, the mother told the father, both of them were angry, even his father who was usually gentle to the point of scolding him and slapping his cheek.

They ask who impregnated him, but Sandra remains silent, until whenever he will not tell who the father of the baby, he knows if he opens his voice, his father's anger can become more and more.

After that, his father silenced him, who was not disappointed, when his only daughter did vile, vile acts,

Unlike her mother, although angry but still concerned about herself, several times she was asked about what food she wanted, but Sandra refused subtly and said that she did not want anything.

He still remains in college at the age of his old womb, a week before the estimated day of birth, he applied for leave for one semester, he reasoned will work to raise money for tuition.

Sandra also began to pay for baby clothes, do not imagine there is an internet like today, which can hunt for cheap goods in the market place, when the phone can only send SMS and phone.

He had to go to the traditional market to buy baby needs, at a sloping price.

That night when heavy rain hit the city, Sandra felt a tremendous heartburn, she began to prepare to go to the midwife's house where she used to check her pregnancy, but she was confused by the conditions outside the house.

There is no way he woke up his father who was still angry with him, also his mother was tired of being busy taking care of grandma.

To his mind, his maternal cousin, who owned a car, called Siska and asked for help to come to his house.

He knew he was not polite to disturb his sleeping cousin, but he did not care, he had to go to the midwife's place, it was impossible in this state he was riding a motorcycle or driving his father's car.

Siska's house is not too far away, make it immediately arrived, Sandra wearing an umbrella while carrying a bag containing the needs of her and the baby.

Siska who looks still a little sleepy, surprised by Sandra's distended stomach, is,

"Entar I explained, now please take me to the midwife's place," he said while mentioning the midwife's address.

While enduring her pain, Sandra tells her about her condition as well who impregnated her, knowing only her cousin Siska can be trusted.

At that time Siska was only seventeen years old, he was astonished by all his confessions.

"Udah is already Sa, although pade is angry, but your baby is his grandson, I'm sure one day he will definitely accept it, continue the matter of money if less, I can help a little, I can help a little, I happen to have savings,"

Sandra nodded in gratitude.

That night, Sandra struggled to bet her life to give birth to her baby, no screams just prayers coming out of her mouth.

Half an hour passed upon her arrival at the midwife's house, she managed to give birth to a healthy, fat baby boy.

The baby weighing three thousand four hundred grams with a length of fifty-two centimeters was named Alexander, a combination of his name and his lover.

In her heart she was grateful to have given birth to her baby safely, there was no problem.