How To Marry You ?
forty-six

Sandra went back to the room where Ferdiansyah was being treated, the man was playing his cell phone.

"it looks like mom and dad don't suspect that we're in the process of divorce" Ferdiansyah said as soon as Sandra arrived.

"Do you want them to know?"ask Sandra.

"Yes, for them a marriage of a lifetime, it would be a shock to know the truth," replied Ferdiansyah, the man was silent for a moment, "wouldn't you cancel the divorce suit? After all, we rarely fight, the last time I was also kind to Xander, "he continued to persuade.

Sandra who sat down, sighed, to be honest she was lazy to face the man, on the basis of humanity she wanted to do all this, "I am sorry before if my words would offend you, but honestly, I'm being nice to you, because you were once a part of my life, you were a good father to Xander, but your attitude was the last to me, makes me hurt, when I need a backup you go with another woman, should be a husband, you tell me about the difficulties that you are experiencing, we can think together, we can think together, do not even run away from reality and add new problems,"finally Sandra opened her voice, her eyes were a little teary, of course it was just acting, she was fed up with the man's careless behavior.

Come to think of it, his selfish nature is almost the same as Alex, but even though his selfish lover still wants to listen to his opinion, in contrast to Ferdiansyah who does not want to be protested at all.

"Let me get the chance to fix everything, I don't want a divorce,"

"Is it because she can't help you pay your debts? is that why you want to come back with me? What do you think I don't have feelings for?"

Sandra got up from her seat, she began to burn with anger, very upset, "After the doctor let you go home, you should go back to Semarang,"

To quell her anger, Sandra decided to get out of the nursery, not caring about the call from Ferdiansyah,

Sandra sat on a bench in the corridor of the treatment room, she drank the mineral water she took from the Tote bag, fresh in taste.

His phone reads, screened in the name of Mr. Alex, he happens to miss the man, the last they met yesterday morning.

"hello sir,"why Sandra,

"how are you doing? Does it still hurt? Do I need to stop by the house?"alex said across there.

"No, I just need a break,"

"i miss, maybe I'm at the midnight house, what do you want to bring?"

"no need,"

One of the nurses approached Sandra who was talking on the phone, about to invite her to talk, she was forced to close her phone so that Alex did not hear the conversation.

"Mom Sandra, the doctor said, you have to make up for this prescription outside, so that later at dinner Mr. Ferdi can drink it," said the nurse while giving a piece of paper.

Sandra accepted, "well, I'll take my husband!"he stood up and received the paper.

Alex calls her back, not wanting the man to know, Sandra ignores the call.

Sandra rushed to the dispensary the nurse had told her to take her car and drive it.

While he was driving, he just called Alex back,

"I'm sorry I didn't pick up your phone, anyway,"

"are you home anymore? He said it hurt, he left,"

"i'm going to the hospital,"

"what's that bad?"

"no really, just need medicine," Sandra replied, of course she lied, she did not want the man to be angry.

"if you're done going home, rest, I called Xander, he said again with Asha, as he looked,"

"yes, I'll be home from the pharmacy to pick up Xander,"

Alex muttered, then ended his call.

Sandra redeemed the medicine to a pharmacy that was a fair distance away from the hospital, so it took her a long time.

After the magrib, her in-laws asked her to pick up at the hotel, Sandra said, if tonight she could not take care of Ferdiansyah, considering her best friend who keeps Xander has to work.

Sandra had just left the hospital at about eight p.m., she was driving her car to Natasha's house.

It was quite a long time, considering the girl's house was far from Alex's house, especially at such hours the capital's traffic was still heavy.

about forty minutes, his car just entered the housing complex where his best friend lived.

"Tomorrow Xander will go home, I have a rather bad service, so no problem" Natasha said as she opened the door for Sandra.

"Alex wants to go back, there's no way Xander I'm tippedin again, there's he's suspicious, males noisier me," he said

"So far as Lo's next plan goes, it can't be, Lo went back and forth to the hospital, it's a good distance from Alex's office, my advice mending honestly deh, anyway Lo hasn't caught a hammer, not yet, she's still Lo's husband, though,"

"gue already talked to Ferdi mas, let him be with his parents in Semarang, I can't take care of him right? I have to work, Xander also goes to school,"

"How did he get there? What is ambulance? There's no way to get on the train,"

"go that delivery, pinjem car Alex, for example he does not want pinjemin, I was forced to rent a car,"

Natasha breathed a rough breath, "whatever I support Lo, if there's anything I can help, by the way, remember I'm your best friend too,"

"thank you sha" said Sandra as she hugged her best friend.

Xander did the same thing, the boy said he didn't forget to kiss Natasha's back,

Sandra and her son waved their hands as the car began to walk away from the minimalist home.

"ma, why did you want to marry me?"ask Xander suddenly.

Sandra, who was driving, looked at her son,

"Not to be surprised, Xander until it's this, I'm already big to know what happened with mama,"

Sandra sighed, "mama just obeyed the words of Mbah kung and Mbah uti, mama did not want to be labeled as an ungodly child by them,"

"Did you regret giving birth to Xander?"

Sandra stopped her car when the traffic light turned red,

"Your happy mother is you, not even though she hates you, because you are proof of your love, even though the way we did it was wrong, you know that there is no difference between us?"

"what after mom officially divorced with dad, mom will be back with papa? Are you not different to this day?"

Sandra started running her car, she was silent for a moment, sometimes she could not figure out why her son was thinking like an adult,

Maybe the circumstances that forced Xander to think more mature than his age.

As a child many neighbors often denounced the boy, saying that if Xander was an illegitimate child, it was not clear where he was from.

If so, the boy would come home in tears, and Sandra could only apologize and hold back her tears, not wanting to look sad before her son.

Sandra knew that her son was often treated badly by the people around him, including the former in-laws and Ferdiansyah, but she could only be silent to see that.

Therefore, after being reunited with Alex and cheated by Ferdiansyah, she took advantage of the mistakes of her ex-husband to file for divorce.

Enough is enough, his son suffers, he wants Xander to be happy, well received in the surrounding environment.

"What do you think Mom should do?"ask Sandra back.

Xander fell silent, then looked at him, "i was happy when I knew my papa was a good person, papa accepted me, wanted to play and taught me PR, he said, I wish mom and dad could come together one day and give me a cute little sister" she replied.

Sandra smiled at her son's answer, hoping that there would be happiness ahead for her and Xander.