How To Marry You ?
seventy two

The post-curette bleeding left Sandra hospitalized again, and Alex was always next to the woman, though both were silent, only to the extent of the bathroom one of them spoke.

Xander is still guarded by Choki, although in fact Aunt Terry had offered to take care of her nephew's granddaughter, but with the reason not to bother anymore, Sandra refused him subtly.

The middle-aged woman came in the evening with Jonas so informed by his nephew about Sandra's condition.

Seeing the arrival of her former co-worker, Sandra suddenly grew increasingly upset, she only wanted to talk to Aunt Terry who seemed so worried about her, even when Jonas asked her how she was, she just cleared her throat.

Long enough the two women of different ages were chatting, until the time showed at nine pm, Aunt Terry permission to resign.

Alex delivers his biological brother from his late mother to the hospital lobby.

The middle-aged woman asked her to speak for a while in the lobby,

"Lex, are you guys going to keep going like this? I'm sorry that Auntie didn't want to interfere with your relationship, but maybe the calamity that befell you was a rebuke from God, even though there was Xander among you, already, but still you can not sin continuously," said Aunt Terry at length.

The middle-aged woman clasped her niece's hand, "Lex, if your mother is still alive, she must be very sad to see your behavior like this, Auntie hope you talk about the next step, he said, if you can't be together, I hope you'll still be the best parents for Xander,"

After saying so, Aunt Terry passes with her son, while Alex is silent to see the departure of her only brother from her late mother's side.

Alex went back to his girlfriend's nursery, the woman was playing with her phone.

"Sa, I'm sorry, because of my selfishness, you have to feel pain again" he said.

Alex sat down on the chair next to the patient's bed, grabbed the hand of the woman he loved most, then lowered his head and kissed her.

The broad back began to tremble, finally the tears that he had been holding back from last night had finally broken,

The loss of the baby candidate she so expected, as well as the reprimand from Aunt and one of her best friends made Alex depressed.

It is true what the two close people said, as a man he had to decide where to take his relationship with his lover.

Alex couldn't imagine having to let go of the woman he loved and see her with another man.

In the past, when he was reunited with Sandra who claimed to be married, it felt like she wanted to die,

No matter the status of the woman, he even hooked married women, as if not concerned with the risks that will be borne.

Since the first time he met his girlfriend during school, he was determined to make her the owner of his heart forever, without thinking about anything else.

From the past until now the love for Sandra has never changed, despite being separated for a long time and many women he met, but only the name of the mother of his son was firmly stuck in him.

How could he let go of that woman?

Because of his love he even had to be treated for a month under the supervision of a mental doctor when Sandra left him first when both just graduated from school.

If they had to separate, could he have had another day?

Yesterday when the woman left him again, there was her son who strengthened her, while now if she broke off with Sandra, would the woman give her son again like yesterday, Alex felt no,

It could have been that he took care of guardianship rights for their son, it was very easy for him, but he realized, it would hurt the woman even more.

It was enough because of his selfishness, making their baby-to-be unable to be born, then when the curette action was last afternoon, Sandra had to experience bleeding that she knew must be very painful.

Alex was still sobbing, as Sandra patted that wide back,

"why are you crying? I was in pain, strange," asked Sandra in surprise.

Alex lifted his head, then looked at his lover's face, he got up from his seat, then held both sides of the woman's face, he kissed the lips that still looked pale, he said,

Alex continues to****** that lip, he enjoys the moment when the lips and tongue both are intertwined,

Tears were still coming out of the corner of her eyes, her mind telling her not to leave the woman, but her heart told her she should stop.

The kiss was no longer sweet, the tears made her taste salty, could she let this woman go?

Two sides of him say different things, perhaps like angels and demons depicted in the comics he once read.

The lips and tongue are still in chains, tasting each other, no matter the salty sweet, they still love each other, and they cannot be separated.

Alex let go of the link first, he put his forehead on his girlfriend's forehead, he looked in those eyes, "Sa, I'm sorry, I'm selfish, I hurt you, I hurt you, and I decided not to let go of you, no matter what, even though everyone asked me to stop, but I can't, I don't want to lose you anymore, I beg you, I'm sorry, please don't leave me, if you want to destroy me, please... If you want to hit me too please, I'll accept all of that as long as you leave me,"

Alex kisses the lips again, he has made a decision, no matter what the risk, he will bear, although maybe some of the closest people will reproach him, but who cares, he lives his own life.

Sandra released her second link, she held both sides of her son's papa face, she looked at those soft eyes, "Lex, you know, I really loved you, from the past to the present, you can feel it, right? Even though I was married, but only you are in my heart," she said, then kissed her lips and hugged the burly body.

"Lex, but we can't continue like this, this relationship must have an end, even though there is Xander, we can still be good parents for our son" he continued.

Alex kisses takes her lover's hand, then kisses her palm gently, she knows what her lover's words mean, but her mind resists flatly, "then after we're no longer together, are you going to continue your marriage to that jerk? Then what about me?"

"You can be in a relationship with another woman who believes in you, then get married, have children, you can form a happy family" Sandra replied but did not look into the eyes of the other person

Alex let go of his hand, he took a few steps back, then looked at the woman cynically, "answer my question Sandra, are you going to go back to that jerk?"

Sandra shook her head, it was impossible for her to go back to the man she never loved, "I will live the rest of my life with my son,"

Alex chuckled, "no need to be a hypocrite Sandra, indeed you can resist the desire not to have sex with men, do not women also need to channel their desires? I can't believe, have you found anyone other than me? what's Jonas?"

Sandra widened her eyes, not expecting Alex to say that,

"I know, cousin I like you, I know, he kissed you at the club' where mommy was," Alex said, playing with his tongue in his own mouth, "don't think I don't know, but since you were angry and cold to Jonas, I'm sorry to you, otherwise I might have made my cousin die,"

"There's no other man but you Alex, it's just that I think it's time we stop, we can't keep this up, we have to find each other's happiness,"

"My happiness is only with you, and don't tell me to look for another woman besides you, I've tried for ten years when you disappeared, but no woman can make you out of my mind,"

It's always like this, the talk that never meets the meeting point, actually just circling in one place.

Differences of belief that makes it difficult for the two to unite, even though actually if abroad, they can formalize the relationship, but of course Sandra rejected it.

Alex approached, looking intently at the woman sitting on the hospital bed, "Remember Sandra, I Alex won't let you go no matter what, to hell with the differences, I don't care, once again I reiterate, we will always be like this, I am your lover, you are my lover, nothing will change, unless you want us to marry abroad, she said, now you rest and don't think about anything, I want to do the job first,"

Alex kissed the forehead gently, then walked towards the sofa with a laptop and some files that Jonas had brought.