How To Marry You ?
seven eight

Holidays that have been planned, not realized, in fact Alex is getting busy with the Benedict who has officially become the father of two twins, in fact, Alex is getting busy with the existence of Benedict who has officially become the father of two twins,

Alex took his lover to visit Ayudia after giving birth not to forget to bring a gift.

Sandra was a little envious of the abundant affection that Ayudia received, although orphaned but there were in-laws and brothers who were so considerate of the two children's woman.

Sandra recalled that when she gave birth to Xander, only Siska was there for her, her parents were still disappointed with her and did not even see her, she knew she was making a disgrace for the family, but why it had to be like that, Sandra even lived in Siska's house almost two months after giving birth.

One of his parents accepted Xander when his son was one year old.

The mother wanted to take care of her grandson after Xander was one, while she continued her studies while working part-time to meet the needs of her son.

Although willing to accept the existence of Xander, but not at the cost of the toddler's needs, so Sandra really has to work hard.

"you why? did I make it wrong? Why did I see you keep quiet?"alex asked as he drove to his son's school.

Sandra who turned her eyes towards the side of the window, then wiped a little corner of her eyes, well... He cried remembering his struggles.

The woman faced her boyfriend who was driving with a big smile, "i'm fine, just look at her children Ben, very nervous, but not the same as Ben the same Ayu ya!"he tried to cover up his sadness.

"They're more like Ben's late daddy, if Ben's more like Aunt Anna" said Alex.

The car stops not far from where Xander goes to school, Alex says that he will pick up his son in school, and tells Sandra to stay in the car.

After Alex's death, the woman shed her tears again, still remembered by her struggle to raise her son.

The gossip and innuendo from his extended family had become a daily meal for him.

He realized that he had embarrassed his parents, but did he have a choice, even he did not think he would get pregnant, what sin he committed should he add to the sin of killing his baby? That way they can be satisfied.

Every time she slumped due to bad words addressed to her, Sandra could only cry in silence behind her pillow.

After he was satisfied to cry, he would hug his son while apologizing, because the boy also heard abuse from the people around him.

Difficult times have passed, now he can see his son growing up well and cheerful thanks to the existence of his biological father.

Although busy, Alex will take the time to take his son to school, if not he will ask for choki or Jonas.

Not to mention the matter of helping with PR, especially since Sandra returned to work, then after school or at night the one who taught the boy was Alex,

If the weekend is not busy, Alex will take himself and Xander for a vacation, either to a tourist spot or just a picnic in the city park.

Recently, if he had time, Alex taught his son to play basketball or boxing, according to the field of sports he said during High School and college he was engaged in,

Sandra knew of some trophies and mendali that was in the closet of the house where she lived.

The car door opens, Alex and his son enter from different doors simultaneously,

"Ma, I've been circumcised yet?"ask the boy in the batik uniform.

Sandra looked back at her son, "do you think that's what, why?"ask back.

Alex began to drive his car, "So there was one of his classmates who, did Xander have circumcision or not? If it's really his friends are not invited to eat at his house," he explained.

"Circumcision, baby time," Sandra replied.

Alex looked up, "why baby time?"tanya was surprised to hear the new facts.

Sandra sighed, so she remembered that day, where she was still in the house of Siska after giving birth, her son crying continuously, which made her and her cousin confused.

"When Xander was a seven-day-old baby, he suddenly had a high fever and kept crying, and when he was breastfed, Siska and I were forced to take him to the hospital, and the doctor said if his pee ducts were infected, at that time we who were young were not very good at caring for babies, certainly not very understanding about taking care of it properly, including cleaning when defecating, the doctor said there may be dirt tucked in his pee duct, so the solution that the doctor gave is to circumcise," explained Sandra at length.

Sandra laughed, "just you're braver than them dong, baby time, what's not great anyway,"he said.

There was no response from Alex, even though the two precious people in his life laughed together,

"ma, if you invite classmates to eat can not really?"ask the boy.

"maybe, make mama's child what the hell is not," Sandra replied with a smile to her son.

Sandra's gaze turned to Alex who had been silent earlier,

"Lex can I take Xander's classmate for a meal?"tanyakanya.

Alex turned his gaze to his lover, "of course you can, where are you going to eat?"askalanya.

Xander got up from his seat, approached his parents in the front seat, "mama make yellow rice, continue to transfer to school for lunch my friends,"

"If you think that maybe mama bothers dear, how about a message in the place of papa's best friend?"ask Alex to his son.

"oh yeah, mama's working, besides like mama never cook yellow rice, yes already pa, Xander wants,"

Instead of being offended by her son's words, Sandra laughed instead, it was a fact, she could not cook rice manually, ever before there was no rice cooker, she helped her mother cook rice, she was not able to cook rice, and it ends up being charred.

"oh yeah, I heard Aunt Susi opened a caterer? several times while I was staying at Asha's house, she brought home food that she said was Rama's mother's cooking.

Alex nodded, then immediately contacted Aunt Susi directly, to order yellow rice and Snack.

Arriving at the office, Xander climbs alone to the seventh floor, the boy wants to take a nap, while Alex and Sandra head for the sixth floor.

By late afternoon Sandra went into Alex's room to provide a file to be examined by her superiors.

Usually Alex would ask him to come closer and hold her, but for some reason from now on the man was silent, busy checking the file he was given.

Until the file is checked, the man does not say a word, Alex just give the pile of files.

Even on the way home the man remained silent, Alex opened his mouth if asked by his son.

Dinner together was like that, Alex as if to silence him,

Already unable to bear it, Sandra rebuked the man when their son was already asleep,

Alex was checking the files he brought home.

"i've got it wrong, why did you shut me up?"sandra asked, sitting across from the man.

Alex just shrugged his shoulders, Sandra was certainly upset, "if you want it to be so, whatever" she said as she rose to enter her room, but her hand was held back by the man.

Alex led him, to sit on the sofa behind him, and then clasped his hands to look at him gently, "Sa, I'm sorry," he said as he placed his forehead on both knees.

Sandra frowned in surprise, "wasn't I the one who made a mistake with you?"

Alex shook his head, the man's back began to shake, Sandra did not expect the man to even cry, but she was confused as to what made her son's biological father cry.

With teary eyes, Alex stared guiltily at the woman who had given birth to her son, "forgive me, because I wasn't there in your difficult time, I wasn't with you, I wasn't with you, because of me you went through it all by yourself, I'm sorry, if I could I'd like to make up for it all,"

Sandra understood now, Alex felt guilty for her, she touched both sides of the handsome man's face, the man she loved, "Lex, I was happy with Xander, although it was difficult at first, but I was grateful, our son has been born, though the way is wrong, so don't feel guilty, the important thing is now that we raise Xander equally yes!"

The two hugged, for some reason that night there was relief for Sandra.