
Sandra let out a tired sigh, tonight she waited again for the return of her lover, she will explain honestly the purpose and purpose of Ferdiansyah approached her again.
Until late at night, the man did not come home, Sandra had tried to contact the man but never lifted up,
It seemed like the man was really furious, not just an unanswered call, even the message was only read but not reciprocated.
Choosing to give up, Sandra decided to sleep in her room, she did not want to sleep on the sofa again, comfortable indeed, but she did not want her son to know if the relationship between her parents was not okay.
On the other hand, Alex was with Rama at the cafe, they had invited Oscar, but his best friend claimed there was a schedule of operations early in the morning.
Until now Fernando and Benedict have not known about the complexity of his relationship with Sandra, they only know if his first girlfriend has returned, unfortunately married and have children.
Sooner or later he will tell his two friends about the problems that are plaguing him.
"Lo why don't you go back to Lex? rather than here, "cited Rama, there have been many cans of beer that his best friend spent since their arrival to his workspace.
"Gue doesn't want to be horrified if for example Sandra says she wants to go back to that jerk guy, I'm afraid of Ram," said Alex while smoking a cigarette.
The same disheveled Rama chose to drink back the beer cans in his hands,
"Lo is also dizzy again right?"ask Alex back.
Rama leaned against the sofa, he stared at the ceiling of his study, "gue had confessed to what you told him, about taking Sinta's virginity, but since then, he has avoided me, instead, so how am I supposed to be?"his weakness.
Alex raises his shoulders, "don't ask for an opinion, we're both dizzy again,"
The two friends sighed simultaneously, since all the other friends were busy with their respective affairs, Alex and Rama were getting closer, of course because the work that requires them to always communicate almost every day, different from others.
In the past when High School to college, Alex was the closest to Fernando, especially when both were hunting sexy women to vent their desires, but ever since the man was busy taking care of the resorts on the island of the Gods, only occasionally they spent time alone outside work, he said, but for a long time his best friend no longer do habits that some people say are bad, but,
Since meeting Alex with Sandra, the man also no longer hires Belinda's mama's men, he no longer desires with women other than his lover.
With Oscar and Natasha, he often gathers, but because of the busyness of two people who work as doctors make their relationship not as close as with Rama.
If Benedict moreover, the friend who is the most distant where he lives, only communicate to talk about work, if talking about personal matters, Alex more hear the curses of his boss.
"Lex, why don't you get Sandra pregnant again?"
"ever, but a miscarriage,"
Rama cursed violently, some animal names ejected from the mouth of the eldest son of Susi.
"don't you tell me the same story?"tanyanya.
"I think I told you the same story, Lo!"sahut Alex with a face that Rama thinks is very annoying.
Again Benedict's representative in this country swore, every time Alex's words were forbidden in his belief always came out of his mouth, indeed his best friend was the most able to make his bastard soul out.
"Do you know anything besides me?"tanyanya tried to be patient.
Alex spends the rest of the beer in his hand, "Oscar tau, he himself carries a blood bag, because Sandra had severe bleeding,"
"At that time I was afraid of dying, I was afraid Sandra until it passed, I was very selfish Rama, I made his sister Xander never had time to be born," he said full of regret, he said, Rama could see the black-shirted man's face flushed red, holding back a cry.
"God, maybe not a fortune, besides you are not married, you can get pregnant with Sandra again, instead of using security,"
"that's exactly why I got him pregnant, so I can have it all,"
Rama sighed, to be honest he did not feel good if he had to address the sensitive issue between Alex and Sandra, but it looks like he has to resuscitate his best friend.
"Lex earlier I'm sorry, I don't mean to offend elo, but for example the baby Lo both born safely, are you sure Sandra would want to marry Lo? Don't make it clear you should understand what I mean,"
Alex held his head, he hissed, it seemed like the effect of beer began to feel, "gue asked Sandra to marry abroad, but she did not want, because in this country can not marry different religions,"lirih.
"that's you know," said Rama.
"So what should I do, dong? I won't let him go again, mending me dead, "
"one of you has to give up,"
Alex was silent, though not a devout believer, but if changing beliefs seemed difficult, "dizzle me Rama,"
"Mending Lo thinkin mature, want to be taken where your relationship, do not think gini continue, girls must be given certainty, whose name love can fade, love can fade, maybe one day Sandra will be tired and saturated with uncertain relationships,"
Alex opened the canned beer cover, and drank it straight to the toilet, "Gue was so confused by the vow, dizzy, it felt like my head was still broken,"
Rama patted the shoulder of his best friend, "Lex, ponder carefully, if you can quickly, Lo remember no, Sandra's status is also not clear, can she go back again with her husband, if you can quickly, moreover, both are of the same belief and sekampung anyway, whatever Lo's decision, I will always support, if you can not disturb the work,"
The two friends continued to talk until they fell asleep,
In the morning, Alex wakes up when one of the baristas wakes him up,
Alex looked around, he was still in Rama's study, "Bang, which Rama? How come there's no?"tanyakanya.
Satria who was putting some reports on Rama's desk, turned to the man who worked as a lawyer, "again buy breakfast for Lo!"the answer, "Lo why Lex, you fall asleep here? Is there a problem?"continues asking.
Alex tells about the problem that is happening to one of the oldest friends among his other friends.
Satria listened to Alex's story, then responded, "well Rama said anyway, Lo must immediately love certainty, can go again Sasa ater, let alone her status there is still her husband despite the divorce process,"
"that's bang? But he didn't want me to marry him,"
"it's not like it, but Lo's the same she's different,"
"that's the problem bang,"
"one has to give up, that's if you want to unite,"
Already some people nearby suggested the same thing, but again the anxiety enveloped Alex's mind and heart.
If he had to part, he would not, he was dead in love with that woman, but if he had to get out of his faith, it was also difficult, it seemed like he had to ask his brother's opinion, his brother, he had not seen Mary for a long time.