How To Marry You ?
one hundred and five

Sandra drove to the supermarket not far from the gate of the complex.

Along the way, he was more silent, as was Xander who was piggybacking behind him.

His phone rang, but he didn't care, he knew who was calling him, he was lazy.

Arriving at the supermarket, Xander first went inside, the teenager picked up a grocery trolley, because there was a lot to buy, there was a list that was recorded by Ms. Ninik, who was not there, Daily ART working in their home.

Sandra joined her son who began to include some items according to the ones written on the note.

"Ma, are you serious about splitting up, papa?"xander asked when the woman who gave birth was putting sugar into a trolley.

Sandra glanced at her son, "if what do you think?"ask her back, though,

"if you part from papa, will you be happy?"ask the teenager back.

Sandra sighed, "mama's happiness doesn't matter to Xander, mama survived until now because she wants to give you a whole family" she replied.

"does mom love papa?"ask Xander while putting the teabag written on the note.

"your father is your first love, honestly you love me a lot, but you know for yourself, no, if we're different,"

"wouldn't you follow our beliefs a year ago, because you had to be transferred, so the plan was delayed, why not continue?"

"son, the belief comes from the heart, is not as a religious people, there are some obligations that we must fulfill, according to you if the belief is forced so that we can unite, we can unite, maybe you can't do the obligations we used to do?"

"can learn ma,"

Sandra exhaled harshly, "you know what your papa is like, you don't expect too much, let time answer it,"

Xander was silent to digest the words thrown by his mother, he saw again the woman who was taking some instant noodles and put them in the basket.

Until the two finished shopping, there was no more conversation between them.

The sky turned orange, Magrib's azan was heard, Sandra with her son to worship at Mushola in the supermarket area.

After worshiping, Sandra invited her son to eat at a tent stall not far from the supermarket.

Remember when they were still living in an apartment, the two often ate in a place like this, sometimes they miss moments like that time.

Soto rice is Xander's favorite chicken, while Sandra rice with fried chicken plus sambal and lalapan.

If this is the case, his son will eat voraciously, especially since he was a teenager, Xander can spend two servings, no matter now Sandra is more than able to buy it.

"Ma, if you want to separate from papa, Xander is not a problem really, now Xander is already big, even though Xander can not find money, but Xander already can protect mama, but Xander has been able to protect her, so don't do things that make you feel guilty, "suddenly.

Almost Sandra choked on hearing her son's words, it could be that the thirteen-year-old boy spoke like that.

"would you think,"he said, "but are you ready if we have to get out of that house? without papa means we return to a simple life,"he continued.

"No problem ma, the important thing is that we calm down, and mama does not sin continuously,"

"so you know," Sandra said with a laugh, her son really has started to think mature.

"my religious teacher said that ma, women and men should not be near, unlawful unless they are married, well mama and papa are not married, but you are even roommates,"said Xander plain.

Checkmate for Sandra, it feels like slapped, the difference is she does not feel pain in the cheek.

All this time he realized, if the life path he chose was wrong and contrary to his beliefs, but under the pretext of giving a whole family, also his love for Alex, so he broke the rules.

Sin is clearly there, it feels tight to think about it, is it time he ended it?

On the other hand, Alex paced back and forth on the porch of his house, several times he checked his phone, making sure that Sandra did not go far from him based on the GPS on his phone.

Soon, he decides to open the gate so that Sandra and her son can easily enter.

Alex stood behind the parked car, waiting for the arrival of two meaningful people in his life, sure enough, they arrived after a while.

Sandra parked her bike right in front of the car, while Alex closed the gate.

Alex helps her boyfriend bring some grocery bags to the dining table.

While cleaning up, Sandra said, "I buy you food, it's still warm, you better eat first," she pointed to a clear plastic package.

Alex obeyed the woman's words, washing her hands and filling the glass with drinking water, while Sandra opened the package and placed it on the plate.

Xander is still busy placing groceries according to his place, "ma, year-end holiday, we go home to Semarang yes, Xander kangen Aunt Siska,"he suddenly said.

Alex stopped eating, "to Semarang he was postponed first, papa would take you to Italy," he said.

The mother and son, who were turning their backs to Alex, turned at the same time, and looked at each other, both of them talking with their eyes.

"I don't want pa" refused Xander.

"why? this was my plan from a few years ago really, ask mama, you even have a visa to visit there," said Alex while glancing at Sandra, unfortunately who glanced at it even threw away face.

"Gapain go there anyway? Papa want to watch a ball?"the teenager asked astonished, he approached his father and sat across from him.

"we can visit beautiful places there, you can search, papa will take two weeks off, we can also celebrate the new year there," he replied.

"How's mama?"tanya Xander looked at Sandra who had finished putting all the groceries into place.

"if you?"ask Sandra back.

Alex who is still eating his food becomes upset himself, why do mother and child seem to be playing tricks on him?

"Anyway papa decided you guys vacation together papa to Italy, and papa does not accept rejection," he said firmly, full of emphasis.

Lazy to respond, Xander chose to rise, but,

"where are you going?"alex asked, "father hasn't finished talking to Alexander, yet,"

Xander who was walking towards his room, stopped his steps and turned around, "father did not hear the sound of the azan, I want to pray worshipers in the mosque, right if at home no one can be an imam,"he nodded and went straight into his room.

Alex choked on hearing his son's innuendo, seeing that, Sandra got up, then patted the man on the back while giving him a drink.

"slow down Lex,"

After he calmed down, Alex looked at the woman sharply, "why is Xander so kayaking?"tanyanya.

Sandra lifted her shoulders, then chose to go into her room to fulfill her obligations, at least even though living with a struggle, her obligations should not be missed.

The night after finishing wearing face cream, Sandra took her pillow and bolsters, she was about to get out of the room.

Alex who was holding a laptop on the bed, surprised by his lover's behavior, "where are you going? How do you bring the same pillow bolster?"tanyakanya.

"i want to sleep on the couch" Sandra replied without seeing the man.

Alex closes his laptop and puts it in the cabinet, then approaches the woman, "why not sleep in the room?"tanyakanya.

Sandra let out a tired sigh, time showed at nine o'clock in the evening, but somehow it felt so sleepy, "Lex, what we did wrong, we shouldn't be in the room" she replied.

"Wrong where is it? Aren't we used to this?"ask Alex wonder.

"i don't want to sin constantly" Sandra replied honestly.

Alex breathed a rough breath, it seemed like his son's words affected his Sasa, if the teenager wasn't his real son, he might have gotten rid of it, damn it, indeed, how could he who had not hugged and kissed his lover for a month had to hold him back, he was rebuked by Rama this afternoon because he fled to the capital to meet this woman.

"Sa, get back to bed now" he said with emphasis and no objection.

"But Lex," protest Sandra.

Alex hissing annoyed, it feels he has begun to lose patience, from the morning, he has held back his anger seeing his lover with his best friend, also about the delivery of photos and the voice of his best friend that makes him more upset, he has been angry, not to mention the mere speech of his son who seemed to awaken him from the reality of the complicated relationship between himself and this woman.

Without much ado, Alex grabs the pillow and bolster Sandra holds, then throws her on the bed.

Alex held both sides of the lover's head, then kissed the lips, not a soft kiss, but a rough kiss that seemed as if he was going to eat the woman's lips.

Sandra glared, she was surprised by the man's actions, rebelling but Alex locked herself in with the man's burly body, so she just resignedly treated it that way.

Alex let go of her kiss, "return my kiss Sandra," she ordered,

"But Lex.."the woman protested, but not yet finished her sentence, Alex again silenced her with a kiss.

A little while later, Sandra began to lulled, the lust made her logic not work.

The words of her son, as if evaporating just like that, in fact Sandra even returned the kiss was no less hot.

Alex smiled thinly, it was easy to deceive his lover, did not waste much time, he began to continue the action, in his heart he was determined to dare this woman to faint.

To hell with the condition of his lover later, in addition to venting longing and desire he also wants to affirm this woman, so as not to mess with her.