CUTS
I'm Forced...

“I'm hard to get pregnant back,”

Rendra smiled widely and it made Cut actually stared in wonder with Rendra's reaction that was beyond Cut's expectations.

“So you received my application?” Cut is increasingly confused by Rendra's question. “You're talking about being pregnant that means you accepted me but you're worried about your difficult condition getting pregnant. Right so?”

“Oh god, what creature is beside this servant.why is he so ignorant?” inner Cut.

“Don't put me in the heart! Just say it directly in front of the person so as not to become a sin. Aren't you afraid of having to chase after me in the afterlife there just to apologize?”

Cut pulled oxygen deeply to neutralize his current erratic blood flow. “I'm talking seriously. Every man who is married certainly he expects offspring. And I can't give you that.”

“You're not god, Cut. If indeed the creator does not give any more opportunities for us to have offspring. So, enough Iskandar. I don't need another. Enough of you and Iskandar. What else would you say to make me retreat?”

Rendra stared fixedly at Cut's black bead while asserting that his decision had been unanimous. Whatever is in question by Cut will not dampen Rendra's steps to have it.

“If I remarry, my in-laws will ask Iskandar for them. I don't want to lose him. He's all I have right now. If I have to choose between Abang and Iskandar then I will choose Iskandar.”

“I will not ask you to choose because you do not need to choose. I chose you as a wife and accepted Iskandar as a child. Nor can they separate you from Iskandar because there is a law in force. Financially, I am more than capable of supporting you and Iskandar. Now what else do you think?”

Cut's out of words. She could not believe that this man still had not given up on her. “How about the Brother family? Do they approve if this disabled me becomes Abang's wife?”

Rendra smiled cynically, “You haven't given up yet to make me back off as well. Does it matter?”

Cut nodded, “Very. Parents' blessing will affect the smoothness of the household relationship in the future.” Cut replied steadily but after hearing Rendra's answer, Cut again had to swallow the pill of defeat.

“Previous marriage is also due to blessing and the result we become widows and widows like now.”

Cheek cut like slapped. He looked at Rendra desperately trying to find a gap of doubt within the bead of the eye. However, the results remain nil. Rendra with all his beliefs never backed down or afraid when making a decision. Especially the decision about his life later on.

Throat Cut feels dry. He drank the mineral water that Rendra had opened for him while staring at the sea.

“What other steps will you take out? Take all out this time because in the future I will not release you again.”

Glegs…

Cut did not dare to look at Rendra, the words that came out of Rendra's mouth were very firm and impressed not to accept rejection.

“I feel forced to accept Brother.”

“I make sure this compulsion will make you smile happily until you forget that I forced you to marry.”

“But I'm not sure yet. I am still afraid to think about it. I have failed and I am afraid of failing again. The shadows of the past are still popping up.”

“I have a way to make you forget all the bad and good memories with your former husband.”

“How?” tanya Plain cut.

Cup…

Cut was silent as if his body was unable to move. A kiss on his cheek suddenly made all his thoughts blank instantly.

“Disappeared right? I have guessed.”

Rendra smiled smugly looking at the female filler her heart fell silent and did not dare to look at her again. He ventured to hold one of Cut's hands and looked at the woman closely even though Cut turned his face.

Cut looked down at Rendra's hand in his hand. It was hard to resist this man with all his feelings. The feeling that once existed is now back. The feeling under the sound of the bullet evaporated back into the chest.

“So what's your decision? Give me the answer now! I don't want to wait anymore and the edges we are separated again like before. For a long time I lamented losing you without knowing the answer you would give. So right now I am forcing you to give me an answer. And I hope your answer won't disappoint me.”

“I asked Mak Cek Siti and Pa-“

“They have agreed.”

“We're better isikha-“

“I have been and the answer remains you. Both then and now.” Cut took a deep breath.

“Let's go when ki-“

“Now!”

“CUT ZULAIKHA, are you willing to marry me? Answer it now or we will continue to be here!”

“Why did you force it?”

“For you to.”

“I don't want?”

“Alright, then we will spend the night here.”

“I can go home on foot.” Reply Cut was about to stand up.

“As for information, here are many pigs and other wild animals.”

Cut was speechless, he had not expected it to end like this with Rendra.

“I give you one hour from now!”

Glegs…

Rendra turned her body and then spread her head over Cut's thigh. “Wake me another hour and you should be ready with the answer.”

Rendra took one hand of Cut and put it over his eyes, “Silau.”

Cut's heart raced faster than usual. This kind of atmosphere was very bad for his heart and heart. When Cut was racing with all his thoughts and feelings. Rendra had fallen asleep leaving Cut alone. Silently, Cut looked at the sleeping face intently. Handsome face with slightly dark skin. Cut still remembers if Rendra's skin used to be white but now it changes a little. Fatigue lines were clearly on his face. Cut's hand is still closing the pair of eyes that always make him flutter.

“You are perfect but why choose me?”

Slowly, Cut shifted his hand. He wanted to look at Rendra's face as a whole. Mapping that face in his heart and mind in the hope that something would make him change his mind. Cut continued to watch the face intently until suddenly both of Rendra's eyes opened. Both of them involved direct eye contact to make Cut difficult to swallow his own saliva

“What's your answer?”

Degs…

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