AMARA
Chapter 62 Double Prov 2

We arrived at the house at five in the afternoon. And it was definitely not possible for us to make a pilgrimage that afternoon either. When we arrived, it turned out that Amara and the others had just arrived. They went on vacation from Bandung.

Tin ... Tin... Tin...

Mas aldi's. Honk the horn so the security guard there opens it.

Serettttttt (fence in nikya)

"Thank you sir." I said to the security guard, like he was new, because I just saw him today.

Amara and the others looked towards us. We went down and approached them.

"Assalamualaikum mbak."

"Waalaikumsalam, Diamond. Tumben what are you here for?"

"We intend to take a vacation. But before I took the children and mas Aldi to make a pilgrimage first to the tomb mas Damar."

"Oh so. Come on inside, why are you still standing here."

We all came in, and we sat in the living room.

"Where are you going on vacation?"

"I don't know yet. Kids who have a purpose, we can go where they go."

"Oh. It just so happened that we had just returned home from vacation."

"really? Wah we were wrong time dong if that is so, kasian mbak and others are still on cape. Then we'll just look for the hotel."

"No problem. If you want to rest, rest your room is still the old Intan. And the child's room is still in the same place. I didn't move it."

"Thank you mbak. Dinda."

"Yes Mom?"

"Bring your sister to sleep, son. Kasian he might be tired. But say goodbye to om and aunt."

"Yes mom. Ayok. Om aunt, we're gonna let you rest."

"Yes dear. Sleep on."

They also left, now it is just me and mbak Amara and their respective husbands, we also decided to equally rest and will chat again tomorrow.

Long story short again at eight o'clock, we are preparing to go on vacation, it turns out my son has planned to go to the top.

When they mentioned wanting to go to the top, my body suddenly relaxed, according to Amara. Mas Damar and Sinta died in an accident while going to the top.

"Mom. We just want to go on holiday to the top. According to my friend there is very cool and comfortable."

"peak?"

"Yes Mom."

I was shocked and silent. Mas Aldi who was sensitive to my situation at that time also held my hand tightly. It was like giving strength so that I could be more clairvoyant.

Indeed, I have not been completely illusory, and I tell the truth to mas aldi. And thank God he wants to understand, Kareena he was once in my current position.

"Yes Mom. We want to go on vacation to the top."

"Yes already. Come get ready and let your aunt and om ya."

"Good reward."

They left, after they left. I immediately turned to Aldi, as if asking why he allowed them to go to the top? He also knows very well. If mas dima and Sinta used to die when going to the top.

"Honey. I know your anxiety. But do you want to make our sons and daughters sad? Isn't this all we do to make them happy?"

"Quiet darling. I will help you to be strong from this fear." I just nodded. Hopefully nothing will happen later. I'm so scared if anything happens. I'm even more afraid if I lose this little family of mine.

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Prov Amara

After many months of treatment, my father finally gave up his illness. He breathed his last one month ago.

I really did not expect that my father would also leave me, and now I have no one.

Even now that I'm an orphan, my father's body was delivered to my house. And dad's funeral, tomorrow morning. And next to Dima's grave with sinta. It is easy for us to make a pilgrimage.

When the hospital told me about my father's departure. At that time I was taking my son to play, but suddenly I just got a phone call. Which got me into a sudden heart attack.

My phone's ringing ...

"Yes. Hello."

"Is this really amara? The son of Dani's father?"

"Yes. Is correct. Whose father?"

"I from the hospital want to tell you that$ dani's father is dead."

"W-what?" I was surprised to not believe it.

"Please father or mother come to the hospital to take care of the body."

"Yahhhh........." My yelling. To make mas Andi wake up and wonder why I scream.

"Why baby?"

"Dad ... Father ... Dad ..."

"Why father?" Feeling like I didn't get an answer, and then mas andi took my phone. And a second later he left. He said he wanted to take care of my father's needs.

I want to come but Andi again does not allow me, he said let him alone. I followed and stayed home, preparing everything.

In front of the house was spread yellow flags, and seats for residents were available, already many citizens who came to my house to serve.

An ambulance entered my yard.

Again the sound that made me hysterical, I screamed at the siren. I've heard it twice and brought sadness to me.

"Lord. Forgive my mistake father's mistake." My prayer in my heart.

The casket had come down from the ambulance, I was crying as it would be. And it turns out that the father was not in prayer but was taken to the final resting place. I just found out, but according to the residents, because the father of a convert so better to pray.

Yes, my father was a convert, when he was about to marry my mother, and I just found out. I don't know when you converted.

"Talia ... Why do people I care about go to Talia?" I said to Talia.

"Patience, mom. God loves them more, now the great master is no longer in pain in the world."

"But Talia. He will still feel the pain of the afterlife."

"I don't know mom. It's almighty business."

I wept. Trus continuous. Father's funeral will be held this afternoon. Because dad was being delivered a little afternoon.

The funeral began. This time I'm coming. Because my son is big. So mas andi allowed me, on condition that I no longer cry in the grave. Because he thinks pity you if my tears drip into the grave ground. I just nodded. I didn't know if I was going to cry or not.

All the way to the funeral, I just daydreamed and didn't know what else to say, it felt like my world was broken. People I love leave me alone in this world.