AMARA
Chapter 32

After returning from the office I went straight home and when I got home it turned out Amara was still angry with me even he did not reprimand me, I will try to restore Amara as she was a good child she was like that because she loved her mother.

And today my two sisters-in-law came to the house I believe Amara called her, after I finished cleaning my body, I immediately followed those who were watching tv to accompany Dion watching, but a word Lisa made me stunned and pecked for a moment.

"Mas Dani should be if mas dani does not love Kaka I do not la make Kaka I suffer more I do not want Kaka I become sick again rich first, he said, I'll take my Kaka to stay with us because living here is free there he only feels pain."

I'm silent

"The plan is today we will take you with us, yesterday afternoon ka Lia told me that you had a fight with your first wife and even ka Lia insulted by her but you just kept quiet, I say thank you for your kindness all."

Turns out lia called them I thought amara, but why? Here is their home and this will Tegal be his home, please give me one more chance to make amends yesterday I am so sorry I forgot with my promise to amara.

"I'm not sorry, son, I'm sorry dad mom I promised you I wouldn't do it again."

But they were just silent but there was something strange where the other two children were? Are they in the room? Lisa seemed to know who I was looking for she told me that my two children had left this house on the grounds that they wanted to be independent

"Damar went out of the country with his wife and will settle there while Sinta he went with his partner to go where."

"What ...?? But why did they leave without saying goodbye to me? Is that as bad as my fault is that I'm no longer considered to exist by them?"

"Lia mas please don't leave this house dear, this house is your house please forgive me for being guilty."

But Lia was just silent her eyes were fixed on Al our two children. Al who is active in his active period he is not good at silence and even if I ask for help because he will not understand about all this.

I rested before him I asked him for forgiveness I begged him to stay with me here, but again Lia just kept quiet without answering a word and this is what makes me even more confused I have to how to get Lia to talk to me.

But instead of talking he got up and walked to the back of the sofa and it turns out that there are already their suitcases that are ready to go from here, I am confused what should be pointing at them now? I'm so confused now that Lia's been ignoring me I'm afraid if she divorces me ahh lest Lia divorce me no no it won't happen I won't let that happen.

I continued to follow them to the doorstep even my son Al was taken with them.

"Please don't go I promise I won't do it again I swear."

"Lia think dear child, don't leave my life I love you so much I beg you come back to me."

"Imara please persuade your mother, son, I don't want you to leave my life, come on please."

But again they just shut up I have to how is this? I don't know what to do they seem like they're really gonna leave me ahh stupid me why I can forget that I was once depressed and he can't hear a commotion or a snatch that will make him even more depressed.

Lia my wife really went to leave me alone in this house I went into a house that now feels lonely because there are no them, because there is no, normally we would joke in front of the tv and would mess up Al.

Although in this house there are helpers, gardeners and security guards but still it feels different ...

Arghhhhh just a day in their stay gone I feel very lonely I've been hanging with lia usually he will prepare me warm tea or my favorite food but now ahhhh Lia come back baby I admit I was wrong I don't remember everything I've forgotten something important in my life.

God gave Lia back to me I can't live without her empty it feels like I'm far from her I love her so much and love her god, she said, unlike the time with Sonya I'm more indifferent than before I do not care about him when he loves me what might if later lia divorce me, I take Sonya back to me he wants? Surely you dong well he love me dead hahha

Does lia not think there are al who still need complete parental affection? Yes, amara did not get it but it is not appropriate he did this to al, al, Al is my son he should be happy with me if lia can not I get I will take back al I will make Al bring lia back to me.

I know Lia's a good person and she won't refuse her son's request she'll do anything for his son that's all I know and I'll try it, I don't want to lose Lia I've thrown Sonya away and I won't let go of lia until then.

"Dear wait for me to come pick you up my wife." My words are confident

I went into the room it felt lonely after the departure of Lia and the children, is this how it feels to be a lonely widower? Ahhh I don't want that to happen I have to find a replacement first I can be divorced by lia for now I don't want to divorce her and don't let it get divorced I don't want it happens, I love with her I love to die with her if I can't get her then anyone else can't have her.

Lia darling I miss you why can you leave me dear ahhh this is all because of Sonya because of her I lost the person I love just watch out for you Sonya if you meet me no I'll let you get away with me I'll make you pay for everything you've done.

Tonight I sleep alone in this spacious room it feels empty and I can't wait for tomorrow to arrive, tomorrow I'm going to look for Lia and my son's first destination is Lisa's house yes maybe now they're at Lisa's house.

Next day

This morning bi edoh only made me breakfast fried rice and warm tea after I finished I immediately rushed to Lisa's house, along the way I kept hoping that she would come home with me today I would bring them back inside the house and I wouldn't let them leave me.

I'm so lonely at home alone I need a friend but not Sonya, if Sonya was the same as me because for decades we were married I never once considered her my wife even when I first knew that damar was not my son, I immediately divorced Sonya but she still did not want to get out of my house did not have the shame of her people so rich.

After a long journey I finally arrived at Lisa's house but her house looks deserted even her gate in a double padlock, even though there is a security guard but lisa is used to double-locking her door she is always careful her people are never careless.

Lisa is no less beautiful with their sister lia very beautiful and sweet I do not regret because I have m*m*p*r*o*a Lia first, I have no regrets, even I'm thankful that I can have such a beautiful woman that I don't want to let her out of my arms I don't want that to happen.

"Assynolajet. Lisa Liss out Lisa's I'm dosing your brother-in-law"

"Lis, inside there's Lia and my son right? Please tell them to tell them to come home a I beg you I promise I won't hurt them again."

"Sina.."

I screamed behind the gate for a long time but there was no sign of life in there. I was sitting in front of the fence but suddenly a mother mother passed by and was about to go to her house by chance she was Lisa's neighbor.

"Mas, I'm Lisa's sister-in-law, right?"

"Yes ma'am, do you know where they are?"

"Today I saw Lisa and the family leave but I didn't know where they were."

"Oh so yes Mom thanks for the information, Mom later if they have come home please contact me yes, this is my business card. If so, excuse me, ma'am"

"OK sir."

I was disappointed that they weren't home and where were they? Or don't they go back to the village? But it feels impossible they go there because the house there has been sold their truck where? I kept asking myself where they were going and I had to find out where else it felt like I had lost the will to do whatever spirit in my life was them, they are like my encouragement in every activity I really miss it all, Lia come back to me lia I beg I can die if it continues like this.