AMARA
Chapter 53 Prov Intan

My name is diamond, I am the wife of mas damar we have been married for seven years, and we have two children. Our first child, Dinda, is now six years old. Our second son, Arkana, was two years old.

My father's name is Gunawan and my mother's name is Resti. I was a broken home child, because often times the father tortured the mother in front of me, even the father prefers to busy himself in the office rather than at home with us.

Usut had a mouth turns out that father and mother married because of coercion, mother and father were betrothed by my feet, and the birth of me for father was the biggest mistake. But even so I still love him, because my mother always taught me to respect my father, you however he remains my father.  And someday I will need it.

When I was twenty-five there was a young man coming with my father, he said that he would propose to me to be his wife. But I was so afraid to get married, because I had a very difficult time to forget. Even I lost the only thing I thought was precious. However, my father forced me to marry him, and my mother persuaded me to accept the young man, short of the story we finally got married.

I was asked by Damar to move house, but I refused, because I wanted to stay with my mother. Because for me mother is my protector all this time, she who always protects me and mother also always gives me advice when I am down and do not know what to do.

I don't know, I don't know if Damar knows about me or not, I don't think about him too much, because I don't love Damar yet.

Three months passed, I was pregnant with my first child and at that time my mother died because someone hit her, but everyone thought that my mother died in an accident. I don't know who's behind all this, I'm so devastated to know all this, it feels like my world is destroyed that the source of my power is gone and I'm alone.

Even during my marriage, I never once met his family mas damar, mas Damar said that his family is not living together again, even he is not the biological son of his father who is now, he said, I who listen to his story become pity. Long time we lived together finally the taste appeared, but when the taste was present I caught mas damar with a woman I did not recognize.

With a jealous fire I approached those who were busy shopping, mas Damar and the woman was shocked when I saw it arrived there was behind them.

"Your gold, you have betrayed our holy marriage all this time. And you young man, look at this. The man with you has impregnated me, it m*m*e*k*s* me. Do you want him to accompany you too, huh?" I said to them.

"Intan, calm down, baby. It's not like you see." His rebut.

"Then what is this? Why are you guys so friendly, even you guys shopping together while I am? You let me shop alone, mas."

"Enough Intan. It was my sister Sinta. He's my mother's son, and you know we're shopping for our needs in a new home. I'm gonna take you out, we're gonna live in a new house."

"I don't believe."

"Look, I'll show you the evidence, and stop crying for our son."

I don't want to stop crying either. We headed to an apartment, and it turned out that the apartment belonged to Sinta. There are so many family photos, even photos of mas damar carrying small sinta are there.

"Now I believe, don't I? Even Sinta was really my sister, baby."

"Now let's go home, and I'll tell you everything at home. I'm sorry that I never introduced you to a big family, until a misunderstanding like this." Mas Damar's regret.

"I'm sorry for being suspicious of you, too, and I'm sorry for that." He just nodded.

"Sir. Then we'll go home."

"Loh ko came home anyway? Don't eat here?"

"Other times deck, your Kaka-in-law's sister might be exhausted."

And finally we came home, we still live in my father's house, because I don't want to leave this house yet. Even I still sleep in my mother's room, while my father sleeps in the guest room.

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Nine months have passed...

I gave birth to Dinda, our first daughter. I'm so happy because now my title is a mother's bath.  Likewise with father, he did not stop fondling his grandson, although for my father was his biggest mistake but not for his grandson.

I gave birth with a caesarean, because I did not experience the opening at all, even until my amniotic fluid was dry.

It didn't feel like three days had passed, so I was finally allowed to go home. I went back to my father's house, and there was also love waiting. We are getting closer, I already know everything because ever since that incident, mas damar has been more open to me. Even I with Sinta became very close, I already considered her as my own little sister because I was born into an only child mother and father. According to mom, if you don't want to make the same mistakes you did. Father could not accept mother as his wife despite decades of marriage.

But behind it all, Mas Damar always incited me not to get too close to him. Because it will seek mas damar in revenge. He told me that my mother-in-law had left his father's mansion. Due to the father-in-law's unjust actions, even the father-in-law has repeatedly divorced Sonya's mother.

But Sonya's mom didn't want to get out of that big house. Until finally she was found pregnant again by another man, and forced to be expelled by her husband.

Long story short, my son is now four years old, and he is required to take the Kindergarten class. And mas Damar took us with him to move to Singapore to have a better education. I have repeatedly refused the invitation to mas damar but he never listened to me talk.

And inevitably we also comply with what he said, we move there, and start a new life in a new country also for us.