AMARA
Chapter 58 Conditions

Now that I've been in the hospital for about a week, it turns out I have to be removed because there is an infection, this is all because of the act of the damar bang. He must get a proper reply.

I was so unwilling that if he was only given a light sentence, when I was lying down, there was someone knocking on the door of my ward.

Geck... Geck... Geck...

Why not just go in? Pake event knock door everything, usually also likes to go straight in.

Chequelek

I just noticed who was coming to see me, and it turned out....

"Mbak Amara huhu ..." Yes who came with the husband Amara, I am really ashamed to meet them with this situation.

"Cup. cup... Baby, don't cry. Why are you crying?"

"Huhoo... I'm ashamed mbak, I'm ashamed to meet mbak, I'm ashamed because I've made a great disgrace to our family. There must be a lot of neighbors who scoff at us because I mbak."

"No dear. It's all not right, we're all fine and look until we're here now, that means everything's fine."

I was silent to see the expression of Mbak Amara, it was like he did not hide something, but mas andi's face could not lie, I saw that there was a dislike of Andi to me.

I just remembered my father's condition, how was he? And what is the condition of the woman? I've been asleep for too long until I don't know the developments out there.

I ventured to ask Amara, and Amara explained everything very painstakingly. Everything until nothing else was covered, at first mbak amara did not want but because I was forced and mas andi also told him to be honest, he finally told everything.

I was devastated to learn that you had to enter the ICU room, and this was because of me, sorry I am. I haven't been able to make you happy and I'm giving you a burden.

My life is now full of grudges, although mbak amara kept telling me to ihklas but it doesn't feel easy.

I wonder why Amara is so easy to forgive the father who abandoned her for a dozen years? Does he not remember how he treated his mother? And easily his father left mother Lina.

According to the information I got, it turns out that bang damar did this all because of mother's orders, I did not expect that mother had the heart to do this cruel thing to me her biological child.

Reality after reality as if slapping me simultaneously, I really did not expect, that God would reply to all of this very quickly.

I realized that I wasn't perfect even I was as dirty as my mom, I deserved this.

"Love not to think everything has become the destiny of God, we can not do much."

"But mbak. I still can't accept that the mastermind of all this is mom. Why did my mother do this to me? Am I not his real son?"

"Istighfar Sinta, you should not talk like that about your mother. Pity him in nature. He would be very sad to hear all this."

"Let him mbak. I'm really disappointed in you, if you're still alive, I'd like to ask you what this all means?"

"Have rested. Ma'am and mas Andi pamit go home, because mbak also have to check the contents of mbak to the doctor."

"Yes mbak. Heart on the road."

I was so jealous of Amara's life, she was so happy after what she had gone through, I'm not sure if someday there will be a man who will accept me sincerely.

Because what I know, the men out there are getting married for the sake of getting offspring, while I am? I will never be able to give my husband offspring.

* * *

The day of my return arrived. Ma'am Amara didn't pick me up, because I didn't want to bother him. I chose to go home to my apartment, I don't think I've been here for a long time.

During the journey I kept thinking about what steps I would take. I took my phone that I hadn't touched in a long time. When it was active, there were a lot of incoming messages.

Ting

Ting

Ting

["Love. I'm sure, if you get out of the hospital. You're gonna open my message."]

["Remember this Sinta. Even though you are my sister but I won't let you off just like that, I will continue to amaze you in my grasp."]

["You'll be my life partner. And you will truss like that until we are called almighty. hahahaha."]

["Even I know. About your operation, it doesn't matter to me, because I already have a baby girl."]

I was surprised, when reading message after message, sent by bang Damar, it turns out he never gave up. Even he intended to make me his companion, I became like this because of his actions.

At that time I experienced k*g***ran, because it was pushed very strongly, and at that time mas amar instead of helping but he even added my wounds with brass, bringas, until I ran out of d**h by his deed.

I didn't expect Mas Damar to do this to me. I became trembling but with all my might I tried to strengthen myself, so that I would remain strong and be able to fight it.

I have to devise a strategy, to serve the damar bang. I can't just shut up. In this place I remembered how their brassieres did that to me.

I did not expect that the women who made her bait, was her affair bang Damar as well, even more surprising was that they were used to doing all three of these. They really don't know their shame.

Event after incident fosters my hatred of men, I hate them, I hate their actions that are arbitrary to menagain to women, even with ease they make us as his slaves.

["I'll wait for your arrival bang."] Send

It turns out to tick two. Was bang damar not in jail all this time? Or was he declared free? But why should a human like him be free to roam? Why isn't he in prison for life? I really hate him more.

I'll strategize from now on to fight him. I will not be silent as before, I will not be his slave. But he, he should be my slave.

Maybe I will pretend first so that he does not suspect me, and until my plan goes smoothly, after that I will make him submit to me.

* * * *

Prov Damar's

They think they can imprison me? Clearly they knew wrong for having dared to fight Damar.

I was still furious with Sinta, she had dared to play fire with me. Just wait for you Sinta. I'll wait for you to get out of the hospital, even if I know you've had a major surgery. Obviously I did that because I did it on purpose.

At first I lost a lot to them, but this time they were the ones who would lose to me, I didn't hear that Amara was taking part in all this. Even I heard that the content of Amara is weak, I hope that the child born by her does not last long and menin**al. In order for him to be divorced by Andi, after that I will enter the life of amara as a hero.

Waw is such a spectacular idea in my head. I can't wait for the day of my day with my beloved.

* * *

I kept sending Sinta messages. I know today he's allowed to go home, but not with dad, I don't care about that guy. Let her ma** in the hospital, I really don't care a bit about her.

While I was eating the fruit, there was an incoming message from Sinta. It turned out that he was replying to my message hahaha.

["I'll wait for you bang "]

That's how Sinta replies. It turned out that he now had great guts, and dared to challenge me. So great is he, wait for you to recover for a while, and we'll have fun.

We'll spend a lovely evening together, enjoying its dark night and its cold air at night.

I'm sure there won't be any men who want to marry you. And I'm sure he'll never find that guy.

Which man would want a woman to not have a uterus? Obviously all men want a descendant to continue their treasure.

Since that incident, I no longer know where my wife and children are. I really regret Intan running away, even though she is a wife who is very tired of me. He didn't talk much either but at the time, it was only the first time he spoke to me a lot.

And all the talk, is a fact.

Flashbacks

"Did you say mas? You're saying I peddle my body to a striped-nose guy? As long as you know. Back when I was seventeen, I had a p*merkos**n by a group of thugs, and not long after that incident my own father tried to m*mepek**a me also mas. And you easily slandered me like that? I'm sorry I'm not your mother or your sister. Don't equate me with them."

Plaques

"You talk, Intan, don't you ever dare talk like that again, I don't care how old you are, which obviously you've been sold by your own father for money."

"I don't care. Now I'm asking for a divorce with you. I don't want to continue this marriage anymore."

"At any time I won't divorce you."

"Then I will divorce you. We'll just wait for it."

Hearing Intan's threat, I climbed black I tortured her mercilessly until she was helplessly limp.

Baby though. My guess is wrong, Intan managed to escape, even he reported all this to the police.

Flashback off

I heard that Intan was being treated for wounds, as a result of my torture, and since then I have never met him and my children again. I don't know where they live now, I've been looking where they are but I haven't met them.

Today I was preparing to go to Sinta in her apartment, I know she was there because my father's house was so quiet as there was no life.

Even the police line was still stretched there, during the journey I kept thinking about what step I first took, because I couldn't possibly hasten this process.

I will play him first, until he really submits to me, I will make him afraid of the outside world and not dare to go out of the apartment.

After a while of travel I finally arrived at Sinta's apartment, I went straight to her room.

Long story short I have arrived in front of the room owned by Sinta.

Geck... Geck... Tock....

Geck... Geck... Geck...

Cclek

"Mas Damar's. Dare you come here too."

I sneaked into her room, without waiting for Sinta's approval first.

"Love. How are you, dear? How does it feel to have lost your uterus?"

"Ga is very polite. Maen just come in, this is how the host is still standing in the door."

"That's dear. Don't complicate things, let's enjoy this time together, don't be your hypocrite Sinta ."

"Oh yeah. What about the old man.? Has it been m**i.?"

"You mean dad.?"

"Who else is the old man.?"

"Just watch what you say. No matter how she accepts you and mom, if she doesn't accept you, I don't know what your fate is."

"Silent you are love. Better hurry now that I'm eating the food, I'm so hungry."

"I don't want to bang."

"Take care of me fast."

By having to love, cook me my favorite food from the first. Indeed, besides amara, he is the one who always makes the cuisine very tasty even I can add to it repeatedly, because it is so delicious. I really want to have love. If only I was with her instead of Kaka the sisters I married her.  Sinta was also the same as Amara, she said that she would not marry me because I was her brother.

Around twelve o'clock I was very sleepy, and I fell asleep on our used sofa first, more precisely the former I trapped him with my other two friends.

I walked into Sinta's room, where I took her clothes. Yes, I will use black magic to make him unable to escape from me.

"I'm sorry brother, deck. Brother is forced to do all this, because brother hates you, brother hates the attitude of the father, brother hates why brother can not be loved by the father like he loves his biological son."  Gun me in my heart.

After I got what I wanted, I immediately left sinta who was still sleeping on the sofa. Maybe he was tired from cooking me. Let him be like that. I don't care if he lets her get cold, he wakes up on his own.

I left her, and of course I did not forget to bring her apartment keys, so that she could not escape from there. He can't leave without my knowledge, he can come out with me. And not to be with people right, I would not be willing if he was with others, it was enough Amara with Andi, Intan ran away but not with love, my new lover.