AMARA
Chapter 10

Days change, times change. It has been 3 days since Reza's confession. Amara is now contemplating in her room. Holding his blanket and staring at the window filled with rainwater with a blank look.

Mind fucked. She recalled, when Reza confessed her feelings to Amara. Amara refused it outright.

"Gue likes you"

That's the sentence that now ringing in Amara's head. Amara, who was confused at that time, then said a word that made Reza sad.

"We're temen Za... We can't have more relationships"

Amara hated this feeling. Feelings of sadness, disappointment, and confusion appeared simultaneously on him.

He had long since gazed at the ceiling that was enveloped by black clouds. Some lightning seemed to be heard from a distance.

Amara wakes up and chooses to sleep.

The next day, Amara left for school.

While in front of the gate, Amara briefly saw Reza who was with his friends. He also approached Reza who was with Riski and Ilham.

"Good morning y'all" said Amara as soon as she got in front of the three of them.

"Morning too Ra" said Ilham.

"My English dub is Ra" said Riski.

"Eat him learning stupid" Ilham told Riski.

"Hahaha, are you my bales Za? Very bad deh lo" said Amara pouted.

"It's up to me dong" replied Reza.

"Bodo is very, yes I want to go to class first. Bye.." said Amara before leaving the three of them.

Amara walked towards the classroom by passing through the school corridor.

After arriving at the class, Amara put her bag on her stool. Then he sat down and talked with his friend waiting for the bell to ring.

After the lesson hours are over, now it is also changed with the rest hours. Many children passed by in front of Amara's class.

"Ra, come here. There are people going out" Renata said suddenly while pointing out of class. The curious Amara immediately turned to the direction Renata meant.

"Where?" amara said wryly because she did not find the person Renata meant.

"The myopic yes lo, it's in front, again sitting near the banyan tree loh" said Renata slightly raised his tone.

"Eh.....? Oh that!!" Amara was now happy after finding the person who was alone earlier referred to by Renata.

"Yes, what should I do dong? Their right to date." said Amara again as if he did not care.

"That's not what I mean. You didn't see? It's Reza woi. It's crazy" Renata's starting to crack.

Amara was shocked and began to notice a man sitting with his girlfriend under a banyan tree.

After watching for a long time, Amara immediately widened her eyes. He felt shocked and unexpected if what Renata said was true. He noticed from a haircut that was very similar to Reza. So does his body size. Although Reza's body size as most teenagers his age, but he still has a characteristic, namely broad shoulders.

Amara's chest is now pounding. All negative thoughts appeared in his mind. His eyes were full of tears. It was like she wanted to cry. It felt like his whole body was hot.

Amara said in her mind.

'Crazy'

'I'm a gini?'

When Amara felt something unusual about her, the school bell rang.

Amara wiped out all her negative thoughts and immediately prepared her books and stationery for her next lesson.

Two days after Amara witnessed Reza dating a woman, Amara now rarely communicates with Reza. Likewise, Reza also now rarely invite Amara to walk as usual, even not invite him to chat if Amara did not start it.

Now Amara is lying in her room while listening to music at night. He listened to his favorite music.

Amara daydreams. Look at the ceiling of the room with both eyes. Both of Amara's ears are covered by a Bluetooth headset that he installed so that he can freely listen to his favorite music with a high volume.

Amara is shocked to see Reza just popping out of the corner of her room wearing her school uniform and calling her name. He was shocked and immediately stood up. He spoke to Reza.

"Za? What's happening there?".

"....." Reza did not answer. But he only stretched out his hand like a prince inviting a royal princess to dance with him.

Amara received the helping hand and began to dance. Amara was shocked when her body reacted like that. He felt like his body was being controlled by something. He also tried to stop his body. However, no matter how hard Amara tries, it will definitely not be able to. He can only resign and enjoy the dance played by him and Reza.

The longer Amara studied, the more different the atmosphere he felt. Amara saw with both eyes that she and Reza were now on the edge of a steep cliff with very violent waves beneath them. The waves looked hungry and wanted to eat both of them. Amara and Reza are dancing in the moonlight that shines on the tops of their heads and causes a sparkling effect from the tops of their heads.

Reza's clothes, which were originally school uniforms, are now replaced with beautiful all-white clothes with accessories that are red and yellow gold. He then looked at the peaceful face of Reza who was now staring at him. Amara also saw that she had changed into a white dress with a rose in her dress.

Amara was carried away by Reza. The strong wind that touched the skin of the two of them with the floating dry leaves carried by the wind made Amara feel joy.

In the midst of their dancing, Reza's big right hand now pulls Amara's waist so that she gets closer to him. The left hand is now holding the fingers of Amara's soft and smooth hand.

Reza closed his eyes.

Then, unexpectedly, there was a black crow flying over their heads. The moonlight that illuminated them was dim. The sky turned pitch black. Then came a heavy rain with lightning that struck. The sound of lightning was enough to damage human hearing because it was so loud.

Reza also stopped his activities. He held Amara's hands. It faces towards the ocean. Amara could guess what Reza had in mind.

"Reza?" amara lirih.

Reza did not answer. He just daydreamed while looking at the waves of the ocean that moved very fast.

"Follow me" Reza said blankly.

That peaceful face had turned into the face of a demon. Reza's eyes turned black. Black liquid came out from both of his eyes and soaked both of his cheeks.

"Reza's... Don't want me.. Please" said Amara pasrah.

"Quiet darling. This is not as scary as you think" Reza said again.

Things turned dramatic. Amara was enveloped by fear. He was afraid of Reza.

As Amara tried to escape Reza's clutches, she suddenly gasped and found herself on her bed.

Amara's heart was beating very fast. Amara's lips were trembling. The temperature of his hands and feet was cold. His body was sweating and his whole body felt stiff. He still could not believe what he had just seen. He turned towards the corner of the room, where he first saw Reza. He shuddered, then what he saw was the corner of the room there was no one.

He washed his face and patted his cheek.

'PLAKKS'

"Aww.. hurts" Amara grimaced as she felt pain and heat on her cheek that she was patting.

He went to the bed and threw himself. He opened the phone and sent a message to Renata.

After a long wait, there was not a single answer from Renata.

"Maybe you're asleep" said Amara disappointed.

Then he looked at the clock.

"Still two o'clock? Kirain was four or five. When do I sleep? I felt like I had a dream long ago" said Amara.

"Gue is sleeping again. Still very malem" from now on, Amara only spoke alone, without anyone answering his words.

Amara pulled the blanket. He closed his eyes, trying to fall asleep. However, several times trying, Amara never fell asleep. In fact, he was increasingly unable to sleep. His eyes are wide open now. She was upset and grabbed her own hair. Then take a hair tie and tie her hair.

"Mending me to watch a movie" he said then took his laptop and started watching a movie.

In the morning, Amara is getting ready to go to school. Amara looked lethargic and uninspired. He looks like a dazed man. His eye bags are black. Just like a panda's eye.

After finishing getting ready, he then left school with his mother delivered by car.

When she arrived at school, Amara immediately ran to her class and went to sleep. He did not care about the pr or the picket schedule, what he thought this time was that he could go to sleep immediately.

"Eh Ra, that's so good. Dateng-dateng mollor, pickets!" renata told Amara.

"Hmm? I'm not sorry Ren. Later I will return home I picket ya" said Amara with a clean sliver.

"No-no! Anyway picket now" said Renata stubbornly.

"Okeyy.." said Amara resigned then took a broom and began sweeping the floor of her class.

While Amara was reaching under the table, Reza came.

"Lemes is very sir" said Reza, who had just entered the class and rubbed Amara's hair.

"Diem lo" said Amara justifies his hair that was messy due to rubbed by Reza.

"Eh?" amara was confused. "That holds my head Reza?" say Amara again.

Amara was confused and looked towards Reza who was sitting in her chair. Reza who realized that he was being noticed by Amara immediately turned his gaze to Amara. When their eyes met, Amara immediately turned her eyes away from Reza. Reza was confused, then he immediately resumed his activities.

"My heart why gini anyway?" said Amara Lirih while holding her chest. Right now, Amara's heart rate is racing. She was ashamed of Reza. He immediately dispelled the embarrassment and swept back.

During the break, Renata approached Amara.

"Amara, yuk canteen" Renata told Amara, who was now drowning her face in both hands.

"Huh?" amara raised her head.

"Geez, your eyes are really zombie-like items" Renata said after seeing Amara's face.

"Gue sleepy. From earlier I was resistant to the lesson time" said Amara.

"Eat him, let's go to the cafeteria. You drink ice or whatever, just immediately. Let's not sleep anymore" said Renata gave advice.

"By me, I'm nitip but".

"No, don't want me. You have to come" Renata refused.

"Yahh, temen lo is miserable again. The same time as me?" renata said with his puppy eyes, hoping Renata would obey his wishes.

"Okey, where's your money?" said Renata who finally resigned and chose to buy Amara.

Amara said nothing and immediately handed over the money. Renata leaves and Amara falls asleep again.

"It's so funny my baby" Reza said, looking at Amara, who was sleeping on her desk. He watched Amara from a distance.

"Ra, woi orders lo dateng nih. I didn't wake up drinking" Renata said trying to wake Amara up.

Amara awakens and receives her order from Renata.

"Thanks" said Amara.

"Okey, uh by the way, you why is that?" ask Renata.

"Why what?" amara asked confused.

"Why do you sleep?" asked Renata curiously.

"Oh, I was watching a movie this morning. I didn't sleep, I woke up at three. I can't sleep, I watch movies instead of daydreaming" explained Amara.

"Well? Why are you waking up at that hour?" ask Renata again.

"Gue had a weird dream, I think I was lucid dreaming. I think yes" explained Amara again.

"Makanya lo gausah niruin tutorials odd deh. It's terrible" said Renata.

"Gue ain't on purpose".

"Oh, btw play yuk. Muters" take Renata.

"Okey, go home from school yes" said Amara agreed to Renata's invitation.