AMARA
Chapter 49

The day after Sinta came to this house, the mother was immediately rushed to the hospital, the mother was diagnosed with heart disease.

I don't know since when my mother had the disease, even if my mother had been living a healthy life, I never let her eat unhealthy food. Even my brother Al, is following the pain because he is new to know has a history of congenital heart disease.

I really feel like a useless child at the same time you, I let two people I love, have been sick all this time without my knowledge. I also blame myself, at my young age of marriage, I was given a very good test. Heavy even from a long time ago, I felt the test God gave was endless.

We are still waiting for the results of my mother in the hospital, my mother and sister are required to be hospitalized, because of her severe illness.

When I was sitting with my uncle, aunt and husband. Mother called us to come closer.

"Mara..." Mother's voice was slow, yet still audible

"Yes, mom. Amara's here."

"Here son."

"Son. Forgive your father, do not take revenge again, your father has got his karma son. Live in peace." I'm nodding.

"Lisa, Ande. Titip my son Amara, don't let him get hurt or cry. Love her. I'm not strong anymore, I'm sorry to bother you, Al I'll take it away."

"What did mom say.? Mom and al. Will stay with me Mom, I promise I won't take revenge on you again. I promise I'll forgive you, but my mother and sister have to stay with me."

"Receive destiny son. Ihkla." Titttttttttt

"Mother...."

We were crying to see my mother go away, it all felt like a dream, I can't believe you're going to leave me so soon. Now I'm just a kara, I don't have anyone else.

"Mara. I'm calm, there's still aunt. Ihklas son."

"Right sweetheart, you have to be sincere. My uncle and I will take care of everything first, you don't be like this, baby, mother. We have to learn ihklas."

"But I...."

"Look off. Let's pack up, stuff and get ready to go home."

I don't want to follow my aunt, to pack everything.

"Mom. Why would you leave me, after what I fought for my mother, what is this that you wrote for me.? Mother replied with her departure, I really did not expect Setega's mother to me." I said in my heart.

"Patience son, all is God's will. You can't talk like that, baby."

"But bi ..."

Finally we all went home, as well as the bodies of my mother and sister, it turned out there was a lot of people. Today I lost two people I love, they left me alone.

Why don't they take me along.? Why did you leave me.? I fought hard, for my mother. For the well-being of the mother, but the mother went away for a long time.

As I was sitting reading the holy verse of the Quran, it turned out that the father was also present, he cried seeing the departure of the mother.

Now I realize how much love and regret my mother loved me, but all that can't change everything. Now that mom was gone and calm in nature, dad approached me crying, near my aunt.

"Son. I'm sorry son, I can't take care of your mother."

"Why did you come here for.? Look dad, mom's gone she left me dad. Are you satisfied now.?"

"Istighfar nak's romance."

"But aunt. Father is the cause of all this, if only father did not act arbitrarily mena at that time, surely mother is still there until now aunt."

Dad came up to me, and hugged me tightly. Honestly from childhood I never felt a father's embrace, back then. Even though I know everything, but I'm not this close to Dad. It was so comfortable, being in my father's arms, it felt like my heart was calm.

"Surpassed, son. I'm sorry, because Dad everything happened. If you want to hit me, hit my son, maki father, angry father as much as he. But forgive your sinful father, we live in peace, son, kill your mother if we do it like this."

"Let go of me Dad, I don't want to be hugged." I'm in a tussle, but the more I struggle the stronger you hold me. Until I finally gave up and did not fight again.

"Mom. Look mom, now me and dad are hugging, if mom sees this. I'm sure you'll be very happy, because you used to dream that I could make peace with you, and embrace each other. Now look at Mom, everything has been realized."

My mother and sister's funeral, which will be held tomorrow, still feels like a dream. I still didn't expect any of this to happen, even so quickly.

The next day...

When the funeral was over, we all went home, including my father. Now my father lives with us, for a few days. Maybe seven days mom.

"Dad..."

"Yes, kid. Why sweetheart.?"

"How is Sinta doing now.? Is he married to Damar.?"

"Love, daddy's brackets at home, son. Dad didn't let him out of the house, Damar's in jail, baby."

"Could you.? But why.?"

"He was proven to have committed rape, kidnapping, and molestation of the child of his biological father."

"His sister is also dad.?"

"True son."

"It means just like you used to mean to mom, you kidnapped and raped me, until I was born."

"Yes, kid. This is all karma for you, because you've done that to your mother. Dear loved ones until this moment, please do not discuss this again, son, we start a new life and forget everything. I've got karma worth this." I'm nodding.

Because I promised my mother that I would forgive my father, I would accept everything with a free heart.

Not felt seven days already, the departure of mother and al, now this house becomes quiet. Usually there will be a mother, who every morning is busy in the kitchen. To prepare us breakfast.

Although there is a marni in this house, but mother always wanted to go down alone to the kitchen to prepare everything, and now it's over.

"Mom. May mother and sister be quiet there, pray for me so that we will be back with Mom."

"Lord, I'm sorry, if I still can't fully. I still feel the presence of my mother by my side. Why did you take my mother.? We have just lived happily, but you have taken all God, the happiness I have dreamed of is now gone." Keep me in my heart.

Indeed, I should be able to accept everything with the airy chest, I have to explain their departure. But still, this heart felt a tremendous loss. How not, we just felt happiness, but it had to end like this.

I just felt, the whole family, now it's over. Do I not deserve to be happy.? In this house right now there's only me and bi Marni.

My aunt and uncle have returned home, my father has gone home, and my mother has started working. Although he initially wanted to stay home with me, but I forced him to keep working. Even though the company is his but he should not be as disdainful as that.

He must be professional at work, and model good for his employees.

While I was watching tv, it felt like my stomach was starting, and my head was dizzy.

Hoek..... Hoekk... Hoek...

I vomited all my stomach contents, made bi marni, approached me and worried.

"Oh my goodness, non why.? Does non amara get sick.? Let aunt help non."

"I don't know bi, it's like my stomach is nauseous and my head is so dizzy."

"Don't don't..."

"What bi.?"

Gosh, right. I haven't been in two months, am I pregnant.?

"I'm pregnant bi.?"

"Can be non, what should be non check only using testpack. Let auntie buy it, don't wait here, don't go anywhere." I just nodded, marni. It's like my mother, even though we met at my father's house but she loves me just as much as she loves her son.

According to bi Marni, she already considers me as her son. And even he loved me as much as he loved his own son. Shortly thereafter he returned.

"Non. This is a test in the bathroom."

"How do I use her bi.?"

"There's a hint of her non." I nodded and went inside, after a while later it turned out to be line two. Oh my god, is this all right.? Am I really pregnant.? I went out, and gave it to bi marni.

"My God, non. Really pregnant, Alhamdulillah, finally aunt became nene. Phone with Andi, non. Tell him he'll be very happy."

"Auntie's right, I'll call her."

Tutttt..Tut's..... Tut's....

But there was no answer from him. Maybe he was meeting.

"Not answered bi, is it better to send him a message first, maybe he's meeting."

"Just try non, ayok non sit first in the tv room. Let auntie make fruit juice, good for baby and mom." I nodded and followed the advice of aunt Marni.

(Picture photo) send

Drtts .... Drtts ... Drtts ....

Mas Andi called me.

"Darling, is that photo true, dear.? I'm gonna be a father."

"real mas. We're gonna be parents."

"Then wait for this handsome papa of yours, son, I'll go home now baby, what do you want me to buy.?"

"But it's still office hours."

"This is my office, it doesn't matter I'll be home at any time."

"Alright, handsome papa, I don't want anything. Heart in the way." Tuttts... This is the custom of mas andi, he always turns off the phone, one-sided. But I like it, it turns out that bi marni is already near me, I did not realize it.

"It's his juice non."

"Thank you bi, bi. I'm gonna be a mother and andi's gonna be a father."

"Daddy non. May the child who is non-born, healthy always, do not be too cape. If you need anything to say to aunt, let auntie prepare."

"Thank you again bi. If you were still around, maybe he'd be happy to be here too."

"believe it. Madam will always be in the heart of non, she must be happy to see a happy non."

"Auntie's right."

"Then excuse me auntie non." I'm nodding.

Shortly thereafter, Andy arrived. He hurriedly approached me who was sitting, drinking juice.

"Honey.... My wife's... Where're you.?"

"I'm in the TV room mas."

"Ahh here apparently. Is my son naughty.? Did he make you trouble.?"

"No dear, it was just nausea."

"alright. Let's go see the doctor, see how long it's been, my son's in there."

"It doesn't feel necessary to love."

"Lah's darling..."

"Hm. Alright." Finally we went to the hospital, to check my contents.

* In hospital

"Mother Amara..." Call sister.

We went inside to check on our son..

"Let's Mom, lay down first let me check." I obeyed him.

"This is my first pregnancy, ma'am.?"

"Yes doc."

"Good, sir, ma'am. The child in the mother's womb is five weeks old. I suggest to mom, not too cape huh. Nahh it's over, let's mom sit I'll explain."

After I sat down with my husband, the Dewi doctor began to explain everything.

"Mr. Should take care of the mother and her child, sir, do not make the mother tired, rest enough and eat nutritious food."

"Nice doc."

"Honey. Thanks for making me a papa, surely our son would be proud, for having a handsome father like me."

"Shutt's... Shame on the goddess doctor." I hit my husband's hand slowly.

"It's okay mom. Once again congratulations yes, this is my recipe for vitamins for mothers."

"Dok. Can't I see my son inside.?"

"For now do not first yes sir, because the content is still vulnerable, so father fasting first."

"All right doc. Excuse me, please." The doctor nodded. We went out of the room, and I felt really happy.

Along the hospital hallway, Mas andi was unceasingly holding my stomach, even he advised me to use a wheelchair.

But I don't want to, because I'm still strong walking, he said he was worried about the child in my womb. Afraid why napa, even though it is only walking in the hospital hallway until the parking lot.

Really mas andi very much lebay. after arriving in front of the loby, I saw there was a rancher there.

Mas Andi was as sensitive as what I saw, he took the initiative to buy me that rujak. Uh it felt so good, all the way home, mas andi did not let go of his grip on me.

Even though I tried to let go, because I felt this on the streets was not good, but he always replied, I do not want to let go of you even if only for a moment.

Why are you becoming more like this? It's just in the car, and it's not going anywhere.

When he got home, he grabbed my hand, until he made sure I was sitting on our bed.