AMARA
Chapter 26

Why am I like this? I feel tormented in my own home even worse yes again my heart is constantly sick because of them, because of them, indeed they do not hurt me physically but this mind really hurts like I can no longer help here.

Not to mention my children now they're closer to Amara and lia they kind of hate me but what's my fault? I want to give up but I still love Dani, I don't want to lose her that's why I let her remarry with Lia but it doesn't feel fair to me.

Mas Dani sleeps one room with Lia most likely they sleep one mattress but if with me mas dani will sleep separately even in my room there is a small mattress for his usual sleep.

"Dad if dad was here I would still have a backrest, but now it feels like my world is going to collapse my dad is no longer strong enough to live this all" I said in my heart.

I want to feel like I'm complaining to dani but I think there's a big wall between us that's in the way, yes the wall is lia I love you mas but why do you just think of Lia as your wife?

Once when I was watching Amara tv casually sitting sweet near me he whispered something that made me shocked.

"Hi my stepmother what is it like to be an old wife but be neglected? Delicious right? Pain huh pity calm mama Sonya is soon over and you can breathe fresh air outside, revenge that I do now is only temporary ko." My reflexes immediately turned to him wanting me to slap this child but unfortunately I do not have the strength for it if I slap him it is the same meaning I b*n*h d*r*.

Mas Dani once warned me that I should never hurt them if I violated I would be divorced and that made my guts shrivel, she said, mas Dani always threatened with the word divorce and worse it turns out this house has been given to them even in the name of Amara really mas Dani very outrageous no matter how I remain his wife.

The wife who gave the child to him even though the biological child he was just Sinta and that was the result I was trapped but still it was the child he wanted at any cost, Sinta had been close to Amara so she did not find it difficult to accept the village woman.

I'm confused about how to get all this back.? Bi Marni also went where I was having trouble getting information about them because bi marni is the key she must know everything about them because she came with them and even worked with him.

"Look Sonya thought, think about what plan you're going to make on them to make them feel stale." I said in my heart

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Three months passed after the wedding, today we are all gathered in the tv room yes even though our relationship is not good but we still try to gather like this so that children do not feel lonely after a day at work.

A moment later he opened the box and it turned out that it was a two-striped testpect, yes lia is pregnant and it is very clear that mas Dani is happy to get the news is different when I was pregnant mas Dani is just flat even he regrets having hung out with me.

Actually I was divorced by mas Dani when I heard lying and I set her up yes it was very fatal to me, I had dug my own death hole and since then Dani's been sleeping with me he's been sleeping in the guest room.

Even though I've been divorced but I don't want to get out of this house, my boy's resin has been accepted by Dani after many years of living in this house since lia's presence, mas dani can accept everything and I admit it but I still do not mind seeing them make out and not even ashamed they are mutually b*r*i*m*n in front of me I really envy seeing her and I want to feel her.

Everyone in the room was very happy to hear this good news but not with me, not even damar, Sinta and Amara alternately hold the stomach lia they look very happy because soon will get a sister.

Do I have to give up now? But if I give up it will make them happy and I don't want that to happen, I will try to be much stronger and act ordinary until there is a gap for me to ruin all this happiness.

I prefer to play hp even though I was gathered surfing on FB and looking for entertainment by looking at a photo of a handsome man yes he is very handsome, he is very handsome, suddenly there was an incoming message in my FB yes it was from this man he was wearing Bram.

Day by day Lia's stomach grew bigger and I got closer to Bram even as I repeatedly dated him, he is a rich and royal man I have given various gifts from him even in this house I become indifferent I no longer care about all of them here I am I found another happiness.

Even though I stayed at Dani's house, yes I will stay here until Bram wants to marry me and I will be happy to get out of this hell house, years of this house have been hell to me.

How can I not feel alien and tormented by all this, so intent Amara avenged me even he did not hesitate bright light in front of mas Dani talk rude to me and prank me even though there mas Dani was sitting sweet.

Let's see you'll regret having done this to me, I'll make you cry and ask for my forgiveness.

Today I'm going on a date with Bram my lover I don't care about mas dani tuh he also doesn't care about me, bram I brought into this house once when they were all on vacation out of town for a few days, I got her but I don't want to come with me on a date with Bram in this house after a couple of dates at Bram's.