When The Young Meets Gray
Julie's Heart

A tumor??? I haven't been on any cancer treatments, and now there's a tumor???

How'this? Why did I arrive to get a tubered ordeal like this? How do I talk to Flint, explain everything? But I don't want to, I have to tell Flint. Yeah, I gotta tell him. Today I will explain everything to Flint.

Stand off... Julie's phone rang because a message came in.

Flint's.

What do?

Julie's.

Draws. Not busy today?

Flint's.

No. gabe. What was?

Julie's.

I want to show you something.

Flint's.

Your picture?

Julie's.

Ja. After lunch, yes.

Flint's.

Okay, Julie. This is what I should do. Sooner or later, Flint has to figure it out. Julie prepares herself to tell Flint later. Very heavy, very heavy. He is incapable of being strong. He always cried when he thought of himself who was sick with cancer.

He really disappointed Flint. Moreover, Flint wanted a child from him. But fate said otherwise, he was sentenced to uterine cancer. He was not sure that he could produce a child for Flint when Flint wanted a child.

What am I supposed to do? Tell Flint to marry another woman so he can have a child like in a movie? How could that happen, she could not see the person she loved married another woman, sharing her husband with another woman. Adopting a child from an orphanage? Flint must have wanted a child that grew out of his own flesh and blood. But what am I supposed to do?

This afternoon is the most historic day for me. Where I had to witness Flint's facial features in person when I saw my examination results. Will he be angry? Or will she cry? Or is he hiding his disappointment? One thing is for sure, he was disappointed. I don't know how he expressed that disappointment. I love her so much, but my love doesn't make her happy. Unlike him who can always make me happy in any way.

This may be very unfair to him. He always gave me what I needed, what I wanted. But me? Giving a child to her cannot. What I have given him is not worth what he has given me. The rough language was that he had already given me happiness, but I instead returned it with disappointment. Milk is returned with tubal water.

Trust Flint, I don't want this cancer myself. Even all the people who have cancer, he really doesn't want it. If there was a choice, I would rather feel pain than cancer, let alone cancer in my womb. The place where there should be a fetus growing there.

Really, I see people who are battling cancer a lot. In my heart, I can only say that they will recover soon, that the cancer will soon disappear from their bodies, and that they will be given much strength to fight against the cancer. And apparently, I experienced it myself. I myself was diagnosed with uterine cancer.

It turned out that my heart was not as strong as my mouth that could speak like that. Many powers? Impossible feels. Many times I try to be strong, but I am not capable. I don't want to lie weak, drenched in grief because of my cancer. But this cancer is so great for getting me mentally down.

I envy the household life of other couples. Not because Flint is perfect, but I am imperfect. Household life will generally be happier if blessed with a child. Household life will be complete if blessed with a child. But my household? A lot of people are jealous of my home life and Flint's. They said we were both the perfect match.

But what is the truth? They have absolutely no idea what's going on now. Grateful they only see from the outside, from what is exposed to the media, they themselves do not know what is not exposed. Even I, myself, could not imagine what would happen if my illness was exposed. Will they still want this marriage?

Before everyone knew about my illness, I was the first to know about it. And to myself, I can pour out all of my heart. Thanks to myself, let's fight together.

Seriate...

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