The Substitute Woman on the First Night
Fear Alissa

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Upon arrival in the room, I decided to go straight to bed without waiting for Mas Denis to return. Though it was late at night, then why is my husband still busy with his work. What did he say was true that he indeed had work to complete tonight? Or is it just an excuse to avoid me?

"Why did it all get like this? Why, God?" I, who was feeling dizzy, chose to rise from my sleeping position. Sit on the edge of the bed looking around. I feel so lonely. Being alone without Mas Denis really makes me uncomfortable.

"If Mas Denis had known about the first night how? Is he going to divorce me? Is he gonna hate me?" Saying all of that really makes my heart feel so sick. It hurts until both my eyes start to water. Yes, I was crying too. Regretting everything I ever did. I should have told Mas Denis everything in the first place even if he was going to divorce me, rather than him having to know that I had deceived him by sending my twin sister on our first night and the end of my lie remained the same, which was a divorce.

"I'm sorry, Mas. Actually I was just afraid of losing you until I didn't think long before asking Mira to switch roles with me. I am so stupid! Now the pain's twice as painful because I'm really not willing to remember that first night you've been through with my twin sister."

For a few minutes I kept crying. Throwing my body back on the bed lamenting all the foolishness I had done. Even to go back and change everything is impossible.

Suddenly I remembered what Mas Denis said to make me sit on the bed. "Did Denis really know about my secret? Do I have to be honest and admit everything to her? But if I'm being honest, is it possible that Denis would forgive me?"

After thinking about everything for so long. It was a time when I began to feel confident. A decision that is certainly heavy. I think instead of waiting for Mas Denis to find out from Almira and it will only make him more angry, maybe it's good if I tell him first.

"Whatever happens next, I have to be ready. Although I really hope that Mas Denis will still forgive me." While taking a deep breath, I also stepped both my legs out of the room with curiosity that has continued to dwell in my mind since. My goal was to meet Mas Denis and tell him everything, even though there were doubts that still plagued me.

"Maas ...." Suddenly both my eyes bought when I did not find the figure of Mas Denis in the room.

"Where, Denis?" I stepped out of the room again. Start looking for Mas Denis and decide to go downstairs. However, suddenly as I passed through the room that my mother was supposed to be in, I heard a faint voice of someone from inside the room.

"It's not like the room should be empty. I'm gonna sleep in Mira's room." I'm getting curious. My mind is not careless at this time, especially when bad thoughts begin to creep in and so disturb me.

"What don't-don't? No, no way, there's no way Mas Denis and Mira are cheating behind my back." I continued to approach the room with breathing that was no longer regular. There was anger mixed with pain that now melded into one in my heart. It's really not something I want to see. My God, is this really going to happen?

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