The Substitute Woman on the First Night
Resist Anxiety

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Seeing that I was still sleepy, Mas Denis chose to go to the bathroom because I reminded him to work this morning. Even after finishing preparing himself, Mas Denis immediately went to work without waking me who was currently pretending to sleep because he was reluctant to hear my husband until discussing what we did last night.

To be honest, my mood is very bad today. It made me feel uncomfortable until I was so upset and like I wanted to vent the anger that I've been enduring since last night. Tired of being in a room with a hungry stomach, I came out of the room and arrived downstairs.

"Mbak, what the hell is this? The living room time is such a mess? What's your job until this room gets dirty?" My voice sounded full of anger as my steps arrived at the dining room.

Hearing my anger, Inah immediately rushed up to me. He looked frightened to see my face at this moment, especially my screams had already caused him to panic. After standing right in front of me, Inah began to circulate her gaze around the living room, her fingers began to touch some objects to confirm what I was saying.

"Sorry, Mom, but this morning I cleaned the living room. Everything is still neat, nothing is messy. Do you want me to move the location to make it more pleasant to see and different from before?" He frowned in astonishment and tried to offer me something I didn't want. 

"That's what?" I immediately pointed at a piece of tissue lying on the floor surface. 

"Oh my goodness, it looks like the tissue fell out of my father's pocket. Last time I wanted to go to work, I took a tissue to mengelap shoes in the car, he said. Keep his fist pressed into my dad's pants pocket. Probably didn't fall on purpose, ma'am." With the Javanese accent that medok Inah provides an explanation. 

"That's why! Quickly grab that tissue and throw it in the trash!" I pointed my index finger at the small trash can near the television table. 

Actually, Inah is not just reasoned. Denis's habits are like that. He would take a piece of tissue to clean his shoes as soon as he got in the car.

I also started my morning breakfast which was delayed because of my annoyance caused by the mood that Mas Denis had ruined since last night. This morning, Inah prepared her homemade rice. The cuisine fits perfectly on my tongue. The pleasure is not inferior to my mother's cooking. While enjoying the food I eat, I also try to calm my already messy mood.

After eating, I sat on the living room couch and turned on the television. The news of the artist being victimized by her husband's KDRT gave me goosebumps. I can't imagine what if I had a husband like that. Lucky I got Mas Denis who always treated me like a queen. However, there is one thing that I regret to date, namely the thought of Mas Denis if a good woman is a woman who is able to give her virginity on the first night to her husband.

"I'd treat my wife like a queen if she was a virgin the first night." That's what Mas Denis said that I still remember clearly until this moment.

And, in fact, those words proved to be true because after knowing that I was a virgin on our first night, she treated me so special as a queen. Not only did he obey all my desires, but he never hurt me through his attitude and speech. In addition, Mas Denis also greatly respects and loves my mother like his own parents. As well as Almira, Mas Denis loved him like his younger brother.

Remembering Almira, I immediately got off the couch to pick her up home from the hospital as I promised the last time I met her. Without wasting time, I immediately changed my clothes with a simple casual suit because my mood is not good if using clothes that are too complicated. And at this time, my choice fell on flat shoes in color in line with my monochrome clothes. 

Shortly after, the door to my room was knocked as I finished getting dressed. "Mom, the online taxi order has arrived." He spoke from the door to tell me politely. Of course he was very careful in talking so as not to get my nagging again like a few minutes ago.

"Good, Mom." I heard Inah move away from my room and at the same time I took a small bag, then kept my wallet and cell phone inside.

In less than a minute, I came out of the room. Stepping leisurely down the second floor corridor of my house towards the stairs.

"Well, be careful at home. I'll walk first!" I said that shortly after finishing descending the stairs and had already arrived at the 1st floor. Inah also answered kindly and accompanied me to the terrace of the house.

After opening the front door, I could see a taxi driver was waiting for me by standing in front of his car. I was followed by the driver after opening and closing the door for me.

This morning's trip was not accompanied by a traffic jam. In just twenty minutes I was in the hospital. I asked the taxi driver online to complete my order. Then I offered her to wait and shut down the app because I was going to hire her to take me to my mom's house. I promised I'd give him a higher-than-app price. After the deal, I stepped out of the taxi and entered the hospital lobby. 

Before entering Almira's ward, I headed for the administration room to take care of her return. The nurse there said that doctors asked Almira to exercise control if there were any complaints of post-mortarities. Some kind of medicine was given to me for Almira consumption while at home.

After all the administration was done, I went into Almira's room. He looked neatly dressed in a baby doll bought by Mas Denis and prepared to go home.

"It's nice to wear new clothes." I quipped Almira for not being willing if she had to wear the clothes my husband had bought. Maybe the incident this morning had damaged my mind so I immediately interrupted rudely, but had just arrived there. 

Hearing my words, Almira immediately turned to look at me and began to look at me. "When there are other clothes, I am also lazy to wear these clothes actually." I also saw Almira folding her dirty clothes, then put them in a medium-sized paper bag.

"Aren't you happy to wear the clothes my husband bought?" I sat on the sofa while continuing to see what Almira was doing.

"What do you mean, brother? Don't look for it because. I have followed your will, you see. I'm not saying Mas Denis, let alone the same mother about my pregnancy." Almira was so upset that she could say that. His voice almost went up an octave.

I was just shaking my head and seeing him who was getting more and more courageous against my words.

"How does it feel to be held captive by Mas Denis?" I asked with cetus. This is the question that since at home I want to ask directly to Almira after knowing from Mas Denis about the first night they did. 

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