The Delayed Love

The Delayed Love
Meeting and separation with Yoga


Cha and Zain gave a different look to the person before them.


"Cha, I need to talk to you. Love me a chance to explain it" said the figure who is none other than Yoga.


Zain tried to calm down but his hands clenched behind his pants. He hoped that Cha would not give him a chance.


"Sorry Ga, I can't. I have to go back to Indonesia now. Zain's family is waiting for us" said Cha, who tried to calm his emotions. Feelings of longing, anger and hate.


Without Cha's consent and taking into account his feelings as well as Zain's eagle gaze, Yoga pulls Cha in his arms. Longer longing ingrained feeling Yoga, he overflows at this time as well.


"Cha I miss you so much. I did this all for you Cha. For the sake of saving you, so that Papa doesn't destroy you!" obviously Yoga while hugging Cha tightly and tucking Cha's side hair.


Cha was still stunned unable to move. His feet were like someone was nailing him so he did not refuse and away from the embrace of Yoga. But his heart did not want to hurt Zain.


Zain who saw the scene was angry and his hands clenched until his fingernails stuck into his skin and left the pain he felt like a pain in his heart at this moment.


Cha tries to release a hug from Zain and encourages Yoga to make Yoga lunge backward.


"Sorry Ga, I've given it all away. And what happened a few days ago, I forgot. Whatever it is for you, I consider you a coward who is trying to protect me," Cha's circus was expressionless.


Cha returns to Zain's side and holds Zain's arm and gently rubs Zain's arm. Cha finds out that Zain is very hurt and is afraid of losing himself. However Cha is not a bad person, he wants to love the person who sincerely loves him and fight for him until this very second.


"Cha, I know you still love me so much. Don't lie to yourself, Cha, please...!" Yoga begs and begs Cha's understanding.


"I have closed my heart Ga, and now I have given my heart to Zain, a man who sincerely accepts my shortcomings and his family wants to accept myself from the Broken Home family," cha said with deep sadness.


Yoga looked at Cha's eyes that started to look glassy but no water spilled. He saw the lies in Cha's eyes. Yoga can feel it, if Cha still loves him very much.


"Cha, whatever you're saying right now, I believe that in the depths of your heart there is still love for me. I'll keep waiting for you Cha at all times" said Yoga in despair.


"You don't have to wait for me anymore, because I've decided to marry Zain. I will never turn away from her even against my first love," Cha replies with his casual attitude.


"Let's go, baby. Mama and Papa are waiting for us" asked Zain who did not care about the anger of Yoga.


Cha wants to get out of place, but Yoga stops him.


"Stop...! say Yoga lantang.


Cha and Zain looked at him. Zain continued to stare at Yoga with a piercing gaze. Like a knife ready to strike at the heart of Yoga.


"Cha, listen to me first. I love you so much, honestly there is no other woman besides you. That marriage was just my deal with Papa so he wouldn't bother you. I don't want you to get hurt, and I sacrifice for that" explained Yoga with deep regret.


"I don't care what the reason is" said Cha Ketus.


"If I hadn't married that woman, would you have accepted me for what Cha was without any possessions or anything. Because my life would be a mess if my choice was you, "Yoga gives me another explanation.


The last explanation of Yoga makes Cha's heart disturbed. There was sadness he felt. Why make such a decision.


Cha thought, "why didn't Yoga want to talk to me and talk about this before? How unfortunately does he want to protect me?" bathin Cha churned with his thoughts.


Zain, who was beside Cha, was furious with the cowardly man in the name of sacrifice.


"If you love Cha, you should fight for him. I don't think Cha would mind accepting you as a rascal. Because Cha is not a mad woman of treasure. He can try to get money. Why should there be sacrifices?" zain's sarcasm made Cha look at him.


Yoga speechless. He confirmed Zain's remarks, why there should be sacrifices. But he's too cowardly and petty to live without treasure. He was wrong and he cannot be forgiven.


"You are right, sir. I shouldn't sacrifice Cha's wait and love just for fear of being a badass" Yoga replied.


"I don't think there's anything else to talk about Ga, I can only say, accept the woman who's already your wife. Love him with all your heart. Forget about me and live your new life" said Cha, who tried to hold back his tears from falling.


"I won't be able to forget you, Cha. And love another woman. That I can't do. But I will try to open a new page of my life by myself. Good bye, Cha. May you be happy with her" Yoga replied with a face full of regret and sadness.


Cha just kept quiet and he kept staring at the already dewy eyes of Yoga.


Cha was silent for a moment, he couldn't do it because he didn't want to hurt Zain. But he wanted to fulfill the desire of Yoga for the last time. After all, Yoga was his first love and he was the one who took his classes.


Cha stared at Yoga inside. He just wanted to leave a tightness in his chest. He wanted this to end without any resentment towards each other.


Zain tried to toughen up and suppress his anger. Then he said.


"Solve your affairs. I wait in Mama's room, "Zain leaves Cha and goes into his parents' room.


Cha still stands in front of Yoga. If not for that incident, it would have felt like Cha was pouring into the arms of this lover. But that's only if.


"May I hug you Cha, I miss you so much" Yoga repeated.


Cha nodded allowing Yoga to embrace her.


Yoga immediately sprang to embrace Cha by venting his deep yearning. Yoga can smell Cha's body with lavender. She hugged Cha tightly and affectionately. Sometimes Yoga kisses Cha's hair and kisses Cha's forehead. She took off her arms and saw Cha crying.


"Which, I'm sorry for ruining your dream of living with me. I'm so sorry, Cha. But it can't be returned. Live happily with him. If Allah SWT gives destiny for us to be together. I will fight for you no matter what," said Yoga with earnestness and continued to give a gentle kiss on Cha's cheek and forehead.


"You too, should be able to forget me Ga. Look for my replacement, forget me" Cha pleaded.


"That can't be who, you are my love. Whenever even if my life is lost, I will still love you."


Cha kept shedding his tears. He had not expected that there would be such a miserable meeting like this. When he returns to Indonesia, he must end his relationship with Yoga and establish a relationship with Zain.


Yoga looked at Cha's watery eyes. Then she brought her face closer to Cha's face and smeared**Cha's lips gently and quietly.


Cha was still glued to where he stood. She was surprised to find a kiss from Yoga. Cha doesn't return Yoga's kiss, because he doesn't want to betray Zain.


Yoga does not care about Cha's attitude, he continues to do so until he releases their one-sided behavior. Yoga looks at Cha with his joints and the pain is in his heart because Cha does not reciprocate.


"Some years without seeing each other, you're getting prettier which, I regret. Take good care of yanx. I will continue my studies in Medicine" explained Yoga.


Then from the direction of the next room, it turns out that Zain did not really go inside. He stood inside the door listening to all their conversations and could see what Cha and Yoga were doing. He rushed out and approached the two.


"Let's go, Mama and Oma are waiting" Zain asked.


"Zain" call Yoga without frills Master.


Zain turned towards Yoga and looked at him firmly.


"Please take care of Cha. I released him for you. You've been the winner. You won Cha's heart. Guard him. If you hurt her too, I don't hesitate to take her back" Yoga said unequivocally without showing hostility.


"Heum" that's all that comes out of Zain's lips.


"Cha, good-bye. If in the future we meet again, it means that God gave destiny a chance for me to have you" said Yoga by forcing his smile.


Yoga hugged Cha in front of Zain. Zain was furious but he tried to give Yoga a last chance.


Then Yoga let go of his embrace and turned to Zain.


"Don't waste Cha. I'm saying goodbye." Yoga walks leave Cha and Zain.


He did not want to look back, because it would hurt and the legs would feel heavy leaving Cha. He continued walking until he disappeared from Cha and Zain's sight.


"Zain. I'm sorry I've been trying" Cha said, hugging Zain tightly and sobbing


"Darling, I'm not angry. I understand this situation. Don't feel guilty. I wouldn't think you're ugly just because of this situation" said Zain, who gave Cha peace.


"Thank you Zain, you are so kind and understanding. I loved you for the rest of my life Zain. There won't be anything else, just you," Cha honestly said.