The Delayed Love
Unselector
After a long time finally.. Hendra came out of the room.
" Why.....What did Dad say? ' ask me
" No... it's okay..ayo..mas take you home .." said Mas Hendra again.
" Well, then. ". my words again
" Mas... today I do not go to the office first. Please Mas handle first yes..I will shortly return to the hospital I can not leave my own father." I said after being in the car on the way home.
" Yes, remember take care of your health." said Mas Hendra while his gaze remained ahead of the wheel.
along the way, we enjoyed the view from behind the windshield.
Eventually the car stopped in front of my house
" Ok ...Mas go home first yes.." said Mas Hendra while opening the car door for me.
" Yes.be careful.mas' said again.
I also entered my home
"How are you...nona..?" ask bi Inah after opening the door for me.
" It's been a bit better bi.' I said.
".. o yes bi please masakin for my lunch yes.bi" I said again.
" Both non.." said bi Inah
"I want to take a shower and rest for a while. later in the day I want to go back to the hospital" I said again as I walked to the room.
" Yes.non.." said bi Inah again.
After bathing and getting dressed, I grabbed my phone which I had ignored since yesterday.
Ahh, my phone is dead
I immediately connected my phone with the charger .....
I began to lay myself in bed.
my memory goes back to Ridwan....
I immediately grabbed my phone and turned it on...
it turned out that there was a missed call as many as ten times from Ridwan.
I kept reading Ridwan's message
Ridwan
"Mer.
" please answer me, Mer..
Ridwan
"Remember Mer.
"please answer me Mer....
"I don't want to lose you..."
"please answer me Mer...."
Oh my God, what should I do. I don't know anymore.
I don't want to lose my father, and I don't want to lose the one I love...
O Lord, give your guidance, O Lord, what decision should I make....
I promised to obey my father's wish to marry Mas Hendra because I didn't want my father to have another heart attack... but what about my love.and my feelings.I will be happy with Mas Hendra. This isn't kidding
Why is my life so weird and there's no one I can talk to.
Mother... if you still exist... I miss you mother..
Drrrtt ... drrrtt.
Ridwan.....
I took my breath and threw it away..
" Yes Rid.." I said hoarsely.
"Mer.... Where are you ?" ask the man across
" Rid.... please..do not call me again forgive me Rid" I said slowly by trying to cover my feelings.
" no...Mer... Please tell me... Where are you now?" Ask Ridwan again
" I'm home.and I'm.. I'm .. okay Rid. Don't worry about me" I said while turning off my phone.
I put my body in bed...
Lord, strengthen me. This simple is best for me.and Ridwan.
I closed my eyes and tried to forget everything that happened....
but that thought always comes to my mind...
Tokkk..tokkk.
Yes, a minute ..". I replied