The Cheerful Cold Girl
Chapters 6. Don't think like that anymore!

I keep getting swept up in those negative thoughts. Honestly every thought made my heart feel so claustrophobic, I wanted to talk to Sofie, but this thought was very disturbing as if it made me chained by something that could not walk.

Honestly, I still don't know where this kind of thought can come from, maybe the feeling at that time is still imprinted and does not want to disappear.

Hmh! Thinking about it again makes me nauseous, and emotional.

My steps keep going. As I was about to descend the empty school stairs I was suddenly startled by the figure of Sofie standing right in front of me.

He stretched both hands to the right and to the left as if trying to keep me from getting out of here.

"Sebastian, you're so mean why didn't you say anything today? even when it's a break, an empty hour, even going home you don't say a word!"

"....."

"Do you know that I feel lonely? Why don't you say anything to me, you son of a bitch, you're the worst! Bummer! Idiot.."

I was speechless to hear what Sofie said, she was right. I look so evil, how can I ignore him who is waiting for me.

I just don't want Sofie to be considered bad just that, but is my choice right? The result of what I did was that Sofie looked angry, even though her angry ways were a little worrisome.

"... a. a. a. a.. do you really hate me?"

I was too overwhelmed with my own thoughts. Until I finally realized Sofie was now shedding tears. Sofie's calm and black eyes look very wet.

I opened my eyes not expecting Sofie to be like this.. But Sofie's question is pretty stupid.

The answer is very clear...

"Basic stupid! How could I hate you!"

I involuntarily let out a loud voice, it was fortunate that the situation had been empty, so no one was aware of the existence of these two of us.

This way I can say everything I want without caring about other people's responses.

"Sofie please don't misunderstand."

"I just don't feel worthy to be your friend."

Sofie fell silent, staring at me with a face full of questions.

"Why do you think that?"

"Of course, think about this again. You're beautiful, popular, smart, and I'm the other way around."

"So I decided not to talk today."

An annoyed face was drawn on Sofie's face, with her eyes still wet she stared intently at me.

"Are you stupid! I don't care about reputation!!"

A very loud shout echoed in the room, even I was surprised by the sudden scream.

Irregular breathing and slightly watery eyes Sofie was still trying to continue her speech.

"youknow? Loneliness in not being able to talk to you is more frightening than fear about your stupid reputation. So, it would be nice if you could talk to me."

"I hate it more if you don't talk to me. I don't care if my reputation goes bad - a-a-as long as I can be with you closer is more than enough."

After saying very honestly Sofie's smooth cheeks turned vermilion red.

He blushed in embarrassment and now fell silent with a hint of trembling.

But I still feel less at what Sofie said.

"But Sofie I'm boring, why do you want so much to talk to me? What's this interesting of me."

Once again Sofie's cheeks blushed.

"j-j-don't ask me the little details!!! I-I spoke to you because I purely wanted to, another reason thought to myself! And also I never thought that you were boring."

"On the contrary, you are attractive. I'm glad Sebastian's always trying to respond and listen to my story. He seemed to be trying to make me happy, when we were just friends yesterday, but you were so nice that you even bothered to accompany me home.."

"Don't think like that anymore okay! If you act like a stranger again I won't forgive you."

Sofie turned her face away, she puffed up the cheeks that had been flushed and looked very soft. She's so cute.

Unknowingly I laughed a little.

"hahaha, yes yes. Sorry, Sofie." I smiled very sincerely and managed to make Sofie blush for a few times.

"l-forget about that and let's go home!"

Sofie's big-ass attitude runs ahead of me, probably planning to hide that red-coloured face. But it's that nature that makes Sofie even more cute.