The Cheerful Cold Girl
Chapters 16. Terrified

After talking to Angga somehow my heart seemed to have regrets. No, it's not regretting what I said just now, it was purely serious, I assumed that Sofie was just using me, it was too much, but that's what I thought.

I mean where maybe he gives a feeling to someone like me, if the couple then Angga a hundred percent better, he would be a good couple if together, it should be like that.

But Sofie looks scared with Angga, for whatever reason, I don't know for sure. Right now that Sofie and I are in my living room, she's like always reading a book that I'm writing and smiling.

“Sofie, why did you look scared with Angga earlier?” 

I asked because it was indeed very strange, Angga is indeed hypocritical. But were they not friends since childhood, their relationship should have been better.

“....”

Sofie just kept quiet, her smile now faded into an expressionless face, she closed the book and put it on the living room table.

There were currently only two people in the living room, namely Sofie and I, so this conversation would definitely be easier said by Sofie.

He took a deep breath and opened his voice.

“That's because Angga looks a little scary.”

For some reason I understand, he acts as if Sofie is his, he looks arrogant and greedy, Angga is really a hypocrite.

“Why do you think he's scary?”

“That's because.. how yes.. He's a bit too crazy about me and it's kind of scary. The way he spoke, the gaze, and the aura he had. Maybe for some people think that he is an interesting light, but for me he is like the opposite, the fact that he has everything is scary.”

“So so? Continues?” I brewed the hot tea that was on the table.

“What exactly makes you that scared with the Angga?” I asked, continuing the speech.

Sofie bowed her head, as if the words after this were going to get serious.

“Gilang Fencing, she is a popular person since childhood, she is always surrounded by women who are in love with her, do you know about that?”

“Ya, I know.”

“He unfortunately does not care about the feelings of other women, he is like there is no intention to understand. She kept sticking with me, sometimes I was a little uncomfortable and afraid because of her nature that always forced myself to be close to me, and what made me most uncomfortable was the gaze of the girls.”

“Statts?”

“Yes, Sebastian should know. Since I was little I caused a lot of trouble because of my beautiful face, everyone looked at me jealous because I had a better physique. But the gazes of girls who liked Angga were hundreds of times more frightening, their gazes filled with sadness, jealousy and heartache. I can feel it all.”

“....”

So yes, the jealous gaze from the other girls, that's what makes Sofie so afraid if close to Angga.

“Not stop there.”

Alu widen eyes. ‘what is there still another reason?’

“It's just a bad feeling, but apparently, she keeps following me.”

“That's because she knows things I never even told her about at all and that's scary, to be honest, she said, angga and I have never been as close as you think because of this shame you already know the answer, but ignore me who has shame. I did not want to get close to him, even though this shyness was lost. Because I realized, that people like Angga are unbelievable and dangerous people.”

I was silent to Sofie's long explanation. This makes sense, the reason why Angga knew I was close to Sofie was because she was stalking a lot.

‘I understand the point, if the girl continues to be taped with someone then of course she is scared, let alone she is stalked. Eh wait if in this situation is not it, I am also including scary?’ thought

“Sofie, then what about me. Maybe you're aware, but I've been tailing you for a few days, even I wrote something about you in a book and I planned to sell it. Doesn't that mean I'm scary too, why do you still want to be close to me?” my lot is long.

Sofie looked blushing, she covered her red face with a bolster pillow that was beside her.

“if it's you, I don't matter. I trust you, because from your gaze so different from other men, you do not pay attention to my physique. And also when you followed me, it gave me a sense of comfort, as if you were protecting me from a distance.”

“That doesn't make any sense Sofie, trailing remains taboo.. So sorry.” I put my head on the table because I felt guilty.

“It's okay, as I said earlier. I didn't feel any danger from your gaze, so I didn't feel scared, I just felt comfortable.”

I raised my face, looking at Sofie's already red face. I'm not surprised why many people are interested in it, Sofie's beauty and elegance are very high, even able to enter the level of idol on TV, oh, right also when SD he never received a chant, he never received a chant, rejected though.

You could say that Sofie is a high-class idol who is not on TV or in any magazine, so it is natural that many men want to be with her, and it made me understand that the world Sofie had was so different from mine, I was a former brandal. So the one who fits Sofie the most is Angga.

I have no regrets about what I said to Angga, but thinking about it somehow makes my heart so hot like wanting to burn.

"Sebastian, are you okay?" Sofie tilted her head in a very cute position.

I slightly blushed with Sofie's sitting position, she slightly blushed, and her flushed cheeks were covered with pillows, she was so cute.

"Yes, I'm not papa."

I flushed and turned the other way, Sofie's pose was so cute.

Time passed now the clock was showing at 9pm, Sofie came home and as usual I delivered her, it was very dangerous if a beautiful girl like Sofie walked.

After delivering it I knocked myself to the bed and thought about the things that happened today

About Angga, Sofie, I can't lose my mind about them. Those two people are already in my brain.

The thing that irritated me the most was my agreement with Angga,

"after Sofie removes her shyness she'll be with Angga, it's a nice ending, the two idols are united. It's perfectly fit and compatible that anyone would support them."

"I wanted to make an ending like that, but it seems Sofie hates Angga.."

I sighed staring at the white wall with a blank look.

"What should I do now? What's the best option for Sofie to be happy?"

In the middle of the night I muttered about it and fell asleep.