The Cheerful Cold Girl
Chapters 36. I hate him

illustration of Sofie

...[.Nasha POV]...

It's a pity, I only know the name Little Sun, only. I don't know the person's real name, we also only met for one week, but he easily charmed my heart.

Even though we don't meet again. I kept remembering the name of Little Sun's pen, I wonder if she still remembers me?

I wasn't expecting much. We met for a week even we didn't know each other's names, but to be honest I wanted to see him again.

I still miss him now. I followed all the books he wrote. Little Sun, I enjoy all the books you've made, you know. I'm now a fan of yours, even now I read books from you.

So I hope we can meet again even if it's not possible.

I closed the book I was reading and sighed harshly.

"What am I really thinking? I was hoping too much for that guy. We can't possibly meet again."

Right, we won't see each other again. Just like the novel he first wrote, if not the wrong title "No name"? Did he manage to meet the girl he liked?

Crick

Suddenly someone opened the library door very calmly, I reflexively stared at the culprit. At that moment I was hoping that the possibility was him.

However, the hope is gone, the person who opened the door is Sofie's boyfriend, Sebastian.

'Well, there's no way she could anyways open the door so quietly what do I really expect?'

"Curtain, that Sofie! Just got a little whimper he's lost again where is he?"

Sebastian seemed to be letting out his own emotions, he seemed to be unaware of my existence. Does he have a problem with Sofie?

He was now staring at me, not more precisely at the book I was reading.

I don't know why he scratched his back head. "That's a book from Little Sun, right?"

My eyes quickly opened wide, I did not expect that Sebastian knew about Little Sun, because Little Sun himself was still very less popular so I was surprised.

"You know Little Sun?"

I subconsciously put a smile on my face, well, this is probably because there is hope that Sebastian knows Little Sun.

He nodded his head somewhat hesitantly then walked over and sat down in my front seat.

"Do you think the book is interesting?"

"Yes, I like him... uh, don't you! I mean I like the book he wrote, not the one who wrote it, don't get me wrong!"

I shook my head quickly and covered the red cheeks with two hands.

"Yes, anyone wouldn't misunderstand if you didn't behave like that."

My lips lifted up forcefully hearing her words.

"By the way no one knows about Little Sun, are you a fan?"

"..... yes, it's like that."

He replied doubtfully, What is the matter with this person?

"You could say I'm a Little Sun fan. Very disadvantaged when the book he wrote was quite interesting, but very unfortunate, he was not too famous."

"Yes, I understand what he means. By the way what book do you like about him?"

"No Name, the book hasn't come out yet, but I'm quite fond of it." He replied with a little shame.

"Do you know Sebastian? Interesting fact that the story was taken from a true story."

"Yes, I know. About the girl who smiled and made the main character to stop being naughty, right? I know very well."

"You know a lot, huh? Do you know Little Sun?" my ask is full of hope.

He swallowed and looked a little embarrassed. "Nasya, how yes.. Little sun, it's me alone."

This is the most unexpected news. I really didn't think this was the truth.

"Do you believe?"

He moved his hands to the right and to the left to make me aware of the freezing conditions.

But my response was pretty short. "I didn't expect." That's all I'm saying.

Sebastian sighed and smiled.

"Well, I didn't think anyone would like the book I wrote. You're the second person after Sofie, it can't be the first. BTW, before I also met a girl, she was the one who made me decide to become a writer. So I thank him? Even though I forgot her face."

As expected, he doesn't remember my face. This fact made my heart ache like it wanted to cry, the person I loved had already left with someone else, and also they were courting right in front of me.

I involuntarily shed tears, at that time Sebastian's eyes opened wide as if shocked by what had happened.

"Why are you crying?"

His voice is very calm. I'm so jealous of Sofie that she has a really good boyfriend.

"No, I'm just moved by whether you managed to meet the girl."

"Yep, the shocking news is she's Sofie."

I squinted my eyes. Again, he, I'm sick of hearing his name. Every time I step I hear his name and make me emotional. Now he also takes the person I like.

"Oh, I didn't expect."

Putting on a fake smile as if enjoying this talk, I actually did not want to discuss him, as it made my heart ache.

"I'm honestly a little confused, Nasya where do you know that the story is real? I don't remember ever telling this to anyone other than Sofie."

Sofie again, how many times has she said that name? And also he really luapa with me, you yourself who told me this when Junior High.

"That's because—"

I wanted to answer very honestly, that we've met, but my words were cut because Sebastian's HP rang.

"Hah, this is from Sofie, sorry. I have to lift it."

"Yes, please."

Sebastian put the phone to his ear and started calling.

"Where have you been!?"

"I'm sorry, I went to Zilla's and I didn't think we were apart."

"Huh, you are! Be aware of your situation, don't go alone, danger!"

"Yes yes, I'm sorry."

"Curtain! I've decided as an apology, today's dinner's grilled meat."

"Hee, I'll be troubled. I can't make something like that."

"Whisper!"

And Sebastian closed the call unilaterally. It felt claustrophobic, I saw a sweet quarrel before my eyes and that person was the man I liked.

"I'm sorry, Nasya I have to go."

Sebastian ran quickly put the phone in his pocket and disappeared.

The library is just me. These tears have been shed from earlier.

As people say Sofie is a male thief, I hate her.

Sofie has everything, and I don't, even she stole the man I love, isn't she enough to shoot him? He always rejects any man, but I'm sure he must be playing with them behind the scenes. Sebastian was just being played. I feel sorry for Sebastian.

Always being pretentious, but in the end he's playing with men, right? It's disgusting that so many women hate you.

Sofie, I hate you, I hope you just disappear.