
"Being Popular is a hassle" Sofie said, holding onto Sebastian's shirt tightly as if afraid of something.
Sebastian realizes that Sofie is a little scared, he stops taking this as a joke and starts looking seriously at Sofie.
"Why do you think that?"
Sofie was still silent as if afraid of something, she clasped Sebastian's shirt tightly, as if hoping for the fear to disappear.
After a few minutes, Sofie took a breath and looked at Sebastian, but that gaze was not the cheerful face like before.
Sofie quickly once again changes to her cold mode.
"The answer is simple, do you know the feeling is too idolized?"
"No, basically people don't even know my name."
"Huh," Sofie breathed a rough breath and removed her hand from Sebastian's shirt.
Sofie looks at Sebastian, she starts telling him some stories of her past.
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Auliana Sofie, since childhood she has been endowed with a face like a model. She was already beautiful, white, and easily captivated people.
But does he enjoy his life as a person surrounded by a sense of awe?
The answer is no. The beauty of Auliana Sofie was too bright, everyone always praised her and wanted her.
At the time of elementary school Auliana Sofie was once invited by some people to become an idol, or something like that. But Sofie refused it out loud.
"I don't want to be popular, I just want to live a normal life." That's what he said as an excuse.
Not that Sofie hates the grace of God and is ungrateful, Auliana Sofie just thinks that this is the bearer of doom.
Because of this face, he gets a lot of jealousy from the citizens, although many idolize Sofie, but of course many also hate him. That's the social reality, no matter how good someone is, there must still be someone who hates it.
And Sofie knew that fact when she was in Junior High, more precisely when she was in 8th grade.
It was then that Sofie's peaceful and pleasant life slowly changed. He who has grown up certainly makes some bad people glance at the direction of many evil actions that await.
Sofie has also been accused by her friend of being a prostitute*r just because her boyfriend likes her.
Sofie has actually tried to reject love and stay away from the boyfriend, but the boyfriend of her friend is very stubborn.
He continues to follow and chase after her, this makes Sofie a little scared. For the first time Sofie was afraid of the pretty face itself.
It was the first time Sofie was followed by someone, a lot of flirtatious eyes were staring at her, a lot of people were shooting at her, a lot of people were trying to get close just to make use of Sofie's face, they use Sofie to get to know a cooler guy.
At that age Sofie realized the quiet fake people.
He also lost close friends because some of his friends were jealous because he had many men who liked him, the girlfriends of his friends also slowly cheated. And after that Sofie finally realized that her friend slowly walked away and disappeared.
Luckily Sofie still has a loyal friend by her side. Sofie's loyal friend is named Zila Yahla's daughter. It is often called Zila.
Zila still wants to be close to Sofie even after the event Sofie has started not as usual.
She doesn't laugh and becomes cold, but Zila realizes that anything Sofie is still Sofie. It won't change.
Sofie's nature slowly became cold, reserved, and calm. Besides, Sofie is indeed shy it will not change, but she is tired of everything.Sofie has given up on public relations.
During the two years he was in High School no change, Sofie just became worse, Sofie became afraid of the eyes of people. The eyes that judge and stay away from her, the eyes that look with that depraved lust are all in Sofie's brain.
In the third class is almost the same, Sofie has received various expressions of love even countless, number of times, Sofie also realizes that people just want to be with her because of her beautiful face she believes that she was not born beautiful maybe everyone stayed away from her.
Until he finally gets to know Sebastian, no more precisely to meet him again. Although Sebastian forgot his first meeting with Sofie, this girl could not forget him.
Maybe Sebastian is a bit different, but Sofie is very familiar with Sebastian.
Sebastian was very different from other men, he never tried to shoot him, and approaching him he didn't even seem to idolize him.
This shows that Sebastian never saw Sofie from his face. That's what he thinks.
Sofie is more interested in Sebastian, there is no day left when not thinking about it, he really wants to approach Sebastian even he spent a lot of money to look attractive in front of Sebastian even though Sebastian is still not looking at him, but that fact makes Sofie more happy, meaning Sebastian did not see him from his face.
But what if he doesn't accept it like everyone else? What if Sebastian was the same? That thought was what made Sofie stop stepping to get closer.
Time has passed for months, he began to give up on pursuing Sebastian, he was afraid that Sebastian himself would hate him
To this day Sofie finally finds Sebastian's book, in her drawer.
"Doesn't this belong to Sebastian?" He asked himself in class.
Out of curiosity Sofie opened the book and read, until it was finished. She was made to blush in shame, she did not expect Sebastian to know much about her.
"Wait how does he know this much about me?" Sofie's cheeks are getting flushed heart continues to beat.
It may be scary to look at it from someone else's point of view, but Sofie is happy. At least Sebastian's a person he thinks is different knows about him.
Hope comes up little by little, he believes that Sebastian and he can be close.
Taps!
Taps!
Someone climbed the stairs, Sofie was a little nervous from realizing someone was coming.
'Is anyone coming?'
'Well what should I do? I'm frightened.'
Now that Sofie was so scared, she was more precisely afraid of men's eyes. A lot of men who stare flirtatiously at him, tease him, shoot him, Sofie gradually starts to get angry and irritated. There was even one who almost touched his important asset.
All that makes Sofie almost crazy, anyone will be afraid after experiencing the event.
Now that Sofie's scared, she's shaking. In the quiet afternoon, he could have met a man who had such ill intentions that day.
But thoughts are just negative thoughts, she meets Sebastian and comes face to face for a few seconds.
Sofie smiles sweetly, although the man approaches her, but she does not experience any fear of Sebastian, she feels that Sebastian is a special person who has come to change her miserable life.
He smiled and walked over to Sebastian.