The Cheerful Cold Girl
Chapters 4. The cheerful sophie

"So that's what happened" Sofie said, ending the conversation. He sighed and once again held onto Sebastian's shirt.

"Do you understand now? I'm not silent because I like, it's because of my shyness and fear that I like to disturb." Sofie is still tugging at Sebastian's shirt, as if looking for attention from him.

After hearing a pretty tragic story Sebastian slightly becomes unwell and pitying.

'So, this girl went through a lot of hardship because of her cute face and popularity, but I just thought that she lived a good life. Damnit damnit! How stupid of me.'

Sebastian feels a little guilty, he does not think that a famous, popular, calm, and cold person has a pretty unpleasant past.

He curses himself for thinking that Sofie is living a good life, but after this he comes to his senses. Life is followed by people, life is looked at with a flirtatious look, ostracized because a little special it is a pretty sad life let alone Sofie is just a little girl.

He was not a man who could endure all the pain. No, no matter men or women, everyone has their own limits. Sebastian is aware of everything after hearing Sofie tell him a story.

The young man looked at Sofie who was down and looked sad, he did not know what to do so that Sofie could calm down.

However, there was one thing that was done. Yes, Sebastian stroked Sofie's head once more. Gives warmth from his big fingers.

Sofie could feel a sense of comfort and warmth from this young man's elusan, he was very different from the man who only saw his face.

The hand continued to move in all directions to Sofie's head, from all ends of Sebastian's hair doing it all with a smile. Signed up so he could calm down for now.

Sebastian is basically quite sensitive to someone's feelings, even though he's not very sensitive about love life.

Tears dripped through Sofie's cheeks, but this was not a cry of sadness just the opposite. Sebastian's caress was too warm to make him touched. He felt for the first time that he had a precious person.

Sebastian's eyes were calm and his smile faded when he saw water droplets creeping through Sofie's cheeks.

Sebastian lowered his hand and raised Sofie's chin, as if he was going to kiss. However it was not what Sebastian wanted, he wanted to see the expression from Sofie and he was made to be surprised because he suddenly cried.

Sebastian's thumb wiped away the tears with a calm, warm smile, Sebastian asked,

"Why are you crying?"

"....."

Still no answer from Sofie she's still crying. Because the water would not stop coming out, Sebastian once again wiped with his fingers, he did not force to answer. This young man was just waiting until Sofie calmed down.

"It's not a cry of sadness okay, don't worry. I'm just glad you turned out to be that considerate, as I thought you were so different from the many people I met. You're too warm."

The face that was previously full of sadness now smiled very purely from the bottom of the heart, giving a perfect face that was very adorable.

"You are special to me."

Feeling the heat all over Sebastian's face decided to release his hand from Sofie's chin, he also felt a calm feeling from the smile that even his heart would not stop pounding like it wanted to be dislodged.

With cheeks that had been flushed red Sebastian turned his face and held tightly to his chest.

'Shit, too cute!' 

Right that's all Sebastian has in mind at this time, it's not wrong to think Sofie is cute or beautiful, it's not natural if not interested in Sofie's face, but Sebastian is not stupid like other men, he doesn't think much about faces, maybe that's why Sofie's interested in Sebastian. The figure of a man who never tried to approach him and express feelings.

Evening time has become a little dark indicates that the day has become night, in the middle of the situation tonight there are only Sebastian and Sofie, really only two people. Sofie's eyes were still wet, but it was already a little calm. While Sebastian does not want to look at the girl again, be careful if receiving damage attacks.

There was no conversation between the two of them. The situation quickly became awkward.

'Shit, what am I supposed to do? This situation really sucks.'

Sebastian tries to get back at Sofie and once again receives damage, Sofie gives a watery look but with a slight smile, unfortunately it only applies for a few seconds. After that, their eyes did not meet each other.

In both hearts there is a strange feeling of warmth even though only being in a distance that is not too close to each other. Both Sofie and Sebastian, their two hearts were pounding enormously.

Amidst the awkwardness Sebastian turned his back then said,

"A-ayo's coming home soon, you're scared of men and people's gazes. I'll accompany you okay,"

Only one sentence managed to turn a smile on Sofie's face.

"Sure, I'm counting on you Sebastian."

"T-t-but before that I have something to say. Can you wait a minute?" Sofie's eyes sparkled slightly, her red, quivering lips made Sebastian unable to turn away.

"Yes, sure."

'What does he want to say? wait if I write this story I will definitely make a shooting scene, don't tell me Author-san will do the plot?' thought Sebastian.

'huh, what. It turned out to be normal' Sebastian sighed, quite relieved, but on the other hand a little disappointed.

Sebastian looked at the sofie once more. "Help what?"

"You've heard my story at length, so i-i-it will you help me in healing this shy and quiet nature" asked Sofie with a crimson face.

"I really feel like I can do anything in front of Sebastian if you want to accept me for who I am. That's why I want to ask for help."

"So do you want to help me." Sofie closed her eyes, looking down. Maybe he's afraid Sebastian's not helping him.

"Of course, although it would be a little loss if your cute side is known by others."

"Honestly, I prefer your cheerful side. And honestly I want you to show me that side just for me."

Sebastian said two sentences that came purely from his heart, but he was too honest, As if aware of what was said just now Sebastian's face blushed, Sofie was exactly the same, too, this girl trembling could not help but feel an unhelpful shame.

"Ma-maff, doesn't mean it like that, yeah me.' Trying to dodge sebastian shook his head very quickly.

"No, there's no need to apologize, if you like my cheerful side then I'm happy to show you even every day" Sofie said with a crimson face, like a tomato.

"W-what? Then what about removing your shame?" 

"I'm still gonna do that, Sebastian's gonna help.."

"M-m-I mean, P. p.. The man I will give you a smile and a cheerful side is just you." 

"Thank you!"

After that Sofie tries to hide the heated cheeks by walking down and passing Sebastian who is speechless.

"W-What are you waiting for? Let's go!" invite Sofie who was replied with a nervous nod.

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In the middle of the night the two young men and the young woman smiled and walked together, feeling that the world belonged to them. The two of them kept walking and joking.

"Oh, yes Sebastian, this is about my question."

"What questions?"

"About me reading your novel. Can I?" Sofie brought her face closer to Sebastian's. So close that even Sebastian could feel the precipitate from Sofie's nose, he saw a white face, long unraveling hair and glowing eyes. He was like a happy child.

But, Sebastian's mentality was too tempeh, he quickly looked away.

"Of course you can, but tomorrow, remember? B-e-s-o-k, tomorrow. Not now!"

Sofie looks making cheerful, she laughs very happy. 

"Horay! Hurrah! Thank you, I'm looking forward to your story," 

Seeing the girl beside him excited to make sebastian have a difficult feeling to say, he is arguably full of happiness now. 

Time had passed, after five minutes they finally arrived at the sofie house. Sofie's house looks a bit grand, with a sturdy roof, gray paint and lights that surround the house.

"Bye, bye, Sebastian," 

As if Sofie was still very cheerful, she waved her hand at Sebasitan and entered the house.

Sebastian looked at Sofie who had entered the house with a look that he had no idea what it meant. In his heart was filled with a strange feeling of pleasure, happiness, and akwakwarad. He's so happy that Sofie wants to show Sebastian his hidden nature,

But the happiness was gone quickly, Sebastian thought. Maybe he can provide comfort, but what if after Sofie can eliminate the shyness and open to someone, Sofie no longer wants to be with him? What if after Sofie doesn't become embarrassed again, she finds a more suitable and cool figure than Sebastian?

In the end Sofie is a popular person, she can easily make people like her, a normal person like sebastian just can't be worth the popular girl. If someone finds out about their relationship, Sofie's reputation quickly disappears.

It was very wanted to be avoided by Sebastian and also he had experienced the same thing, someone he trusted the most easily betrayed him. Is believing in Sofie a good thought? Sebastian is very easy to trust with others and is very easy to manipulate.

Though he hates this thought, but deep down, sebastian thinks that Sofie is only using it to remove the shyness, if Sofie can remove that trait. sebastian is convinced that he will be thrown away like trash.

"Damn!"

Sebastian left with a mind full of it.