The Cheerful Cold Girl
Chaptre 44.

The sun shines brightly in a quiet afternoon creating a calm, cool atmosphere. I have arrived home after all this time.

I'm really sorry, about a week I wasn't here..

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I opened the door slowly, unlike usual the house was very empty. I thought I'd be at the entrance, considering I've told you I'm going home now. But it doesn't seem like it.

I was about to walk towards the room, but in this quiet living room I stared in surprise at the bearded old man.

He as usual looks very firm and watches TV, his shirt is a white shirt. It seems he's home.

"Dad." I greeted the person sitting on the sofa and walked over.

Dad looked up, he exhaled. I hope he doesn't know what I've been doing all this time.

"... Sebastian, what did you do not come home for a week?"

I reflexively opened my eyes wide. The heart became a little beating how could he know about this? I'm not sure mom told you about this inn, so where did she know?

"What do you mean?" I was pretending to be stupid.

"Don't pretend not to know..You're staying at your friend's house, right? Who'sis that? Don't tell the girl the other day?"

Deg, my heart keeps beating, I remember yesterday when Sofie played home. Dad was very commemorating.

"... No answer, huh?" Father sighed at this silent response. He'll probably think of it as "yes"

"No, dad. I'm not doing—"

"What isn't it? Are you going to fight me like you used to? Sebastian heard this carefully, whose name sincere love does not exist! You should know for yourself. Is being betrayed by Emilia still not keeping your eyes open?"

Dad said very firmly as usual. He should not be like gini if he does not know the relationship between me and Sofie, if he covers about women he becomes very assertive. Especially about Emilia.

I bite my lips and can't forget the betrayal.

"No! Don't confuse Emilia with Sofie!" I denied a little emotion.

Dad's forehead lifted. "You said the same thing, you said Emilia was different, she wasn't going to use you, but the result was sad."

What father said was very true, in the end Emilia was only utilizing. He even made rumors of me cheating so I would suffer, even though if remembered again we did not even date at that time.

"So all I want to say is.... Stop playing and take it more seriously!! More try! You are third grade, if you spend time continuing, then the dream of becoming a doctor will not run smoothly!"

This may sound like good advice, but I don't take it that way. I don't even remember dreaming of becoming a doctor.

"...Doctor huh? Dad was so obsessed and wanted me to be that, without knowing how I felt. It wasn't my dream it was my father's wish, was it?"

He raised a eyebrow. I looked at him with a little emotion. I inhaled a breath saying one more word.

"I'm not you! I just want the ambition I failed to achieve and give it to me right, don't you?"

I was silent for a few seconds. Fizzed. Piqued. "Ambition, huh? What's wrong with that? It is a normal thing, the child is part of the parents, what is the harm in giving our ambitions to the child? That is precisely the point of the child, if the trivial cannot be done then your own existence is a failure. Just shut up and do what I want! You have no right to refuse!"

Silently, my hand gripped firmly withstanding the emotions I had, this person even only considered me as a puppet that could fill his ambitions.

"Sorry dad, I'm not your doll.." Quiet words I said, low tone and quiet, but it could fill the room.

Father once again looked very angry, but he held back the anger with a rough sigh, then he looked at me with a cynical look. "I don't care how you look at me right now, but there's one thing I want, don't go near her anymore!"

I clenched my lips, holding back my anger. I know very well my position, if I push hard he will definitely get angry, so there is no other choice.

Dad looked back at the TV, he seemed no longer interested in me. He swallowed and said, "I hope it's not a lie." His voice was calm, but a little scary because I was lying.

I nodded my head heavily. Scratching hair that does not itch and then move to the room. As usual, open the door, look at the window outside. The sky turned pitch-black, the clouds were a little cloudy. Small water falls create a cool and noisy atmosphere.

I walked to put the bag on the chair and jumped on the bed. I rolled around thinking about some of the things that were happening. If I catch the guy who bullied Sofie then our relationship is approved, but Dad, he..

I lifted my body back up, sat in the corner of the bed. Staring at the dew on the glass window. It was a drizzling situation, but now it's raining heavily. The blocking thunder created a yellow luster that filled my room.

I sighed again remembering Dad's request. "Where can I stay away from Sofie," I muttered and knocked back into the bed.

Staring at the only light source in the room, the lights. I spread my hands up, remembering the smile Sofie had. Whatever the way I can't possibly get away from him, but if I refuse I don't know what you're doing.

I exhaled, once again going from the bed to the study table. Take a cell phone and sit in a chair. I opened the chat app to send a message to Sofie, just wanted to ask her a little bit of news.

[Sofie, what's the situation there?]

{ Hmm, I'm fine. Nothing suspicious }

[So that is? I'm calm, I'll sleep you also rest ]

My hand was about to turn off the phone, but it was delayed because a new notification appeared on the phone, it said Sofie's contact name. Curious, I decided to open the phone.

{ It's about your saying earlier }

[ Sayings? Did I say anything? ]

I responded a little bit to what was happening. Then I remembered and began to blush, the possibility that Sofie meant a word about the marriage.

{ Don't forget! I know you must remember }

Although I didn't see Sofie's face, I could feel it. Maybe he's pouting now? Just feeling.

[Yes, te. of course I remember, what's wrong with that?]

{ Are you serious? With it? }

Damnit. My heart won't stop beating. How foolish I was to say that, it looked like I was proposing. I kept staring at the embarrassed phone to answer it. About two minutes passed, there was no answer and just staring at the phone.

{ Why no answer?! }

He must have been flogging.

[Yes, of course]

[Do you mind? I'm serious ]

{ So like that, now I'm really yours}

{ Listen because you have proposed to me don't cheat, okay }

[ Yes ]

I turned off the phone. Covering my red, hot face. The heart continues to beat, it feels very warm even though it is actually out in the rain. The thunder once again snatched made me stop hiding my face.

I leaned against the chair and stared at the window full of dew.

"I'm sorry, Dad I can't stay away from him, if you're angry. I'll think about it tomorrow."

Today the rain continues to arrive, lightning continues to strike making the mood calm. I decided to sleep with a warm heart. Hugging a bolster pillow and starting to dream beautifully.